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"Ho-hold on!" The man in Gloopra's grasp begged. "I was just doing what he said, please man." He said. The speakers of the ship came to life once again, Flare could be heard trying and failing to hold in laughter.

"Wow, now that was some entertainment. Blank wasn't lying, you guys are pretty good." Flare said.

"Hey, I can go home now, right?" The man in Gloopra's grasp said.

"Huh? Yeah yeah sure, I've recalled the droids, I'm done here. You guys are something else let me tell ya. What did you think, that I'd really be here alone in a junker ship? It was obvious someone would come to see where my ship landed, so I set up an ambush. You people may be able to just walk into a drug den and have your way, but you all need to get something drilled into your thick skulls. This planet isn't yours. I've seen what the Republic's been doing, spreading around weighing people down with their authority. Not everyone wants to live like that, some of us enjoy our freedom. Don't push your luck." The speakers shut off, and the ship powered down.

"...What?" Fufuro looked around, unsure of what to do. "Was this just a game to him? I could have stayed at base if this was all that was going to happen." She moped. Soon Kale and Lahana caught up to them.

"So that isn't him? Hey, what did that Flare guy look like?" Lahana questioned the man in armor.

"I don't know, h-he spoke to me through a droid, said I had to let him use my scrapyard or he'd blast a hole in me." The man stammered. Lahana narrowed her eyes at him before turning to Kale.

"Do you think he's telling the truth? If he belongs to the same group as that force user it makes sense he'd be able to pull this off." She asked.

"I don't have any reason to doubt it. But we should take him in for questioning until we can confirm his story. We may need to rethink our approach when it comes to dealing with them. For now we should get back to the base."
Blank's shoulders relaxed as Anari stepped closer to him. In spite of how close she was there was no tension in his body. "I didn't choose to be like this. I envy you, I really do. Your inevitable death drives you to do something with your life, it gives you purpose. But imagine for a moment if death didn't mean anything to you, imagine if every time you saved or killed someone you felt just as moved as you did when you took a shower that morning. People act based on their passion, something I have yet to find. So I simply do what I'm good at."

Blank took a step backwards. "Perhaps if this planet weren't so dirty I'd be doing something praiseworthy, but living an honest life here is living a short life. My hand in things isn't as impactful as you believe, if the boss tells me to do something it's because our stability relies on it, any other gang or drug pusher doesn't matter. Maybe if you and the Republic keep going things will change." He shrugged and looked back to the entrance. "So, I have somewhere to be, are you going to let me go?" He looked back to her. "Or do you believe letting me go will result in something horrible happening?"

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"What makes you think I know this ship?" Fufuro asked. "I mean, I do, but still." She grumbled and looked around after stepping through the newly made hole. "This is an old transport ship, the design is pretty generic really. We need to head straight, then make a few turns to the bridge." As she finished speaking the door to the room they just escaped was shot down. Kale flung one of the table legs into one of the droidekas, disabling it's motors and blocking the others path.

"Let's move!" Kale moved ahead with Fufuro and Lahana following. As they continued the sound of the remaining droids rolling after them could be heard becoming louder and louder.

"They're going to catch up to us if we stay in this hallway. I can stay behind to-" Lahana cut herself off. She wasn't thinking, there had to be a better idea. As she was running she noticed the pipes above her, and a plan struck her. "I need this." She said, taking the metal slab. She slammed the slab into the flooring, lodging it into place to block off the hall. The droids stopped and uncurled to begin blasting the hindrance. Lahana threw her lightsaber into the pipes on both sides of the corridor, releasing carbonate gas. As she caught her returned saber the gas had already begun to harden around the droids, locking them into place. "Fufuro, Gloopra, you two go on ahead and deal with that man, we'll make sure nothing else comes."

Fufuro nodded and continued running. They eventually came to the locked door to the bridge. "Stand back." Fufuro said as she pressed a button on one of her grenades before tossing it by the door. After a few seconds it exploded, tearing the door apart. Drawing her blaster she rushed in. "He's escaping!" She said, seeing a man in cobbled together armor pulling himself through a hole in the bridge.

