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Greetings!

Like you (probably), I'm a writer and roleplayer. I'm also a cat-hugger, an anime-watcher, a lover of fantasy, a player of simulation/building games, and an introvert. I love having a good chat with my roleplaying partners and getting to know them. I can come off a little dry sometimes, but don't let it bother you. I'm nicer than I might seem.


Interest Check: Contains lots of information about what I look for in a potential partner and lists a few of my ideas.

Links to my public roleplays:
The Sands of Sonriette
The Last Survivor

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Kayo’s skin, pale brown in Winter, had ripened to a freckled bronze under the summer sun, peeling bits of sunburn clinging to her shoulders and the bridge of her nose. Cajira draped a shawl around one shoulder, twisting it around Kayo’s hips, where she pinned it in place with an ornate gold pin. Kayo looked at her reflection in the long mirror, frowning at the young woman with the sour expression she saw there.

“Any last words of wisdom, High Priestess?” Kayo asked, pinching the rose-colored fabric between her fingers. It was the first time in almost fifteen years that she’d worn anything but the pure white kashra of the priestesses in training. It made her feel mature, somehow. She wasn’t any different than she’d been that morning, yet the simple act of exchanging her white kashra for one with color made her feel... accomplished. She was no longer devoid of color, a blank slate waiting to be painted. Now she could choose her own colors, and she’d carefully selected this one. Why the saturated, dusty pink appealed to her, she couldn’t say. Perhaps because it reminded her of the sky at sunset, or the Sweet Alyssium that bloomed beside the river. Maybe because it was feminine and soft and beautiful--words never before applied to her, but which some small part of her longed for.

“Rely on each other,” Cajira said. She inspected the long, golden-brown plait draped over Kayo’s shoulder, and for a moment the younger woman thought Cajira might comment on the fact that even on this day--probably one of the most notable of her life--she’d still done nothing with her hair but the same usual single plait. But Cajira only pinched her lips. “This journey is not a time to be independent. This is to test how you and the man who may become our next chieftain work together. There will be trials, Kayo. Things you can only get through if you work together. Put aside your stubborn streak, even if it has served you well in the past, and work together with him.”

They weren’t really the words Kayo had been hoping to hear. She knew the High Priestess was forbidden from giving her any clue as to what sort of ordeals they might face, but she’d still hoped Cajira might give her just a tiny hint.

“Alright,” she sighed. “I’ll... be nice.”

Cajira laughed. “You make it sound like a punishment.”

Kayo grinned. “Don’t forget. ‘Nice’ is a four-letter word.”

Cajira swatted her backside, then took her by the shoulders and steered her out of the room where she’d been getting ready. Outside the temple, the festivities were already underway. The immense garden was filled with people. Great, colorful swaths of cloth draped overhead, offering respite from the glare of the sun. It was low in the sky now; she had only a few hours till it set and she would leave, tied wrist-to-wrist with the future chief.

Fires were lit in the bronze firepits, which neatly dissected the gravel walkway. The white-clad priestesses in training--formerly her peers--were adding spices and incense to the fires, scenting the evening air. Around her, people were cooking and eating, and the smell of roasting meat and simmered grains made her belly grumble. For the purposes of purification, she hadn’t eaten since yesterday, and now her empty stomach felt like a pit.

“Let’s find your future husband before you eat and make a mess of yourself,” said Cajira. She must have seen the look of longing on Kayo's face as she gazed at a the skewers of goat meat roasting over glowing embers nearby.

Kayo puffed out her cheeks. “I wouldn’t make a mess. I’m twenty, High Priestess, not two.”

Cajira seemed to ignore her. “Where is he?” She raised up on her sandaled toes, scanning the crowd. “Kayo, do you see him?”

“No,” she responded, though she hadn’t bothered to look. She felt uncomfortable with the whole arrangement; not because she disliked him--she’d barely spoken to him and knew little about him, despite the fact that their training sometimes overlapped--but rather, because she suspected he disliked her.

“Come, let’s go to the dais,” said the High Priestess, already weaving through the crowd toward the sandstone platform. “I see my husband. Perhaps he’s seen his protege.”



Bump.
Quill wedged her fingers beneath the bars of the door, grasping for freedom she couldn't reach. It was so close now... She realized that the air inside her dirty cell was suffocating her, and she needed the air out in that corridor where another survivor walked, rifling through things, making sounds. She needed that cool, clean air.

He asked where the keys were and her eyes shut, squeezing, pinching closed.

"No...."

She had no idea.

"They always... There was always a guard with--" She stopped, trying to swallow and clear her throat. He needed to hear her, but her voice was so weak. "--with keys... on a ring. A large ring... They must leave it here," she reasoned. "Surely they don't take it home. Please," she pleaded. "Please find it. Get me out of here. I haven't... water...."

She lowered her cheek back down to the dirty stones, exhausted from speaking. Everything ached, yet this was her chance. Her entire life rested in the hands of the man on the other side of her cell. "Don't let me die here."
Just as I'd call someone out for racist comments, I'm calling you out for being sexist. It's wrong, plain and simple. The gender a person plays in a roleplay has nothing to do with whether they've got matching anatomy. This is a roleplaying site, not a dating service.
-I am female. I play female characters only. I am looking for a male partner only. [FxM]


Surely you mean that you're looking for a partner willing to play a male character. Right? Because otherwise, why? And, WHY? There are some damn talented females on this site who can write fantastic male characters. And I'd encourage you to step outside your comfort zone and try playing male characters. You might really enjoy the experience.
This wasn't how it was supposed to end, thought Quill. Her head was full of a dull buzzing, and even though she'd pillowed her sunken cheek on her arm, the world spun around her again and again and again. Still, her fingers gripped the underside of the door, pulling on it over and over to make it clank, metal-to-metal, against the frame. Relentless. She'd always been relentless. The sound would be her final act. She'd leave the dead, empty world, the last human to make a sound. Clank, clank, clank.

