"Ulrisk. My name is Ulrisk. But someone LOOKING for me terrifies me a bit, especially when they find me just like this. Well, in this case, I have found you. Witches were not welcome members of society, sometimes openly hated and hunted, and Nianxi understood his fears. "Wait, did you say House Serilya? THE House Serilya? The one helping us out? The one possessing that sword?" Ulrisk stood up with excitement, any hints of fear disappearing from his face. "Are we that easy to recognize?" Yes, they were. You didn't even need any fancy schooling to recognize one by their attire, just seeing a few before. However, it was getting dark, so Ulrisk and Nianxi moved a bit further off road, just be a bit more safe, though spending a night in orc infested territory did not seem very appealing. But neither was walking by the main road at night. Setting up a campfire which could not be seen by anyone walking by the road, the two took a few bites of dried meat Nianxi provided, discussed their family history, and what Nianxi wants from Ulrisk.
After a brief skim through, Ulrisk handed the books back with a sigh. "That's ancient elven, I'm afraid. We Witches aren't very fluent in foreign languages, especially ancient ones. I doubt there are many elves who could read it to begin with. Maybe some kind of elven nobility. I'm sorry, I really can't help you any more with this." Nianxi was waiting for the disappointment to hit her like a rock, but it didn't. All she had in herself was anger and hate, though contained at the moment. Placing the books back in the backpack, Nianxi tried to recall if she had seen any elves - she didn't. And she needed a nobleman. Meeting one somehow - if only by ridiculous luck, the only way she could move forward, that, or trial and error. And after she almost killed herself via trial, Serilya nearly killing her due to sudden blood loss, Nianxi (and Xiandra) preferred to avoid any more trial and error discoveries. After setting up her bedroll to sleep the night away, Nianxi could not fall asleep easily, and instead spent the time reflecting on her life.
The most surprising development was that the overwhelming hate Nianxi has felt since that fateful day in Velron was tamed. Sharing it with her alter ego seemed to dampen it, though not completely eliminate it. Further reflections upon the events leading up until now and internal discussions with Xiandra (Nianxi finally learned to "speak" to her without speaking out loud and looking like a lunatic) brought the horrible truth - the demonic flame that fractured her soul have literally torn apart her emotions and desires. Hatred, wrath, (blood)lust - were defining aspects of Nianxi, as sadism, pride and envy defined Xiandra. It dawned upon them that after Velron, Nianxi literally could not feel joy, hope or any positive emotion. And that dream - was it the soul trying to cure itself, to bind the fragments of the soul with the scattered emotions, making it whole again? And what was the spectre? The vision of the future, should Nianxi succumb to demonic influences? And what would happen once the soul is whole again? So many questions, and no answers.
After a restless sleep in a rather hostile forest, Nianxi the her new friend decided to hit the road to find another camp, and maybe, just maybe - an elven noble.