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Flambe slowly put her hands up and turned around, and then looked down with a confused expression. "A child? Well, That's not so odd a sight on this planet I suppose." She looked at the dead bodyguard, then to the weapon's dealer. "I hate to be trite and pull rank here, but you do know who you're trying to steal from, don't you?"
"Anari, huh? That's a nice name..." Blank said with a distant voice, as if he were filling the air as he contemplated her words. He stood silent for a moment, idly cracking the fingers of his right hand with his right thumb. "Good, evil, I'm not sure those words mean much to me anymore. Though I'm not the type that believes they don't exist, I just can't manage to bring myself to care." Blank looked back towards the entrance of the club.

"I'm sure the people you freed were overcome with joy. I know, I've seen it before. I also know that for every one person that gets to experience joy, ten more are suffering. I say that, but it's not to express anything other than how pointless it is. You save people because your consciousness tells you it's the right thing to do, you avoid killing because every life is precious, and doing so when it's not needed weighs heavily on you. Behaving this way is normal I suppose, it may even make you feel like a good person..." Blank put his hands in his pockets and looked back to Anari.

"I've killed people, I've saved people, and not once have I ever felt guilt or pride. I understand these feelings, but to me they don't mean anything. Trust me, I've thought about who I am. Good or evil I don't know, it depends on how someone may see me. I don't go out of my way to help anyone nor to hurt anyone. I just do what I need in order to survive, just like everyone in Un-Refrain."
"Just four." Fufuro patted the utility belt around her waist. "Not enough for all of them. We'll have to think of another method just in case."

"I think I have an idea." Lahana walked over to a metal table and flipped it over. She planted her foot on it and snapped off it's legs, leaving them with sharp points. "They shouldn't be able to block these with their shields, right?"

"Good thinking Lahana." Kale said, looking back to Gloopra. "They're getting close, if we're going to move it should be now." Lahana handed the metal bars to Kale and walked over to the wall Gloopra was cutting. She jammed her own saber into it and helped him quickly cut open a hole. She used the forced to push the slab of steel out and hold it in the air.

"Stay behind me, I'll try to block their shots with this. Everyone else take them out." Lahana said, advancing. Fufuro walked up to Gloopra and handed him two grenades to use, While Kale lifted the four metal spikes into the air.

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Blank stopped thinking to himself and focused on Anari as she moved closer. When she asked her question he simply looked around the casino floor. "We do a bit of business with people, but to say we have anything substantial to gain from them is a stretch. Why do you think I didn't intervene at the drug factory? Also, we knew a big sale was happening here today, if we cared that much more people would have been sent for security. People on this planet are free to do as they please, that's all. If you want to meet the boss you'll have to give them a reason to want to see you, it doesn't happen often. As for why I'm working with them..." Blanked idly tugged at the cuffs of his gloves. "They're the most competent force on this planet? They do what they want, they do it well. I guess I... Admire that?" Blank stopped messing with his gloves and looked to Anari.

"What about you? So many questions and I don't even know your name. Why are you working with the Republic?"
Flambe shook her head, strands of straight crimson hair fell in front of her face. "I don't go around killing people, not without a good reason that is." She said, aiming the rifle at a cinder block on the ground. She pulled the trigger and a purple bolt seared through the air from the weapon, burning straight through the rock. She looked at the damaged with an affirmative nod and placed the rifle back into it's case. "So. Is there any particular, and by particular I mean good, reason you want to see the boss?" She asked, her voice smooth and methodical, chillingly so.

"Well, who doesn't ya know? The only reason I'm still on this shit heap planet is to make it big, live the easy life. I've got connections, whatever you want, I can get it." The dealer said, his eyes hungry. Flambe closed the case and turned to the man. Her gaze was different, it was as if she'd lost all interest in the conversation.

"Boring. The boss would be wasting his time meeting you." She crossed her arms and looked down solemnly. "Money, power, women, men. It's always the same, such base passions. If all you have to offer is the fruits of others labor then you have no place among us."

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As the ship's hanger door closed the shooting from outside stopped. "Well, we can't go back that way, we'll need to find another way out of here." Kale turned and looked at his surroundings. The ship they had entered was quite large, enough that someone could easily get lost if they weren't careful. Before they could make their next move the ship suddenly began to shake. Lights came to life, and the roar of an engine could be heard. The crackle of a speaker system turning on could be heard from above.

"Hello, is this thing on?... Yeah, it's on, good good." An excited, almost anxious voice spoke through the speakers. "I'm Flare, your captor soon to be murderer. Oh man I can't believe I bagged three whole Jedi and uh, I'm sorry who are you? The glass of blue milk over there."

