~ Sometimes I Ask Myself If My Mom Actually Wants Me To Have Friends And A Social Life.
~ I'm not addicted to Mudkip! *Strokes my Mudkip keychain while scrolling through Mudkip fanart on google*
~ AAAHHHHH Send mental help! I can feel the pain coming back. I finished watching an anime and idk if there will be anymore episodes uploaded to Netflix
~ Take me away music!
~ Hurricane Michael is and was a bitch. rip ok.
~ thank you Spotify for existing
~ I'm sorry. I've failed everyone including myself.
~ I'm back and emotionally torn. DAMN YOU NETFLIX AND MY HOPELESS ROMANTIC NEEDINESS
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~ I hate the ladies first rule. it's so outdated and I'm forced to use it. I know that I'm born a woman and that all my paperwork states that I'm a female but i hate and it hurts every time that I get looked down open and get called a woman. it pisses me odd and makes me wish i could just punch everyone who gives a side-eye glance and chuckle every time it happens! I'm not a girl and i hate being forced into some cookie cutter shape for one while I'm in ROTC. I will do as i see fit and if it bothers you... GET OUT OF MY WAY!
~ T_T my boyfriend is literally a medically diagnosed psychopath and I still love stuff me because that's what I love most about him because I'm just a magnet to people like that so I've gone to have a approbation for it. That's besides the point, He need up getting kicked out of his house and i have no way to contact him because he lives in a different reign of the city now and he doesn't have cell service to my knowledge and I guess he doesn't have internet connection either. I really want and need him around right now because of all the shit that is happening and I just really miss being able to run into his arms and snuggle up to him because he was such so damn comfortable and he always put up with my shit even though he had so many problems of his own that I could never help and now he is just fucking gone