"Indeed!" He agreed, and relaxed, listening to her explanation. "I see. Well, I don't know the life cycle of gods, but, I'm sure being a god is tiresome at times... Especially the guidance of an increasing number of lost souls." He said, and shrugged. "My death? Err... that's hardly a cheery question. Would it be fair to say I don't really wish to say anything of it? Ah, well, I guess you'll all figure out eventually. No sense in holding it in and being all sad." He resolved. "You should get used to death anyway." He frowned, and took in a deep breath. "You are the guide of spirits, so, I can keep this between us." He put his hand on hers, channeling his thoughts to her. "Well, I came home, and my family was dead. I'd really like to hold on the gory details, but it was definitely not pleasant. It was like seeing the deepest level of hell all at once. Of course, I freaked out. I was killed too, and that wasn't particularly pleasant either. I didn't know people could stay alive for such a long time through the things I experienced. The demons pretty well killed us all. At the time, I didn't know of my godly heritage, or even believe in the supernatural, but I guess such an experience was a pretty big wake-up call." He sighed, and shrugged. "They knew I was heir to the sun and thought that could stop me. I don't want to spoil anything for any of you on the bus, but... Death only furthers your ascent to godhood. The details about the death are pretty hard to explain, and, just killing yourself won't do anything. It turns out that my death was the key. I had latent powers like you all, but, I couldn't believe in them, and was never able to use them. But, now I'm a step ahead... I don't know how to feel about that." He sighed. "Anyway, not to be rude, but I think it's time to prevent disorder... I can sense the intents around here. Can you watch out for Mai?" He let go of his link with her, and drifted back to Mai's seat. "sorry for putting you on the spot there...", he said to the maiden. "Can you forgive me?"