Fufuro frowned at a nearby speaker. "My day's been bad enough, could you just kill me already?" She said.

"Oh, reverse psychology? Good idea but I doubt it'll work here." Lahana said. "This guy sounds like he's missing a few bolts in his head." She stepped forward. "Are you the one that took off with Blank?" She demanded.

"...Yeah? Duh. Listen, I'm sending some robots to come kill you now. Try not to die too quick, I'm recording this and people pay good money for death matches." The voice from the speakers boomed. Meanwhile Kale was quiet, focusing.

"This way, I sense someone inside of this ship, it may be this man." He began to walk forward quickly but with caution.

"Ah... right, you Jedi can do that, can't you? Well it won't matter, see ya never-because-you'll-be-dead!" The speakers died down as they were flipped off.

"Thank goodness, talk about annoying." Fufuro remarked as she began to follow Kale. As they moved the sound of something metallic rolling against the floors of the ship could be heard rapidly approaching. As they turned a corner they were headed off by five robots curled into balls. "Wait, are those? No way, that design hasn't been seen since-" The robots uncurled their bodies, then walking on tripodal legs. "Crap, we need to get out of here!" Fufuro ran into an open room in the corridor just as the droids activated shielding and began opening fire. Lahana and Kale followed Fufuro into the room, which appeared to be a wrecked dining area.

"Alright, we need to get past those things." Kale said, keeping an eye on the entrance. Her lifted a large steel table with the force and barricaded the door with it.

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Blank let out an amused puff of air. "A Sith? You mean one of those angry dudes that look like they've been laying in the sun for too long? Nah, I don't think so. As for the dark side..." Blank tilted his head and cupped his chin with his right hand. "You mean this?" A wave of sinister darkness could suddenly be felt from Blank, only for it to vanish just as suddenly. "I'm gonna guess that this is what the Sith were always on about. If your buddy felt it from me I'm gonna assume it's only because it's what he expected to feel, perception is strange like that. It's always there, I bet you have it too. I can see how people are drawn towards it, but honestly I've never cared." Blank shrugged his shoulders. "There's nothing for it to latch onto. I can call on it and it comes running like a starved animal, only to toss it away... That's funny, don't think I've ever actually talked about this with anyone." Blank let out a low grumble, as if he were ruminating something.
"I think you'll be of better use here on the ground." Kale said. "Even if they do try to take off the last thing I want is an aerial battle over the city. If they try to leave the atmosphere the capital ship can intercept them." With everyone that intended on going to the scrapyard inside the truck it began to move. Lahana noticed that her master had not responded to Gloopra's mention of the prior mission.

"Master." Lahana spoke from her seat across from him. Before she could go on, he spoke.

"I read the report. The least I can say is that this man's escape was not your fault. That ship arrived far too quickly, no matter what it was going to arrive and blast a hole in the ceiling. But enough about that, we must focus on our current investigation." Kale said. Lahana nodded and remained silent for the rest of the ride.

They soon stopped around a block away from the junkyard. From a distance the shape of large decommissioned ships could be seen, the place was like a spaceship graveyard. Fufuro exited the truck and walked to the back of the vehicle where the others had gotten out. "Well, let's get this over with." She said, walking straight for the entrance.

"No plan, we're just walking through the front gate?" Kale said, a bit in disbelief. Fufuro let out an inaudible grumble.

"There's no point in trying to be sneaky, we've already been spotted." She pointed her thumb at a group of teenage children across the street. They scattered away once they saw the Twi'lek pointing at them. "I guess there really are eyes all over the place. Honestly, what kids are gonna be hanging around on a street corner doing nothing? What, were they talking about the weather, maybe local politics?"

"Okay, we get it, let's go then." Lahana chimed in.

As they passed through the front entrance of the junkyard something quickly became apparent, there was no one there. "Well this is odd, not even a supervisor?" Kale looked around at heaps of metal and various ships, even through the force he felt no living creature. As they moved further inside Lahana felt a tingle down her spine. Her master seemed to notice something at the same time she did. Pulling out her white saber she just barely deflected a shot aimed squarely at her head. She tried to find the shooter, but she neither saw nor felt anyone. This wasn't an unfamiliar situation, if she couldn't locate the attacker then the easiest answer would be...

