Rasteva's mind was in turmoil as they flapped towards Sara's home. "That woman! That twice damned woman! She hasn't even made use of it! Of all the arrogant things..." The Daemon's thoughts were in a jumbled mess, and they struggled to correct them, to make sense of the meeting they'd just had.She said that she kept it....She hasn't given it to another Daemon yet.....But why?" The Daemon asked themselves but they already knew the answer and they didn't like it one bit. She was waiting. She was confident that Rasteva would accept the terms laid forth by her, and had they been another Daemon Rasteva was sure that they would have with no hesitation.
But they weren't another Daemon. They were themselves.
Sara's disappointed face flashed through their mind and Rasteva's stomach dropped. For their entire existence, the Daemon had always been unwavering in their identity and convictions. Right or wrong, every action they took was because they were themselves. No more and no less. But as of late it was becoming apparent to Rasteva that being themselves was a bad thing. From losing their power a few days ago all the way to being humiliated a few hours past, every decision they had made up to this point was nothing short of a critical error. Worse still Sara was irreparably caught up in their mistakes. The Daemon gazed around as the soared over buildings, eyeing everyone and everything with suspicion. They could sense Daemons all around, but they had no way of knowing who was friend and who was foe. Would she have even sent a Daemon to spy on Rasteva and Sara? Surely not, she was far too intelligent for that. It had to have been a human that was watching them. Rasteva felt a surge of irritation towards the woman, a not unfamiliar feeling when thinking of her. There was no telling who she had in her pocket, but they knew that the number had to be high. She had claimed that no harm would befall Sara, and Rasteva believed her on that end. Not through any Honor on the woman's part, but because Sara had yet to be proven a threat to her.
But that could change at any moment.
Sara's building came into view and the Raven circled overhead for a few moments. The sight of her bedroom light on had stolen any courage the Daemon had collected on the way there and they were stalling. "Honestly, look at you Rasteva. Too timid to speak with a Human Girl. Even now you prove them right....." The Raven circled a few more times, considering their options. In all honesty they expected Sara to want them gone. They'd embarrased her greatly, and didn't even have the dignity to accept the price of their own mistakes. Worse still she was being watched, and while Rasteva was in agreement that Sara was better off without them, they didn't have it in them to leave her alone. Gathering their courage, the Raven fluttered down to the Girl's window and perched on the sill. She was sitting on the bed, looking as despondant as when they left her ealier. Rasteva thought back to the conversation on the roof, and the question the woman had asked them.
"What does she have that I don't?"
Rasteva could name many reasons why Sara was better, chief among them that she wasn't an insufferable asshole. She was warm, and uncommonly kind. And she gave and gave, and expected nothing in return.
And she deserved far better than they.
Mustering up all the courage that they had in their tiny feathered body, Rasteva fluttered trough the window and onto Sara's bed. Hopping across the bedspread they looked up at her with beady eyes, voice soft. "I wish to apologize."
But they weren't another Daemon. They were themselves.
Sara's disappointed face flashed through their mind and Rasteva's stomach dropped. For their entire existence, the Daemon had always been unwavering in their identity and convictions. Right or wrong, every action they took was because they were themselves. No more and no less. But as of late it was becoming apparent to Rasteva that being themselves was a bad thing. From losing their power a few days ago all the way to being humiliated a few hours past, every decision they had made up to this point was nothing short of a critical error. Worse still Sara was irreparably caught up in their mistakes. The Daemon gazed around as the soared over buildings, eyeing everyone and everything with suspicion. They could sense Daemons all around, but they had no way of knowing who was friend and who was foe. Would she have even sent a Daemon to spy on Rasteva and Sara? Surely not, she was far too intelligent for that. It had to have been a human that was watching them. Rasteva felt a surge of irritation towards the woman, a not unfamiliar feeling when thinking of her. There was no telling who she had in her pocket, but they knew that the number had to be high. She had claimed that no harm would befall Sara, and Rasteva believed her on that end. Not through any Honor on the woman's part, but because Sara had yet to be proven a threat to her.
But that could change at any moment.
Sara's building came into view and the Raven circled overhead for a few moments. The sight of her bedroom light on had stolen any courage the Daemon had collected on the way there and they were stalling. "Honestly, look at you Rasteva. Too timid to speak with a Human Girl. Even now you prove them right....." The Raven circled a few more times, considering their options. In all honesty they expected Sara to want them gone. They'd embarrased her greatly, and didn't even have the dignity to accept the price of their own mistakes. Worse still she was being watched, and while Rasteva was in agreement that Sara was better off without them, they didn't have it in them to leave her alone. Gathering their courage, the Raven fluttered down to the Girl's window and perched on the sill. She was sitting on the bed, looking as despondant as when they left her ealier. Rasteva thought back to the conversation on the roof, and the question the woman had asked them.
"What does she have that I don't?"
Rasteva could name many reasons why Sara was better, chief among them that she wasn't an insufferable asshole. She was warm, and uncommonly kind. And she gave and gave, and expected nothing in return.
And she deserved far better than they.
Mustering up all the courage that they had in their tiny feathered body, Rasteva fluttered trough the window and onto Sara's bed. Hopping across the bedspread they looked up at her with beady eyes, voice soft. "I wish to apologize."