Grace looked at him for a moment as he apologised and she simply smiled and giggled slightly. Perhaps they were not so different. “No no… I just meant next time you don’t have to go to the effort of offering me some kind of incentive to sit with you. Nothing so fancy as tea.” She tried to clarify as she sat down with him once he moved his bag. She guessed they were still in that early stages of friendship where they were still getting to know each other, so it was to be expected that there would be misunderstandings like this.
Well at least she hoped they were in the early stages of friendship. Placing her tray on the table she listened to his story, both interested and surprised by some of it. “I see…” There was a sad note in her voice now, something maybe close to pity… sympathy. You’ll have to forgive me for saying… but it sounds awfully lonely.” She supposed she was one to talk, so figured that maybe an explanation was due. “It may be hard to believe… but I wasn’t always so shy and timid. I used to have friends.”
Her tone became slightly sadder at this, longing. She missed her old friends. “It was early middle school I think. One of my friends had a bit of a mouth on him, and it got him into a lot of trouble sometimes. Onetime he said the wrong thing to the wrong guy and got into a physical fight, which the other guy was winning. He was hurting my friend and… I got mad. Really mad. I’d never taken control of a person before that day… and haven’t since then. Up until that point I didn’t even know it was a thing I could do, though since there is so much water in the body I guess I can understand it.”
She paused for a moment, sipping on her tea lightly. “It scared him. Scared me. I had to change schools because of that. After that incident though I was always that little bit afraid that something else would make me mad and I’d do to them what I did to that boy. It’s not something I ever want to do to a person again. My friends didn’t talk to me after that, even though I was in a different school there were ways they could have contacted me. But they didn’t. I don’t blame them I guess I wouldn’t like it if I knew my friend had been keeping a secret like that from me.” Freak had been the word of choice but it wasn’t one she liked repeating.