"Sniper!" She yelled. Just as she did piles of scrap shifted around them, and from underneath assault droids armed with rifles appeared. Their way back had been closed off, the only cover available was a large ship's hanger entrance. "Inside, quickly!" Lahana began to run for the junked ship just as the droids began opening fire.

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Neon Glow had never gone through a quiet day since it had opened years ago. There were also bands playing, patrons talking and yelling about what were surly fixed bets. But now, it was eerily silent. Silent that is, except for the sudden sound of someone entering from the front entrance. "Ya know, when I saw all those people running out of here I wasn't sure what to think." He walked towards Anari, positioning himself to be opposite of her seat at a table. "But wow, freeing all the slaves and brainwashing those guys into cleaning their act up, not bad." Blank adjusted the gloves on his hands. "So, you've stuck around for some reason, I'm guessing you wanted to meet someone, please say it wasn't me. I'm not used to this much attention."
Surta would soon witness a young woman clad in extravagant red attire come out to meet the weapons dealer. They were meeting in the back of a casino, where trucks came to unload goods. Today one of those trucks belonged to the weapons dealer, and had pulled up in the docks. "Let's make this quick, I'm on a roll and I want to get back before the good vibes wear off." She said. The dealer looked around perplexed.

"You don't got anybody here with you?" He let out a chuckle and shrugged. "Whatever Ms. Flambe, none of my business, just seems risky." He said. The woman let out an impatient sigh. "Alright alright, quick I got it." He had the large man with him go to the truck and open the back. Inside it was full of crates. "One thousand of those rifles you people wanted. Hey, you'll let me meet your boss now, right?"

"Hold on." Flambe walked over to the truck and opened one of the crates. She pulled out a pristine rifle and looked it over. "I'd like to see how effective these really are. The sample you gave to those drug pushers was destroyed it seems."

"Whoa, you're not gonna test it on my guy here are you?" The dealer pointed to his guard, who looked visibly agitated to say the least. Flambe looked at him as if he'd just spoken gibberish.

"Huh?... Why would I do that? Just what kind of organisation do you think this is?" She said, dumbfounded.

"Well, you know... I've heard some things about you guys, and uh, you know in the holos..."

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As Kale was walking through the military base he stopped as Gloopra called him. "I plan on helping here, can't just sit inside the base all day after all. Besides, it's entirely possible other force sensitives may show themselves. Also, I think it goes without saying, but walking straight into what is likely enemy territory unprepared is a bad idea." Kale continued, finding his way to the outside of the base. The multitude of bodies had already been cleaned up by service droids, though the smell of blood and viscera had not completely gone away. He found Lahana boarding a transport truck being driven by Fufuro.

"H-hello master." She whispered.

"Hello padawan." Kale said. Lahana tried to hid her face with her hair, not that it particularly worked. "I take it you had an interesting conversation with Anari?" Lahana nodded her head. "So, what have you learned?"

"That I'm not ready, and that I need to... control myself, and think about things."

"Well obviously, I've had that told you as much at least twenty times. But now you understand why I repeated myself so much, don't you?"

"Yes master..."

"Good, now lets go." Her master said, entering the large transport vehicle. Once anyone else that wanted to join the mission got in they would take off.
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“I don’t have to tell you anything. What the hell would I say a damn thing for? Do you have any idea how things work on this world ya dumb broad?” The man clenched his cuffed fists on the table, glaring at Jaida.

The female bandit couldn't surpress a faint grin starting to appear on the corner of her lips. She took a nearby seat amd put it in front of the man, the backseat facing him so that when Jaida sat, she could sit, lean and rest her arms.

"Oh darling, I think I know just as much about our homeworld as you do. Difference is, I chose my side, and I'm not the idiot sitting in this room as a prisonner right now."

The man didn’t respond, instead turning his head to look at a wall.

Jaida got up from her chair, instead setting a foot on it and leaning on her leg as she stared at the captive trying to ignore her.

"You tell me if I have any idea how our world works. Well then, let me give you a glimpse of what's going to happen. You'll stay here as a prisonner of war. You're going to stay silent. The Republic is going to hold you on trial, because they are idiots like that. Then the fun part begins. Whoever hired you will want you to remain silent. So they'll either hire an assassin to infiltrate this base and kill you or threathen to murder your dear family."

