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7 yrs ago
Current Datta. Dayadhvam. Damyata. Shantih shantih shantih
7 yrs ago
Fab, when it comes to portraying a character believably, you might be the best this site has.
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7 yrs ago
There's no need to build a labyrinth when the entire universe is one.
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Well, this was my account. Had my fair share of memories of the guild, both good and bad. I hope you all have a great time here and keep getting better at RPing and writing. Myself, I've fallen out of love with roleplaying in general, and this site in particular. There's still good people here, but I've learned enough and seen enough that I'm not confident this site is going good places. Tanderbolt's moving on. Where am I going after this? I don't know, but to quote Raymond Carver, "I'm always learning something. Learning never ends.". Good night, ladies, good night

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Stephen found it impossible to focus on the task at hand while the bell was ringing. Class had let out early and he was planning on using the time to rearrange his books, but that task required some focus and organization. He had reshelved a set theory textbook and was trying to find a place a book his father gave him. It had a title something like the power of productivity, and Stephen’s father had insisted he read it, because all the “thought leaders” and influential businessmen were reading it, it was written by some esteemed fellow from a management consulting practice, and it promised to show him a portait of how the world economy really worked. Stephen wasn’t all that interested in business, and found that it changed too much for him to keep up with it. Some people thrived on constant change, but Stephen liked stability.

The bell grew more irritating as he thought it over. He wanted to find a spot on the shelf for all of his books except one he found important enough to leave on his nightstand, one by Albert Camus, who he loved to quote in conversation and tried to encourage others to read. At this point he gave up sorting his bel’s sound had worn on him so much. He started thinking of a solution to this problem, and rummaged around his storage bin, which also was something he had to reorganize at some point. He found a box of tools he had last used when he was back home. One of his friends there was in to tinkering with electronics, Stephen didn’t know much but he at least had a basic wirecutter and screwdriver set.

Once he found his little toolkit he looked to see if there was anyone in the hallways of the boy’s dorm. It didn’t matter who it was, the job wouldn’t be complicated if anyone attempted it. Stephen didn’t know anything about how the bells were wired, but there was a near-universal truth that it will turn off if you just cut enough of the wires. The tricky part was finding someone willing to do it. Stephen himself wasn’t courageous enough, and so he was looking for someone bold or someone with the status to get out of any punishments the administration might hand out. As he peeked his head out of the door he said “If anyone wants to do something about that damn bell, I might be able to help you.” He had to yell a little bit to make himself heard.
Any love (or hate too, I suppose) for Charlotte? :3


I know Stephen's outlook on life is pretty different from hers, but I wonder if they could have some sort of strange friendship. Maybe they both like classical music?
@tanderbolt

James could probably hang out with Stephen. He prefers the quieter people.


Sounds good to me.
I don't know who Stephen would hang out with. It might be someone who's pessimistic like him, or it might someone with the opposite attitude because he appreciates being around someone more light-hearted. Whoever it is would have to be ok with hearing him talk about nerdy crap. It's easier to figure out the kind of people he'd avoid, like Matthew.

. Stephen Rao .





A man's failures imply judgment, not of circumstances, but of himself. -Albert Camus



Inquisitive, Driven, Judgemental, Anxious, Cautious, Introspective, Pessimistic, Knowledgeable, Logical, Unforgiving



  • Talking with someone who wants to listen to what I have to say and really think it over
  • The moment when a difficult concept finally starts make sense
  • When someone tells me that I made the right decision when I'm still questioning my choices
  • Seeing an old friend again after a long time away
  • Scoring a goal during a soccer game (it didn't happen much even back when I used to play it more often)



To be remembered long after I'm gone, or to make peace with the fact that people will forget me. Maybe I'll write a book that helps explain one of the mysteries of the universe, maybe I'll get a mathematical theorem named after me.



Some people call it an anxiety disorder, and that's what the therapist diagnosed it as. I kind of think of it as thinking too much, there's some thoughts in my head that I can never get to leave, and they end up choking out everything else.



