As what seems to be a massive amount of words being exchanged all over left and right, Zircon remains silent and tries to process it all once more. At the same time, Zircon could feel something in her head. Something annoying that's just floating around in there and it was completely bugging the crap out of her. What the hell is this feeling? The more she felt it the more her glare towards Bloodstone strengthened and the more she wanted to get this over with. Whether Zircon was expressing it any other facial way, she wasn't paying attention nor did she know. The glare was the best expression she knew what she was doing. Zircon thought this was taking too long, that much was true coming from the inside of her head. Such thoughts in her head include:
'Okay. So, the seven of us were apparently made, artificial to what it sounds like, and apparently NOT for war but to help out with the gem population and we wouldn't have existed if it wasn't for Bloodstone, or er..'Homeworld' at least. But Bloodstone and the Homeworld had a war with Aquamarine and the rebels cause whatever Homeworld was doing was killing the Earth, that and lot of people died cause of it. So all we need to do now is just pick a side.'
'..Sounds about right. Your point?'
'What the HELL ARE WE STILL DOING HERE?!'
'Bitch, I dunno!'
'I mean, both sides have been said yea? What's the problem then?'
'Well it does seem like a big decision for everyone since it, oh I dunno, effects their lives.'
'Ok that's understandable and I really don't have a right to be bothered by that nor do I want to at all but would it really take this long?'
'Uhhh probably.'
'GOD DAMN IT.'
'Aren't you effected by this at all?'
'Of course I am! I've just been thinking on everything behind it! The war, the Kindergarten, their reasons, just trying to find out which sid is the right side...'
'With the facts just given out? Look, it's not like you were there.'
'I know but...GAH! Just shut up!'
'Ok ok ok ok let's just compare back and forth here. Aquamarine seems like she cares for all us new gems, while Bloodstone just seems like he wants us to join him for whatever reason by being factual. All Bloodstone has done is give us information, useful information about ourselves, while Aquamarine has actually kept us safe and saved lives. Don't forget that it was Bloodstone who sent the spiderbots AND the giant eyeball in the first pla--'
'You do realize that I've already made a decision.'
'Wha--?! WHY THE HELL ARE WE DISCUSSING THIS THEN?!'
'Shut up! I talk to myself however I want to!'
...Huh. Seems like Zircon likes to talk to herself in her head when she's like this.
...
Awesome!
When Bloodstone walks off, Zircon relaxes and finally puts her hand down and rolls her shoulders back once. She takes a soft deep breath and pinches the bridge of her nose for couple of quick seconds, and she was looking downward. She had to calm down, or at least she wanted to. Hopefully no one notices her like that or think something is up with her. Everyone's attention was mostly towards Bloodstone and/or Aquamarine and she hasn't given any vocal cues that would give a clue, but still. She might've given a couple visual cues and just thinking that someone might have saw her and think something was wrong with her worried her enough. It's an annoying feeling. Now she just wanted to get it out of her system so it doesn't feel like her time was being wasted.
Ah...so that's what it is. Impatience...
Zircon looked up when she heard some gems' voices go about. She rolled her shoulders back again and straightened herself up before clearing her throat and facing them, "What Sodalite said," Zircon supported Sodalite's words towards Spinel. Zircon would prefer the whole group together just as it started. She wanted to say something more, but Sodalite couldn't have said it any better. Still, Zircon tried to add some things, "Even though it's short to say, I believe we can make it. We made it this far at least. And..it'd be nice to do it with everyone on the same side." Zircon then turns towards Aquamarine, "For the record going on his side didn't cross my mind," Zircon had a small smirk on. It was small, but expressive enough. "I'm with you for however long you need, or want me."