Jaida then gave the man a chuckle "if you knew any better than me, you and a few of your buddies wouldn't have negotiated a loan with Teratect. If you ever get out of here, I'm pretty sure you'll come out with no home, nothing. Who knows? Maybe they'll even take your own precious younger sister as slave for paying back your debt.

The man began tapping his foot anxiously, and he’d broken out into a cold sweat. “If you know how things work here then you know that if I talk they’ll do far worse than any of that. Why should I give you anything when I just stand to lose no matter what?”

Finally, a reaction she was looking for. All this time digging for information paid off, the silver-tongued lady mused to herself. "Because they're the freaking Republic! Remember, about a hundred years ago, when they just started out as a bunch of rebels? They blew, like, two planet destroyers, countless warships and even brought down the galactical Empire. If they can do all this, what's a planet full of corrupted assholes to them now that they grew even bigger?"

Jaida sighed, taking her hat off and sitting back in front of the captured gang member. "Look man. We both know how shit Gamorria is. Fuck, you even know better how much of a shithole it is if you had to resort to getting a loan from Teratect. But the Republic is trying to bring change here. I'm trying to help them do it."

Her fingers tapped on the chair she was sitting "If you talk quickly enough, we can get to those asshole quickly enough to deal with them. Even better. I'll have these guys here guarantee your safety and your family's before they fall in the wrong hands. Tell you what, I'm even willing to fetch your sister and take her here with us. I can probably call a few friends of mine and have her shipped off this planet somewhere safer, like Coruscant or Yavin, while we are dealing with the situation on Gamorria."

Feeling like she said enough for now, or at least to make the guy reconsider his stance, Jaida put back her hat and lazily leaned up front on her chair, staring him in the eyes. "So, what's it going to be, hun?

The man's breathing had quickened, he placed his hands in his ragged hair as if he'd find some solace in it. "Fine, dammit..." He looked Jaida in the eyes. "You better keep your word." He placed his hands on the table. "Some guy in a robe came to us, I don't know what he looked like, he had a hood on the whole time and I only saw him once. He said he worked with the big boys in Gamorria, and that if we took out the Republic installation there'd be a spot waiting for us. I don't know how he knew, but he told me specifically about an entrance in the back, he even knew the code to get in." The man clenched his teeth and his hands tightened into fists. "But it was all a setup, this base was more well defended than we were told. He just used us."

When the captive finished speaking, it took a bit of effort for the young woman to not look dejected. She let out a sigh as her hat briefly concealed her eyes rolling. Of course. She should have known. Why would it be any different in the Republic? The feeling of safety suddenly dropped for the hopeful huntress. Bastards really managed to infiltrate and corrupt everything, huh? And that robed man... maybe that "Blank" guy?

Well, this wasn't a lost cause, yet. Maybe she could place her trust in some of the people here. Or perhaps she shouldn't trust any of them. What with robed Jedi or whatnot taking side with the crime syndicates of Gamorria, could she even trust the Jedi who came here, pretending to bring peace to the planet? Between those "peace guardians" and a handful of questionnable mercenaries, her choice of allies was limited.

"How did that guy entered in contact with so many rival gangs? How did he even manage to unite them into a single assaulting unit? I can't believe he just walked up to all those people with only a single offer you all accepted."

"That's exactly what he did. When They... Those at the top, when they give you an offer, even if you just know it's impossible you take it. To be in with them is to be a made man. Debt? Gone. Want women, speeders, a new ship? It's yours. There's more than a few people willing to risk throwing their life away to get in." The man clicked his teeth and shook his head. "All of that and I don't even know who the hell runs the joint."

"Does the name 'Blank' ring any bell to you?"

"No, is that the name of that creepy bastard? When he showed up me and some of my boys drew our guns on him and he didn't even twitch." The man sat back in his chair. "Are we done here? I need to make a call, and you need to get your Republic buddies to take care of me and my family."

"No wonder. If that asshole can redirect a hidden sniper's shot, bet he won't fear blasters held out in the open." Jaida slowly stood up, stretching her back. What a pain in the ass. She didn't learn very much fron this interaction, and now she was bound to uphold her end of their deal.

"You'll have to deal with the soldiers here for that call. As for your family, I'll get to work on that right away."