There was one time when I was practically alone in the town library. It was almost closing time and the basement floor was empty except for me and an old man I saw shuffling around between the shelves, looking kind of detached, the librarian was upstairs. I was just reading to myself when I heard a thud, a real powerful one. It startled me enough that I stood up and looked to see what happened. My heart was beating too fast for me to just ignore it and go back to reading. I saw the old man there, fallen down and not moving at all, like he had a medical problem or something. I remember how he looked, had a ratty raincoat on and a pair of shoes that didn't match. I didn't know what to do so I just stood there, then I walked away. I was too caught up in it all to muster up the courage to tell someone, so I left soon after. I guess the librarian found him after I left, never did hear anything more about that. Maybe he had a heart attack and made it through, but I'm not optimistic about his prospects.



There's a large series of things of things contending for it, but I guess I'll choose the last one in the sequence chronologically. There was this time when I was trying to impress this girl, and she barely noticed I existed. When we talked she'd just try to end the conversation as quickly as possible. I wanted to know more about her, and I found her social media profile. She constantly posted about her interests and where she liked to hang out with her friends, so I began to take notes. I built up a whole collection, and started showing up and just "coincidentally" running into her. It still didn't work, and by about the third time she realized something was up and I had to spend some time talking to the school counselor about it.



Someone I can talk with. Somebody who has answers to the questions in life, and is happy enough not to worry about looking for better ones. It's not really about intimacy or anything physical, it's about the feeling of calm, just being around the right person can bring that. That's the kind of thing that's hard to find in this world, you never know what people have buried underneath, so many people look like they've got it together but then the more I get to know the more I see the mess underneath.



I cheated on a math test once. It was one of those big national standardized tests, and I figured out a way to sneak in some notes. I ended up getting the best score in my school, and earned an award that looks real nice on applications. I don't really feel bad about it doing it, but I know people would judge me if they knew.



Well, that opens up a lot of possibilities. I have a bunch of ideas, but the general theme behind them would be starting over with new knowledge. There's an enormous amount mistakes I would like to fix, but I might start with going forward with more direction. I waver too much, get distracted by things that don't affect me day to day, if I could go back I could cut out of the people and things that ended being a waste of time and focus my efforts on the moments that really mattered.
Thomas was reloading his gun, sliding pulling out shells from his pack and slowly sliding each one into a chamber, cycling through them all. He looked around every so often, always ready for something. This mess at Beacon is what he prepared for, but he wasn't sure if the same was true of his team. They were good in a fight, sure, but they were also good outside of a fight. Either they found easier to transition between battle and everyday life, or they treated both with a carefree sincerity. Whatever they did, Thomas respected them for it even though he didn't want to emulate them. Especially Lloyd, Thomas hated Lloyd's upper-class snobbery and comfortable lifestyle.

He answered Felicia. "I don't expect, I prepare. That Nevermore will come regardless of what you expect." He took a moment to look down the sights of his gun, pointing at the bulkhead, away from anyone. The sights were still calibrated correctly. Thomas talked again, feeling vindicated by recent events.

"Well, I think people got a glimpse of reality today. Not the horseshit that commanders like Ironwood are spoutin'. He sure doesn’t give a damn about the blood and guts the grunts are spilling, maybe he was playing dressup with his little toy instead of looking at the casualty reports. People like that are the same sorts who give us grief for how Beacon's fighting, but they don't know how it is in the real world. Killing Grimm is what matters, and they ain’t got honor or mercy or nothing but jaws hungry for your blood. I don’t give a damn about all that agenda that lady on the speakers is pushing, but at least she’s got the balls to tell you something without sugarcoating it." Thomas was talking without caring if anyone listened. It was just his way of expressing himself.
I'm working on a CS now, I hope I get in if slots are tight.
@NecroKnight@tanderbolt@floodtalon

We should have had our team discussion a lot sooner. Now that the first post is up, where should we be, and what is our team fighting style, all that crap.

Most of us are limited to short range combat. Necro's Midas does has medium range, and while my character can fight at long range, there's the chance of friendly fire. So.... not all that great in terms of team composition.

Most importantly, though.... who is team leader?


Well, if almost everybody is a tough close range fighter, then that gives them the natural strategy of crowding the opponents and wearing them down through attrition. On the subject of team leader, we might want to think about team dynamics a little. Of the characters, Midas and Felicia the only ones who strike me as actually wanting to lead. I believe Thomas would get along well with Carnel, have a long running feud with Midas, and I don't know about Felicia. Maybe the team is a very dysfunctional, perhaps finding chess pieces by chance doesn't always guarantee good chemistry.
I'm still interested.
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