Rupert Ingrid Puckett
"I do this funny thing of when I convince myself I give enough of a fuck and then that dwindles away so I get stuck in a situation that I'm not particularly interested in, just like this conversation we're having right now, k thanks bye, sad face, kitty paw."
18
Gender: Male
Sexual Orientation: Homosexual (Ambiguous and sort of closeted to his family, will not disclose unless asked oh and he's on grindr)
Nickname(s): Pertie / Satan's Virgin Bride / @boyRIP
Positive Traits:-Resillient
-Sociable
-Observant
-Street-smart
Negative Traits:-Overbearing
-Loud
-Compulsive Liar
-Manipulative
Likes:-TALKING(he's big on conversations, he can keep one going for hours... maybe even a whole day)
-The presence of people
-Cafes and coffee,
never tea.. blech.-Music (SHOW TUNES, INDIE POP, Sad songs that make you weep inside) and Stage plays, he is a theatrical boi
-Thriller Movies
-Comics/Graphic Novels
-Literature (lives for it)
-Pop culture (in general)
-Morbid humor
-Gossip
-Singing
(did anyone say Karaoke?)Dislikes:-Silence,
you know that thing of when people just stop speaking and it's like you're all sharing this intimate space but it feels like everyone's just trapped inside their heads? no? okay, nevermind.-Losing his voice, figuratively and literally.
-Losing a fight, or control in a situation.
-Eventually having to have the gay talk with his family.
-TEA,
I'd rather drink mud. Funny, I actually did once, it's this whole thing...-Dogs
Complete the following test to the best of your ability. Look at the two words, on a scale of one to ten (With one being on the left, ten on the right and 5 being neutral) how closely do you identify with the following words:
Extroverted -5 Introverted Lazy 10 Active Greedy 5 Generous
Sensing 3 Intuition Shy 10 Outgoing Sarcastic 7 Silly
Thinker 5 Feeler Sloppy 8 Neat Clumsy 5 Graceful
Judging 2 Perceiving Hotheaded 4 Calm Lifeless 15 Energetic
Grouchy 8 Nice Passive 8 Aggressive Low-Self Esteem 9 Confident
Serious 10 Playful Sensitive 1 Unemotional Absent Minded 10 Focused
Naive 8 Experienced Easy-Going 10 Hard-Headed Clueless 8 Observant
Childish 3 Mature Weak 10 Strong Safe 10 Risk-Taker
Coward 8 Brave Nondrinker 8 Alcoholic Good 5 Evil
Idiot 5 Genius Un-flirty 10 Flirty Perverted 3 Unperverted
Un-creative 10 Creative Sexual 3 Pure Disloyal 10 Loyal
Negative 9 Positive Unromantic 5 Hopeless-Romantic Envious 5 Satisfied
Family Members:Father: Otto Puckett, A Pediatrician, works very hard. Loves kids, can not tolerate teenagers. Would do anything for his wife. The most concerned about Rupert in the family, does try to reach out to him every so often but to no avail.
Mother: Zygmunty Puckett, A surgeon, the busiest in the family. Iron Lady, very strict with her kids but does enjoy their company every so often. Loves his husband very much. Has a hard time understanding Rupert, is very upset about him and is also a bit against his homosexuality.
Siblings:Sister: Hannah Ilyse Puckett, an over-achieving lawyer. Can be very cold and calculating, cares about her family very much. Haven't been in a romantic relationship ever. Is probably the closest Rupert has to a friend in the family at the moment but she is too busy to attend to him. The most emotionally open in the family.
Brother: Hansel Aleph Puckett, 2 years younger than Rupert. A MENSA member. Looks up to his older siblings and respects his parents the most. Values honesty and loves listening to Rupert ramble, but does have trouble reciprocating attention to him. Knows the most about Rupert even though they're not necessarily friends, they tolerate each other if anything. Rupert thinks he's a bit too stuck up and too dogmatic.