Glancing at Fufuro, Jaida gave the lieutenant a nod, indicating she wanted to talk outside the interrogation room.

Fufuro opened the door for Jaida, allowing her to exit the interrogation room. "So this Blank guy knew how to get into contact with the leaders of the lower gangs, and had enough pull to convince all of them to join in on their plan to attack us." She slumped her shoulders and looked to the ground. "I knew this assignment was gonna suck."

The bounty huntress nodded in approval. "What's worse, he's probably got someone infiltrated in here." Jaida looked thoughtful, removing her hat as she passed a hand in her raven-black hair. "How many soldiers know of the backdoor entry and its access codes? Are the codes regularly changed too?"

"They're not exactly a secret, even though they've only been told to a few people it's been spread around. I told them to stop treating it so lightly but no~ No one ever listens to Fufuro. She's only here so she doesn't embarrass her senator father, she's an idiot who's only in the military due to nepotism... I mean sure, they're right, but that doesn't mean they have to talk about it when I can hear them ya know?" She took a deep breath and looked to the table where she'd left her candy, it was gone. "Oh... That figures." She let out a sad groan and looked back to Jaida. "I heard from Jayce that his drone was able to find where the ship that Blank escaped in landed. I bet the commander is gonna want to send someone to investigate..."

"Don't sell yourself so short yet, love. Who cares about those idiots? As long as you trust in yourself and your skills, it's all that matters." Jaida gave Fufuro a friendly nudge on her shoulder with a smile. She caught sight of the girl looking towards her desk, and while she wasn't exactly feeling remorseful for the candy, she chuckled as a bold thought crossed her mind. "I think one of the Jedi we have on hand here would be best suited for the job. At least if they get caught, they can handle themselves better than a simple mercenary, if the stories hold any truth to them. And in any case, I've got to uphold the end of my bargain. I'll grab someone who wasn't part of the factory raiding party and have them accompany me, Less chances of attracting unwanted attention with fewer numbers."

The reassurance given by Jaida bounced off of Fufuro as if it were a grain of sand flung against the side of a star destroyer. She simply nodded halfheartedly and checked the device on her arm. It was a message from Gallowin that had been sent to her and all of the others that had arrived recently.

The ship that aided in the escape of the individual known as Blank was seen landing in a scrap junkyard. Those that are able are to investigate, though you may do so at your own discretion. The location of the junkyard has been pinpointed on your maps.

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Lahana stepped aside to let Anari in, not yet answering her questions. She gave a stilted wave to Surta as she walked out, somehow forgetting to ask where she was even going. She walked over to her bunk bed and sat on the bottom mattress. She didn’t want to talk about this, not right now, but she couldn’t put it off forever. Before she began talking she saw Gloopra approach Anari. She didn't know what had happened in their meeting, but apparently he felt the need to apologize. She didn't care to ask what it was about, she had her own thoughts to sort. “The mission was going smoothly at first.” She started, her voice low and her eyes to the ground. “But then he showed up… no, it’s more like I finally noticed him. I think he had been inside the warehouse the entire time, only he had no presence. It’s strange, I could sense what felt like the dark side on him, but something was… Wrong. It was like looking at a copy of a painting, it was the same, but I could just tell it was fake.”

Lahana began cracking the knuckles of her right hand with her right thumb, it was a nervous habit she’d developed a long time ago. “He killed the last remaining men when they tried to use him as a hostage, then he tried talking with us, even offering to answer questions. That’s when Jaida took a shot at him. Gloopra tried to deflect it with his lightsaber, but I…” She was about to say that she didn’t know what had come over her, but she knew exactly what it was. “This man who called himself Blank, he said he was going to report to his boss about us, I didn’t want him leaving alive, so I blocked Gloopra’s saber. He deflected the blaster shot, causing one of our people to be killed.”

Lahana slouched and held the right side of her face in her hand. “I got her killed Anari, if I had just thought about my actions for a second…”

Anari’s attention left Lahana only briefly to glimpse at a vaguely familiar face stepping past her and out the door, equipping a mask and a dark cape over her shoulders. Were the matters ahead of her not so important, she might’ve asked Lahana for an explanation. Making a friend isn’t against the Jedi Code, but her choice of clothing was strange even for a planet this far in the Outer Rim.

