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  • Joined: 10 yrs ago
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    1. Leysos 10 yrs ago

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6 yrs ago
Current I think my play-by-post roleplaying days are done for now. Thank you everyone for the years of fun I've had, and I'm sorry to everyone I've let down. Godspeed in all our pursuits.
6 yrs ago
I have two modes. Literal months of radio silence, and being unable to sleep because I'm working on posts.
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6 yrs ago
This website is my limbo and I can't escape
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7 yrs ago
Finally, a Valentine's Day where "being happy" and "not in a relationship" aren't mutually exclusive for me
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7 yrs ago
Incredible. The site's as slow as my IC posting speed.
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Bio

"How lucky I've been... to know all of you."

Most Recent Posts

Things have gotten better house-wise, but I'm still taking classes. I'll try to get a post up soon for you, though, but I still won't be able to post once a day anymore unless I get a break from schoolwork.
False. Blind people don't exist.

T/F: You're dead inside.
I'm assuming you've read my statuses lately, but yes, irl is sucking kiiinda hard at the moment

To make matters worse, school is starting back up soon, so I'm going on indefinite hiatus. That doesn't mean I won't post, it's just that, well, length between posts might become very distant.

I apologize. It's always something, isn't it?
What better way to tell a long story than via greentext

>be me 2 months ago
>live in shitty house with lots of problems
>wiring was faulty
>some wires in my room catch on fire
>itsgettinghotinhere.mp3
>shut down power to the whole house
>house gets really damp when the dehumidifier isn't on
>decide to store my setup in my uncle's music room to protect it from being ruined

Normally I would've got it back when the electricity was sorted out, but wait, there's more

>be allergic to fleas
>one day when power is out
>house gets overrun with fleas
>fleacircus.jpg
>unable to stay at the house
>switch around a friend's, my uncle's, and my grandma's for two goddamn months
>don't check on computer because I think it's safe
>went to go get my mouse to use with my laptop because i can't play League with a trackpad
>shit's gone

I don't even know how long it's been stolen, so who knows HOW long gone it is. Oh, and my house STILL isn't flea-free, so. These past two months have been really shitty.
1. A couple of pork chops. Temporary mediocre satisfaction is enough to sway me away from lasting bonds and trusts. I might die alone with no allies or honor, but at least I died with a happy stomach. Not many people can say that.

2. The Caretaker Trilogy, by David Klass (Firestorm, Whirlwind, Timelock).

3. A whole island melting? How the hell are we still alive if conditions on Earth are so terrible that land itself is melting?

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1. Quickly, look in the closest mirror. What do you see?

2. Assume you are a feudal lord and some peasants dressed in potato sacks are knocking on your castle doors. What is your preferred method of disposing of them?

3. How do I download videos from Youtube?
5/7. That's a perfect score, right?

1. I need the fine print; what's the 10% I get to keep?
2. Yes.
3. Well, uh, I mean, uh, that doesn't matter; this is a great nation and we will rebuild.

1. Favorite kind of table?
2. Wanna buy a hot dog?
3. Favorite type of perfume/cologne you like to smell on your love interest?
Thinking about himself in a low light wasn't something he thought about too much. It just sort of... happened, naturally. He'd always been nothing- partially due to him intentionally pushing people away, but Rena's words just then made him realize something. As he grew older, it was less about keeping people away and more about just... not knowing how to interact with people. It snowballed into an ugly mess of self-doubt and vulnerability that he kept buried under the fear of being found, and it never did surface until Rena helped melt away that fear.

He was used to Rena- that's why he was so confident around her. Around anyone else, even Douglas, he was still similar to how he acted when Rena met him. Still, she did have a point. If he could do it with Rena, he could do it with anyone else just fine. It wasn't something that could happen overnight, sure, but if Rena got him this far, who knows how much further he'd be able to go.

Rena got up in his face again, much like she did when they first met. Unfortunately for her, though, it had substantially less effect. If he could force himself to be calm when she was around his lap, then this was child's play for him. Jeremy pursed his lips and made a kind of funny face, blinking quickly and repeatedly at her comment before she laughed and returned to her spot.

"You don't even know? That's a little surprising, but I guess it makes sense," he commented, forking another bit of food into his mouth before swallowing it and continuing. "Come to think of it, you have been single for a long time, haven't you? That's the surprising part to me... You could have just about any guy in the school if you tried, right?" Jeremy continued to eat his food. She didn't seem like the type who ran off of romantic feelings, but hey, she wasn't the type who enjoyed being all alone either.

As a matter of fact, a lot of their friendship seemed to be mostly about him and toughening him up. Weren't friendships supposed to be 50/50 or something like that? Either way, maybe he didn't have the capacity to fully receive her personal thoughts and feelings back then, but he definitely did now. He had to let her know she could talk to him, too.

He finished off the last of his food and set it on the table. "Well, you told me not to sell myself short, so... I don't want you to, either. The more we hang out together, the more I realize how wrong I was about you. You've filled my life with a lot of excitement and helped push me to become a better person. That being said... I don't want you to just think of me as a chore." He instantly smiled at her and continued to talk before she had the chance to speak up. "Granted, you probably don't, but... My point is, if there's something troubling you or you want to talk about yourself for a while, then I'm here for you. I care about you a lot, so don't feel like you have to be strong around me all the time. I'm sure even you need to vent once in a while."
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1. He sees you when you're sleeping
2. He knows when you're awake
3. He knows if you've been good or bad, so get out of my damn house. Creep.

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