"You always think things can be worse, huh..." That was all he could say. Cynicism was quite the comforting shield. When the world ended, there was a sense of unity amongst the survivors, at least for a few years or so. When things got worse, however, as food supplies dwindled and demons launched further attacks, the survival instinct drove people apart.
The tides ebbed and flowed. People flocked to safety within the masses even as suspicion divided them personally and emotionally.
Adell wasn't sure why he wasn't the same, cynical bastard that he thought a long life tended to shape. Perhaps Terra would have been less likely to give him lip if he had left her to die, but death taught the dead nothing.
"Eve̶r̵y͜ d͢ȩc̨ìsi̷o͏n̸, ̀e̷v̡ery ̶sing҉le̢ ̛śa̧cr̴i̡f̧ic͠e̵, e̷v͏ér̛y si͢ng͜lȩ d͘ea̢tḩ, ͝ev́ęr̶y si̡ngl͏e͏ ̕ma̸n,̸ w͟o̢ma̷n̴, ̶an̢d ̀c͘hild̴ ̢suf͞fèŕi͠ng͞ ̶a ho͘rr͞i̵bl͘e͞ ͏li̢f҉e ͏i҉n͜ th̷e͝ worst c͟o͜nditio̶n͢s ̡ima͟g͞i̵na̴ble͘, ̷perhap͝s ̧is̢ ̡thȩ abso҉l͡ut͏e͡ b͢e͏st̴ t̕h̛at͢ c̢án ͏be ̕d͢o͞n͠e̵ i̴n͏ thi̸s͝ ̴w̛o̧rld͢. ͢I͜f̴ ͢t̨h͝e̷ ̕w͝o͠rs͟t hap͜p҉ene͘d̢ ͡to͝ ̧e͠veŕyón͜e ̸aņd ą ͟p̧a͝rt of̶ yo͡u ͟mus͜t͠ be ̶s̛acr̕i͟f́i͞c̶e̡d t̛od͢ay ͏ju̷s̴ţ to͝ śt͝an̛d̛ a cha͝nc̢e ̡o̸f s̵u̷r̨vi̢v͏àl, a͜ll̨ I às͠k̴ i҉f͜ i͢t wou͝l̕d҉ h҉av̵e ͏perhaps͡ ͢b̀e͞en̛ ͡bèt͞t҉e҉r͢ to ̡die." He lapsed in his demonic tongue, sounding pensive and inward-looking even by demonic standards. It was an old philosophical quote by a man who lived even before Adell's time. Perhaps old books still had his name, but such books dealt with poetry rather than practical survival methods.
A few seconds later, an answer popped into his head.
He looked back at Terra, and tried to smile. It was a nervous smile, of one so unsure and yet attempting to project confidence.
"I don't know. I just... thought that leaving you to die in there was no fate for anyone to have. T̢ha̧t so̧un̴ded ҉bęt͠te̵r̛ ̶įn͡ my̕ h͝ead̨. I almost think you'll be relieved to hear me saying 'I'm going to turn you into my sex slave' or something along those lines... Err..."
His face turned beet red, and he shied away from Terra's face. Corrupted demons couldn't breed, anyway, not even with each other. He recalled trying it out with a lady demon. The awkward romance that started from an experiment to a weird tryst on an old romantic holiday only bombarded his mind with shame and embarrassment. If demons were red-skinned by nature, Adell certainly looked the part at this point.
"Forget it," he muttered.