Before a single step was taken into the room, the deliberate steps of Gloopra caught her attention next. Knowing that he was likely coming for her, she paused and turned to him expectantly before listening to what he had come to say. His assessment of fear being the reason his methods were so dramatic was a fair one, and one that would make future counsel unreliable and dangerous. What she needed was a fellow thinker. Were she after methods to cause disorder and fear, she’d ask him. Until then, all Anari could offer him is the curtest of nods, and decline to return the bow.

Once certain Gloopra moved on, she entered Lahana’s room and eased the door shut, then looked back to the Padawan expectantly. Once seated, she explained her side of the events that was missing. The pieces were somewhat filled, however they begged more questions than before.

“Then it’s settled. I need to meet Blank for myself. I don’t trust Gloopra’s feelings, and I feel that you are too remorseful to offer a clear recollection. Pick your head up, Lahana, right now.” Anari said, voice firm. She brought her arms together, her jaw tense with irritation. “You are only a learner so it is to be expected that you don’t know better. You hold no blame in death, only impulse. The failure is in the hands of Gloopra, and Jaida.”

Growing restless, Anari began to pace back and forth, eyes forward. “Blank offered information if asked. Jaida took the shot. Jaida sacrificed that opportunity for bloodshed. Blank defended himself by redirecting Jaida’s shot, when he only wanted to talk. From the sounds, this is Jaida’s failure. Yours was not controlling your feelings.” She stopped, turning her head to the seated Padawan. “Not a single person asked a question? Not even Gloopra?”

Lahana flinched and looked up at Anari as she was told to raise her head. She'd felt compelled to comply with direct orders for as long as she could remember. As a child she would take them from any adult, as it had been beat into her. It took her years to learn to resist the urge to submit. The compulsion was for the most part absent, barring a few specific exceptions. Those she looked up to, respected, she couldn't help but listen to them. An order felt like a tug on a collar around her neck. She didn't have to obey, but it was easy to do so. She bit the bottom of her lip and clenched her right forearm. She couldn't look down, but she averted her eyes from Anari.

"Right..." She simply said as the woman began to pace. She could not be held accountable for her actions? Was she that far from becoming a knight? She really was still a child. As Anari continued, Lahana stopped gnawing on her lip and loosened the grip on her arm. Her feelings, of course. Everything always came back to her feelings. Her combat prowess was on par with a master if Kale was to be believed, but her base instincts still ruled over her mind.

"Jayce." She spoke, just barely audible. "He asked him if he knew why we were there, and why he was there. He knew how we had gotten information on the warehouse, from spying on it's workers, and he knew why we were on the planet. Though I think everyone knows why we're here." Lahana spoke in an orderly fashion, as if giving a report. She had to speak this way, otherwise her words would fumble and the anxiety she was feeling would pour out like fluid in a cracked decanter. "Other than that, no questions, things escalated too quickly." She finally brought her eyes to Anari.

"Anari, would you?..." She swallowed a lump in her throat, she couldn't speak of personal troubles as if it were just a report. "Do you think I could ever become a Knight? I feel as though I, um." She nearly tilted her head down, but caught herself and straightened it. "I'm never going to be ready, I wonder if I'm even meant to be a Jedi."

“Maybe if he wasn’t shot at, we’d know more…” Anari dwelled on the unfortunate events that led to this. They were being watched, something Match made clear based both on his entry into the base and his own words. The only truth thus far is that Blank could use the Force and that he acted in self-defense. The assault team were in the wrong, both paranoia and impulse ruling the Jedi involved and the one that pulled the trigger. Were Senator Ordo hoping for a peaceful resolution, the raid may have rendered it pointless.

Were she not in the company of Lahana, she might have sat on the stupidity of others for the rest of the evening and vanished from the base to do actual field work. Now the learner asked a question about her status in the Order and what she would become. It was enough to change her feelings from cold contempt for lack of intelligence, to understanding a student’s plight. She let the tactician in her subside to make room for the mentor she hoped to become one day.

“It’s that sort of negative thinking that holds anyone destined for mastery back. You are tearing yourself down and questioning your place, and for what? Because you’ve made mistakes? Because you’re not there yet, in the eyes of both your mentor and myself?” Anari asked. “I failed many times as did Kale. We are who we are now because we did not let those failures become who we are. Let’s go over an example.”

