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7 yrs ago
Current taking a break from rping for a little while. i'll be back soon enough but i really need to work on my mental health. hope everyone understands sorry
7 yrs ago
@Mae saaaaaaame
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7 yrs ago
i was literally up all night and i just realized i could have written posts during that time fuck i straight up just read fanfiction and cried for like 6 hours
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7 yrs ago
saw thor ragnarok the other day and now i really want to do a Sakaar rp but i caaaaaaaan't
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7 yrs ago
sorry in advance to anyone i'm rping with if my posts are slow/kinda bad, my brain isn't working right lately i'm kind of a mess bleh (シ_ _)シ

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“Rejoice, rejoice God's ears are stitches
Rejoice, His eyes are big x's
Rejoice, His arms are burning witches
Rejoice, His hands perform hexes”



It was peaceful inside the old, battered pickup truck; an unusual occurrence. Normally, the sisters were rather loud, using car rides as an excuse for sing-alongs, but today was different. Instead of boisterously singing, Nami was half-asleep and listlessly drinking her iced tea, and Eren was focusing on the drive, anxiety making her stomach hurt a little. She thought about the video she and her sister posted to their YouTube channel the night before.



The video started unlike their others; with Eren and Nami Koide sitting next to each other in front of the camera.

Nami spoke first, waving, and Eren followed suit.

“Hey everyone!”
“Heyyy…”

“So, I know we haven’t posted any new videos in a little while, but there’s a really cool reason for that! Eren, if you would…”

A cheesy drumroll sound effect played.

“Weeeeeee… got signed to a record label,” Eren said in a monotone voice, with jazz hands for effect.

“Yeah!” Nami cheered, “So we’ve not only got more and better covers coming for you, but we’ll also be producing original songs! Isn’t that cool?”

“Seriously, we’re so excited to actually turn this silly hobby into an actual job, and we owe it all to you guys. So, from the bottom of our hearts…”

They both spoke in unison, "Thank you!"

“Okay, we’ve been talking too long, so enjoy the video!”

Then, the picture changed to the usual title card and their newest cover, History Maker, started playing.



Eren could tell that Nami was nervous, too. You wouldn’t think so just by looking at her, but what kind of sister would Eren be if she couldn’t read her sister like a book after twenty years together?

Of course, there was good reason for both of them to be nervous; they were going through multiple huge life changes at once. In addition to starting their potential career in entertainment, they were moving out of their parents’ house and into an apartment building next to the studio.



“Rejoice despite the fact this world will hurt you
Rejoice despite the fact this world will kill you
Rejoice despite the fact this world will tear you to shreds
Rejoice because you're trying your best”



Eren parked the car, waking up her sister by poking her cheek.

“We’re here.”

They could worry about unpacking and moving in later; the only things they took out of the back of the truck were Eren’s keyboard, its stand, and a backpack containing various cables and Eren’s laptop.

They came into the studio, Eren lugging the unwieldy keyboard and Nami carrying the stand and backpack.

“Morning!”

Here we go.



@Old Amsterdam
i'm good w discord
working on my first post now, probably be done tomorrow

it's gonna be rly long sorry
i've got an antichrist kid on the way
Loud. Everything was too fucking loud.

Nemo could vaguely hear the others, likely going through their own tortures, but they were all drowned out by the voices. Those goddamned voices. The ones that told her that she was a freak and a liar and she would never be seen as a girl, not really. This was coupled with an unbearable crawling sensation under her skin that made her want to fucking scream.

These things were familiar, but the intensity wasn’t. They felt… real. Tangible. It was as if the voices that normally whispered from the back of her thoughts were being shouted right into her ears and the softer, sweeter voice that said, “It’s normal to feel this way, you're a good person, you’re going to be okay,” was absent.

Nemo felt like she was suffocating from the heat. She tore off her jacket and dropped it to the ground. Staring at her bare arms, she noticed movement. Things crawling under her skin. The voices screamed at her to tear them out.

She scratched. Scratched. Kept scratching until she broke skin. Her nerve endings screeched in pain, but she kept going, gritting her teeth against the urge to cry out. Moths crawled out from under her skin and took flight, crumbling to dust in the air.

She didn’t stop. She dug her fingers deeper into her flesh, pulling out nerves and tendons and discarding them on the ground. It wasn’t even the voices pushing her on at this point, just her anger. Her body, her flesh, her very physicality was a disgrace that needed to be gone, destroyed, erased from existence because she was all those things the voices said she was, and she didn’t deserve to exist.