History (From Birth to High School Grad):Rupert's childhood was a bit difficult, having always been stuck in the sidelines because of the middle-child syndrome, he never really felt adequate about his self because his older sister's achievements always overpowered his. It was bearable and simple at first, his parents are naturally fond of kids but being busy doctors with people to save and details to attend, attention has always been lacking. Things just got harder as he grew up and upon realization, he knew he had to fight for the attention and that mediocrity was not a trait his family approves of. There's something fiercely sad about feeling under appreciated by your parents, when that's all you've ever asked for. Pertie was never book-smart and although he never failed classes and sure, he's had some remarkable A's, in the Puckett household that's sub-par and straight A's are just standard. His relationship with his siblings or the lack thereof is something he has been trying to remedy recently and is turning out to be quite a struggle,
because apparently some years of being distant is not something you can just fix right away, who'd've thunk?! Rupert is a boy of many words, he can literally talk for hours on end and has a very good sense of working people into and out of things which is a very helpful skill in his choice of a career. This makes him a bit unbearable for some people, especially those who are fond of the quiet and silence. The boy has become a bit of a compulsive liar. He is the kind of person who would be the first to greet you in a room full of people, the one who would attend to you the moment you enter his proximity; the fact that he talks a lot doesn't mean he forgets to listen though and he does his best to stay observant, sometimes even calculating. Because of his upbringing and being a neglected middle child, Rupert has always thrived and strives for attention. There's this impulse for him to always say what he thinks, even if it's unwarranted. He's a street-smart type of a person, who always feels like he comes up short with the academic intellect and feels very conscious about it.
His need to always be in control of a situation sometimes turns him intimidating and bossy, he's not really that aware of it, his friends are too scared to call him out but he does catch himself sometimes... but barely cares. He hates being on the losing side and has trouble coming to terms with defeat. His being gabby is a sort of defense mechanism, if he doesn't let out words from his mouth, he tends to implode and be antsy. He's easily consumed by his head when left alone, this is why he loves noise and crowds because he can just easily lose himself in the chaos of it all. Although when he does have no choice then he just writes his thoughts down on paper, thus, the odd stories on his notebook; this is to let his thoughts flow somewhere else than let them implode. Pertie is your typical neglected middle child with a rebellious streak striving to be an... almost decent person, or whatever passes as a friend you can call in times of need, for a little exchange sometimes.
Contrasting from his current hyper-sociability, High school was just about as awkward a phase as anyone could have for Pertie; he was still in denial about most of the things about him, mainly his sexuality and then about his mental state, it alienated him from people and social interactions were unbearable. He only kept a few friends, although that's what he tells himself because truth be told, he was hard to be with, people left him and it was not the other way around. He's planning to develop a habit for self-love and eventually come to terms with himself and the state he was in.
With over-achieving siblings, a younger brother aiming to take up medicine and a lawyer as a sister, Pertie's leaning towards the liberal arts is a sort of way to get his parent's attention. Having come to terms with the fact that he can't outsmart his siblings academic-wise, and having skills beyond the books and more on the grits, he's realized that he can beat them in other areas.
Rupert's love for pop culture and the arts has always been a sort of safe haven and it is the one thing that made life more bearable for him so he decided that maybe through that very thing he knows best, he can finally show his parents his worth. He started building a portfolio and a youtube vlog documenting his thoughts and opinions with various multimedia quirks thrown in. He's going to take up Journalism as his major, planning to build up on what he has began. He was determined to do exceedingly well, It's never just a task for Rupert, it's always a competition.
For the first year of uni, his best friend-love-of-his-life and his own little ass rented a little flat to stay in but things are starting to go sour between the two lovebirds... Money has never been a problem because he has rich parents who gives him finances as long as he stays out of their hair and out of trouble so there's that at least. Rupert's psyche is a bit of a mess at this point and he needs to figure his shit out and fast, he can't be leaving home with loose ends and a cluttered head.
But you know, there's always uni and schoolwork and a whole shit ton of fun to drown yourself in but oh my god, you're actually feeling very delicate and on edge so big whoop. But you know what, You always figure things out, it's just another thing that happens, it's whatever, grin face, side eye, wink face.