Anari closed her eyes, remembering the earlier confrontation between the New Republic and the gangs that raided them. The sight of dangerous bolts being reflected by her blade were still clear in her mind. A high-speed descent from a reckless Padawan came into view, closing in towards the ground.

“You chose to leap from a high-speed vehicle at a life-risking altitude, all to join a battle that was more than won. We were not going to lose it. We were not at risk of death. Whether you did what you did or not, that battle was ours to win.” She opened her eyes, meeting Lahana’s scarred face. “Your life is worth more than the deaths you risked it for, and only the most ignorant of people would praise you for what you did. You were not being heroic, Lahana, you were being reckless. You did not determine if what you did was necessary. You did not weigh the good and the bad that could come from a decision so monumental. And rather than confront your failure to think wisely and to choose wisely, you are desperately left here wondering if you’ll become a Jedi Knight.” She paused, taking a breath. “Sit there for a minute, and tell me if you’re ready for what it means to be a Jedi if you can’t even face your errors like all Jedi should.”

"I..." Lahana looked up at Anari from her bed, unsure of what to say. The question was rhetorical surely. She shouldn't need to think about this for long. She wanted to be a Jedi Knight, but why? She still wasn't sure, she just knew that she had to. She had this power, and instead of using it for selfish means it was better to be of use to people. That was all, right?

"It's just. So hard." She said through clenched teeth, her brows furrowed. "I don't know what's supposed to be normal and what isn't." She stood up. "I'm sorry, I won't ask you that again, it's a stupid question." She felt like a fool for even bringing it up, Anari would only think less of her now. "I'll do better, I promise. Thank. You." She spoke in stilted lines.

“Admitting your ignorance isn’t stupid, it’s intelligent. The truth is that you don’t have every answer you want. Neither do I. There is no reason to think less of yourself for not having one. Yearn to find the answer you want and learn as you do so.” Anari easily read the signs of frustration and tension that emanated from the Padawan. None of them vanished, so her words rang hollow. Reassurance meant very little. She wouldn’t fall for it.

“If being a Jedi was a simple path, we would all be called Master. You have battle-hardened skill, certainly, but the strongest of Jedi possess a powerful mind and an unshakable resolve. You lack them.” Anari narrowed her eyes closely. “Lahana Sunset can leap from a starship to land uninjured, and end a battle by throwing an explosive-laden truck. What she cannot do is afford to sit in her room and feel sorry for herself while good people suffer, people who will one day need her help. Her wise counsel. Her reassuring smile. Her strength in the face of darkness.”

Striding forward, her hands came to rest atop the tall girl’s shoulders. She clutched them tightly, the way a warrior would to another.

“Learn from every mistake but never surrender to self-doubt. Your worth is not measured by a title. Only yourself,” Anari said, loosening her grip and returning her hands to her sides. “But, if you must have the word of another, then know that I believe in you.”

Lahana shuddered slightly as Anari's hands gripped her shoulders. She quickly reminded herself that these were the hands of a friend and the tension in her body relaxed. She was lucky, she really was. Someone like her did not deserve this, there was so much blood on her hands, innocent blood. She wasn't a good person, she was a murderous tool pretending to be something she wasn't. Even still, having Anari and her master believe in her made her want to keep pretending, perhaps eventually her acting would become genuine. Anari's hands left her shoulders, and for a moment she found herself missing the comfort.

"You're right. I have no reason to be acting this way. Thank you for coming to see me, it means a lot." Lahana spoke, this time her words coming out clearly.

Anari’s gaze remained on Lahana for another moment before she allowed herself to let the matter rest. This conversation should have been Kale’s to have. His student, his responsibility. The physical skills she gained were impressive, but the Order needed Jedi with more than brute strength. Perseverance was a must. Lahana was strong only in the areas that mattered to inflict hurt on another. That, in her mind, was Kale’s failure.

“I didn’t come strictly out of concern for you,” she admitted. “I need to know what Blank looks like. I asked Gloopra but he was more determined to bring war than enlightenment on our situation. Think back for me; any detail at all, something that may set him apart physically, maybe the tone in his voice when he spoke to you—think hard. This is important.”

Lahana explained all that she could about Blank's appearance, though the only notable thing about him were his tired eyes and his nonchalant attitude. It was then that the two of them received Gallowin's message. Anari had been given a separate message as well, instructing her to investigate the club Neon Glow on her own.
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