Nemo collapsed to her knees, her breathing loud and ragged. In a sudden, the voices quieted. She looked down at her arms. There was no gore, no viscera, no moths. Just red scratches and small cuts, blood beading from them. The stinging that pricked at her skin was nowhere near what she felt during her delusions.

She brought her shaking hands to cover her face, trying to take deep breaths. The pain, the voices, they were gone, but the desire remained. The desire to rip and tear at her body, spill her organs, destroy her very being was still there.

That feeling scared her more than anything.
so if anyone hasn't realized it yet, Kazu is what would happen if an Arctic Monkeys song became a person



Mornings like this were what made life worth living for Kazu Kujo. The weather was pleasantly warm, she had been awake since three AM, and she had some fool’s head under her foot.

“Alright! I get it! I’m sorry!”

Anri slung an arm over Kazu’s shoulders, “Think he’s had enough?”

Kazu lifted her foot up and gave the guy another kick in the face, just for good measure.

“Yeah, I think so.”

“Get outta here, punk.”

The guy scrambled to his feet and fled, bleeding profusely from the nose. Kazu almost felt bad about how easy it was to beat him into submission (she didn’t even have to use her Kagune), but he deserved it for trying to mug one of their friends.

The Diamond Kings took care of their own.



Thirty minutes later, Kazu was walking the streets after parting ways with Anri. She must have cut her lip on something, because she kept having to wipe away drips of fresh blood from it.

She wasn’t going anywhere in particular, but after trading fist-bumps with another Diamond King she passed, waving at a cool drug dealer she knew, and petting her favorite stray cat, she came upon a new coffee shop.

The Birdcage. Interesting. She could certainly use some coffee.

As she entered the place, she noticed three people already there, one of which must have been the owner. She relaxed a bit when she realized that they were all Ghouls. She could let down her guard a little for now.

But just a little. She looked like someone who had just been in a brutal fight (which, of course, she had). There were bruises all over her face and her lip had started bleeding again.

Wiping her face again, she greeted the strangers with a smile.

"'Morning."



"Oh, those silly boys in blue
Well, they won't catch me and you"


@Old Amsterdam@LeamonZest89@Alias
Name: Momoko Ikeda

Nickname: Momo

Age: 15

Gender: Female

Powers/skills:
  • Transformation - She can transform between full human, human with fox ears and tail, and full fox.
  • Kitsunebi/Fox Fire - In her full fox form, she can produce fire from her tail and mouth.
  • Other - She’s good at playing the melodica.


Species: Kitsune

Weaknesses:
  • Mask - She hates showing her face to anyone. If she can’t wear her mask, she becomes scared and timid. If she has to speak to anyone without her mask, she’s likely to start crying.
  • Teeny Weenie - She’s short, skinny, and not particularly athletic.


Crush: None

Relationship: Single (Gay)

Appearance:



Personality: Momo is almost like two people in one body. There’s Momo with her mask, and Momo without it.

With the mask on, Momo is bright and vibrant. She almost always has a smile on her face (what you can see of it) and she laughs a lot. She’s the kind of person who will sing out loud just because she has the song stuck in her head. She’s very touchy, leaning over shoulders and punching arms, as long as you’re her friend and she knows you’re okay with it.

Without her mask, she’s almost completely opposite. She becomes guarded and quiet, seemingly terrified of anyone seeing her face or hearing her voice. Her posture collapses inward, shoulders hunching and eyes turning downward. If she’s forced to address or even meet anyone without her mask on, Momo will most likely cry.

The main constant between her two states is that she wants to make people happy. Even if she’s at her most timid, she’ll still try to be as nice as she can. Momo is a big people pleaser and will do her best to help anyone who asks for it, or at least try to make them smile.

History: Momo’s history isn’t incredibly eventful. Her parents came from two powerful Kitsune families and married to pool their assets. She lived in her family’s huge mansion with her parents, grandparents, and two older sisters. Through her childhood, she was cripplingly shy. She only ever talked to her immediate family, and hated being in front of other people.

Momo’s grandmother, in an attempt to help her, gave her a mask to hide her face with. She started wearing it at almost all times, becoming much more vibrant and outgoing over the years, as long as she was hiding her face. Living in a huge gated-off mansion with a rich family, many assume she’s high-class and unapproachable, but despite her supernatural status and personality quirks, she’s pretty much just a normal kid.

Other: Because she’s so young, she only has one tail. As she ages, she’ll gain up to nine.

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