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Leaning back, Laila supported herself with her arms, palms against the earth. She looked up into the sky, holding a neutral expression. "If he were to free the both of us, that would be a miracle. But like you said, he doesn't seem to have a use for my mother anymore. She seems to always be in the infirmary lately, and I fear she may die before we even return. Whether by nature or by man. ... As you said, I'm not sure what to do with freedom. All my life, I've been a slave, but you know that already. I was born to help. What could I do?"
"Oh, I'm enjoying every bit of it," Laila assured him. "It's just the thought that I feel stuck. Assume the king were to give me a reward - freedom for myself or for whoever I chose. Only one. It's difficult for me to choose between myself and my own mother." She fumbled with her own fingers and said, "Try to imagine that for me. Perhaps you're under the same stress? I wouldn't particularly know..."
Penelope looked on with James at the map, listening as he spoke. "I think I'm ready," she said. "I really want to have a Pokemon, like you have." She looked at Espeon, "Espeon is such a beautiful Pokemon."
"It's not that I'm a pessimist," Laila sighed. "I've just learned that if you expect the worst, you feel much better when it doesn't happen. It's kind of like...self-reverse-psychology. Or something," she shrugged. "I don't believe you would let me die."

Then, she continued, "I'm not pessimistic at all. You really don't know what's in my mind. Please don't act like you do." She looked down at her lap. "I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just telling you that there's more to me than you think."
"You're right," Laila said. There was a bittersweet taste in her mouth. To set her mother free would be the right thing to do; it was what Laila wanted to do. But, perhaps, if she could gain her own freedom...

She hated herself for thinking like that. Her mother needed to experience freedom before she died. That's all her mother had ever wanted. If Laila were to take that from her, what kind of daughter would she be? She wanted the freedom for herself - she couldn't deny that. Despite it being what she also wanted and what was the right thing, Laila would only grudgingly ask for her mother's freedom rather than her own. It was in her mind that no matter what, she'd think of her mother first. Then again, how had her mother fought for her...? She hadn't...

"I'd rather not think about the future. We could be dead within the next hour," Laila said. "Doesn't matter how safe we are at the moment."
"He might reward you, but what use would he have in rewarding me?" Laila countered, pessimistic. She continued to drabble on about her insignificance, "I'm just a slave. I'm useful when they need something, of course, but what other use am I? I'm not respected as a person. If they could hear me talking like this, I'd be sent to a guillotine. My freedom does not and will never exist, that's just the way it is." She sighed. "But... maybe you're right... maybe..."
Laila let it rest. She stared at the lowering sun and watched as it fell below the horizon. She picked at her nails, peeling the paint off of them, bit by bit. She looked up at the tree above them, watching a bird fly into a nest hidden in the branches. She felt a connection with Griffin, though she didn't know why. She stated aloud, more to herself than to her companion, "I will never have freedom." Then, she looked over at him. "I'm not sure if I want it, though. I don't know what I'd do, by now."

She paused for a moment before continuing, "When I was younger, I wanted nothing more than to be away from the castle. This would have been a blessing to me. Now, all I wonder is what my mother is doing, how she's faring. She old, she's fragile. They won't keep her much longer - they'll have her killed, most likely." She paused again. "She's the only person left in my life who is worth living for." Laila turned her face away from Griffin. "There is no one else."
"And what is it that you want?" Laila asked, simply.
"Your skill must be very useful," she nodded. Again, she looked at him, and said, "What it must be like to have so much hope for the future." She had no idea what his life was like, but she imagined it musn't be too stressful or restricted. After all, she couldn't see him as being any form of slave for the kingdom. Laila wondered, though, about his injury, and why he said it was a gift from his father. She didn't want to bring up the subject, but she did seem to stare at his leg for a little too long.
"The king is certainly a pleasure," Laila admitted. "However, if you don't please his sons correctly or in time... well, they can be a bit violent." She paused. "We're not supposed to talk about that, though. Not much."

Instead, she changed the subject. "I've never had the opportunity to learn any form of magic. There have been a few great Mages to come into the castle; I've seen them. Never a shadow Mage, though. What's it like?"
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