Roleplaying isn't meant to be pure stupidity that makes absolutely no sense in my honest opinion. :) Sure, you can do things that wouldn't be able to be done in this world, but an RP world still has rules, and laws. O.o It isn't just do whatever the fuck you feel like doing. A weapon is still a weapon. If you want to be like Cloud from FF7, and use two Zweihanders, moving at the extreme speeds as soon as you join, then you are thinking a little to far out of the rules. But if you are a super-soldier built as a war-machine, then it is a bit more understandable. But you need to build into it. My friend Kyo could probably level a continent if he wanted to, but that is because he has roleplayed with the same character for over thirteen years, and is at is absolute limit. He didn't just jump in and do what ever he wanted. My suggestion to you, is starting as a fighter, maybe a fighter/mage mix, based on how you seem to be going, and build up from there. You are trying to do way to much all at once. Build into shit, and maybe even ask Brovo to add a Trait that would be helpful to your endgame style, so once you get there, it will be easier.