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NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES
╔════════════╬ARTHUR ZAVIER MYLES╬════════════╗
Julius flinched from the tight grip, and sharp nails digging into his skin. Once Eva was on her feet, he yanked his hand away from her, shaking off the pain of the grip. She was being feisty, and her anger was only egging on Julius’ fun. Arthur conveniently hard his back turned, and Julius put a quick arm around her waist, pulling her closer to him and murmuring into her ear.
“Oh, my fun has only begun. I’m going to be in town only for a few days… But I promise I’ll have you back, begging on your knees for me before I leave. You remember when you used to do that for me, right Eva?” The last sentence came out as a deep purr. With that, Julius broke his grip on Eva and rushed behind Arthur, playfully wrapping the same hand over Arthur’s broad shoulders, grinning as wildly as he did any day.
“Cheer up, kusin. Finding a pure girl with no previous relationship history is a rarity these days.” Julius continued to pat Arthur’s shoulders
Arthur glanced to Julius, slightly brushing him off his shoulder. He didn’t need Julius to remind him of this newly discovered fact. It was already weighing him down with the idea of another man having Eva, if it had been anything beyond that. He needed to get away.
“Will you keep an eye on Eva? I think I’m going to move ahead.” Arthur didn’t turn back, and instead just continued on into the park’s entrance. Arthur wasn’t really one for “becoming one with nature” however, he needed to let off some steam now. This news probably wouldn’t bother people like Terrance, who didn’t care about one’s history. However, Arthur cared about everything there had to do with Eva. Who she was and is, what makes her happy, what makes her sad, the things she loves and hates. He cared so much about her but… knowing that he wasn’t the first one to hold her like he did, to kiss her like he did, to… He groaned loudly at the sky. He hated how much this bothered him, he hadn’t been worked up over these things his whole life.
Now that Arthur had taken off, Julius was left alone with Eva, taking a few steps into the park.
“So tell me, Eva. Does Arthur leave you satisfied these days like I used to?” Julius playfully poked at Eva. This weekend was truly going to be an interesting one for the upbeat blonde.
“Do you still coo like you used to when I… Or someone, kisses your neck?” Julius smiled rather deviously.
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Collapsing on Jacob’s couch in the living room, Alexander let out a long sigh, staring at the ceiling. Jacob was just finishing off a message towards Alyssa.
Genuinely hoping for a spectacle. Fireworks too! Perhaps we can sneak in a date this evening. I feel bad that I haven’t taken my baby out in a while… He put his phone down, watching Alexander. Jacob had never seen Alexander so lost in thought. It was usually Arthur or Terrance who were quietly thinking or contemplating. So it was an odd sight that the bubbly, lovable Alexander was absorbed in another world than the one right in front of him.
“So, did Gigi like going out for ice cream last night? I want to assume she enjoyed herself, considering you’ve scored a date with her.” Jacob tried to pull information from Alexander, plopping down on the couch with him. Alexander sighed deeply and sat up, his lips only curved to a half smile.
“Yeah, we must have had a really fun time last night, seeing as I woke up in bed with her.” Jacob practically feel off the couch, his eyebrows miraculously still attacked to his head, rather than flying off in the distance.
“Woah, woah, woah! Seriously?? You’re kidding. You and Gigi- last night? I gotta call Terrance, I got a bet to cash out on!” Jacob rushed to his phone, unlocking it, but before he could put anything down in writing, Alexander sat up, shaking his head.
“No no no. Nothing happened last night… and neither did anything this morning… even though I wanted to…” Jacob sat up, watching his friend curiously before placing the phone back down.
“What, did you try making a move on her though? Did she reject your advances?” Alexander shook his head, rubbing the back of his neck.
“I did.. In fact I practically pounced on her then and there. And she didn’t reject it, she was saying I could keep going but…” Jacob shook his head.
“You’re luck I’m not Terrance. Terrance would be slapping you silly right now. What stopped you?”“That is why I’m talking to you, not Terrance. And I don’t know… Like, I wanted her sooo badly in that moment. It was like everything was finally falling in place with her, but now… I don’t know, it didn’t feel right. I want to treat her differently than I have all the other girls in the past. Show her that I actually really care about her, and I want something serious with her- not just this sex and lust. I want love…”Jacob listened apprehensively, nodding his head a little bit. Yeah, that sounded like something Alexander would want. Alexander reached in his pocket, pulling out the small velvet box and the Alexandrite ring, throwing it over towards Jacob.
“I want her to have that.” Jacob popped open the little box, examining the ring. It looked expensive. Like
really expensive.
“Holy shit, how much was this?... Don’t-!” Jacob sat up quickly, speaking in a low and quick voice.
“You Klepto! Don’t tell me you swiped this from somewhere??” Alexander looked to Jacob. He didn’t tell people that he occasionally was sent gifts from his parents. But no doubt in his mind, that they swiped it from somewhere else.
“Probably shouldn’t go to the jewlers for a while…” Alexander playfully laughed and Jacob through the little box back towards Alex.
“You’re such a shit!”╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝
BUT MY DREAMS... THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE
I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE
✖✖ Translations:
...✖✖ I Feel...
Distant✖✖ I am At...
Park✖✖ I am With...
Eva and Julius✖✖ I am Thinking...
"Eva..."✖✖ I am Wearing...
Black suit