Nina had been listening to Val talk about dinner and what he was gonna serve for dinner and for a moment, Nina relaxed. This was like home, she was safe here and could move more freely. Her eyes even softened for a moment as she remembered how to make each recipe as her former mentor had taught her. Her relaxed stance came crashing down around her when Val asked about the measurements. He knows. He needs to be silenced. He knows. Her first thoughts were to kill him there and then, strangle him with the jacket sleeve or stab him with the small knife she kept on her. No, he doesn't know for sure... but... as long as the boys don't know I'll be safe. They're dangerous, and they're impulsive. I can't let what happened before happen again. If Val's on my side he can keep them in order.
"... yes. In body I am female, but I would prefer to dress and be addressed as male. Please do not let the boys find out. While I did not set out to deceive them... I fear that they might be more of a danger if you don't know. But, please." Nina needed a moment to stop her voice from trembling. "Please don't stop me from working here. I loved being a butler back home... but now I can't ever go back. Please don't tell anyone."