Her eyes closed. Sleep would overcome her soon, though she fought it. She'd die in her sleep--one of the few peaceful moments of her life.

A sound snapped her out of her buzzing stupor. Quill's head lifted inches off her arm from where she was sprawled on the cold, dirty floor. It was all she could manage. Had she imagined the sound? She listened hard and heard nothing. And then--there it was again.

"Please, are you there?"

Someone was in the hallway. Her heart jolted in surprise. She'd been so sure she was the last one left and that she'd die there, locked in her cell with no way to escape. But no, she was wrong. Maybe only those in the castle had died! Maybe there was life out there still! And someone was in the dungeon, a man, and he could save her, perhaps. Maybe he'd free her. Maybe he'd take pity. Quill clanged the door harder, trying to draw him nearer. She tried to speak, but only a rasp came out, barely audible even to her own ears.

If he finds out why I'm here, he'll never help me, Quill realized. Society reviled murderers, regardless of the circumstances, and the Duke had been beloved. He'd given money to the needy, visited monasteries, and charmed the lords and ladies of the court. If whoever was down there learned who she was, he'd gladly leave her there to die.

So I'll become someone new, she decided. She'd shake off her identity, much as she'd shake off the dust and dirt covering her, and she'd be reborn as someone new.

"I'm here," she tried to call, but her mouth was so dry the words made her cough. Still, she didn't give up. "I'm alive!"
Genre: Medieval Post Apocalypse


Name: Quill of Siena
Age: 19
Hair: brown, hip-length, wavy, course
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'5
History: Formerly, Quill was the Duchess of Siena, betrothed for a period of almost three years to Duke Gregory. However, when her husband was found stabbed to death in their bed, Quill was charged with murder and stripped of her title. She was placed in a prison cell in the king's castle to await her execution a month before the plague struck.

It was quiet now, Quill thought, her cheek pressed to the cool, dirty flagstones. She hadn’t heard the sound of another human being in five days. No more retching or coughing. No more crying. No gagging or screaming, or that dull sound of bodies being piled in the empty cell beside hers. Just... quiet. Occasionally she heard a mouse scurry, and sometimes a horse would snort outside, riderless. The sound startled her every time. But mostly she just heard her own raspy breath.

Quill lay sprawled across the floor of her cell, the cool stones her only comfort. Everything ached. Her head throbbed and her mouth was too dry to swallow. She hadn’t had water in three days and knew none was coming. She’d die here. Maybe in a few hours.

A week ago, when the realization that most of the city was really dead had struck, she’d begun pleading with the one man who remained at his post. Even he’d been sick, but some misplaced sense of duty had motivated him to keep walking that hall where she’d been the only living thing to guard.

“Let me out,” she’d begged. “Please. Everyone is dying. Just give me a chance to live.”

He’d only shook his head, and she could remember how he’d slid to the floor, too exhausted to stand anymore. His eyes, bloodshot, had stared through her. “Why should you live?” he’d asked. “You’re a murderer. Your execution is next week.”

God, was that today? Quill tried to count the days on her fingers. She’d kept careful track of time, watching through the little barred window set high up in the wall each time the sun set. She’d repeated the number of days she’d been imprisoned to herself, again and again, because that was the only way to keep track. She had nothing to write with. Nothing shared her little cell besides a bucket to relieve herself, stinking in the corner, and a flea-ridden blanket to throw over her shoulders at night when it got close to freezing.

Thirty days. She’d been here thirty days, and that meant today was the day of her execution. There was no one to swing the ax though. The irony amused her; the only survivor in the whole damn city, maybe in the whole damn world, was someone with a death sentence. And she was locked in, so she’d die too.

She’d tried everything to get out of that cell, both before her last guard died and after. Now she was weak from hunger, delirious from dehydration, and she could do nothing but stare out of her cell into the hall and wait for her last breath to come.

She was only nineteen, but looked ten years older now. Her cheeks and eyes sunk into her skull, filmed by pallid, waxy skin. Her hair was dirty and knotted and dull, a rat’s nest fanned out around her. She’d once been.... Well, not beautiful. She’d never been a beauty. But she’d been clean and well dressed, and she’d been so full of youthful vitality that people had sometimes mistaken her for pretty. Now she resembled a corpse. Like everyone else in the capital, she would be robbed of a dignified death. She would have rather died on the executioner’s block, where she could go kicking and screaming. She’d planned to curse everyone who’d come to see her die. She’d planned to spit in the face of the priest who came to read her last rites. She’d wanted to go out with a fight, not collapsed on the floor, so thirsty she could barely move.

“Help,” she tried to call, but her throat and mouth were too dry to make much sound. Her voice was nothing but a weak whisper. Damn it, she thought. Damn it all.

Though Quill was certain everyone was dead, she refused to give up until she met the same fate. She dragged herself to the iron bars one last time, pulling herself along the stone floor with her fingernails, pain pulsating through her head, limbs throbbing. And she pounded weakly on the door, making the metal clang against its frame.

The sound of the last survivor.
Genre: Medieval Post Apocalypse


Name: Quill of Siena
Age: 19
Hair: brown, hip-length, wavy, course
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'5
History: Formerly, Quill was the Duchess of Siena, betrothed for a period of almost three years to Duke Gregory. However, when her husband was found stabbed to death in their bed, Quill was charged with murder and stripped of her title. She was placed in a prison cell in the king's castle to await her execution a month before the plague struck.
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