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He kept his eyes on her even though the First Mate dressed to tease and in his arms to torment him did not look at him. She looked past him. Any success he felt fell even as they seemed to glide together. She moved around him like water, always flowing to each of his missteps, always finding the path past any obstacle, always through his arm but never could he really hold her. But Jax would take the feel of her, any that she gave, and for the moment, float.

Float he did.

When she finally looked at him again it was to guide him back to their purpose and reason for being here at all. It was not to dance with him. Jax should remember that. Even as her words trickled over his face he struggled to catch a breath and come up from the pleasures he was drowning in.

They were to spy. He glanced to her face and for the first time since she took his hand he looked past her and around her. They were not the only ones in the fancy hall. Right, he remembered. But he just wasn’t ready to release her. Not just yet. She said she did not know how to sneak and spy, well Jax could say he didn’t know either. But he had always enjoyed a game. This was just another game.

“There is a man standing close to plate of small vegetables. His eyes are curious. He has a beard that seems to me to be close to the skin of a rabbit, grays and tans more like fur than hair. Could it be he spies on the carrots and radishes? He means to take revenge for all his cousins caught unfairly while pursuing tasty treats.” Jax spun her around to view the man he noticed right there munching upon a carrot. He was watching them, well her of course, and when she turned toward him he tipped his head as he put another orange stick into his mouth.

“Or perhaps more of interest is the woman who holds a long silk cord in one hand and a glass in the other. Did I see her dip that cloth into the drink and then pass it over her lips? Could that be a piece of her skirt that she tore from the edge letting her ankles breath this night air? There might be things hidden under her dress that she is about to release. That she is about to feed from her own lips.” He turned them both around so the good doctor playing dress up could see the woman whose skirt was too short drinking with a kerchief dabbing at her mouth. When the woman saw them look at her she lifted her chin and quickly looked away.

“So much to see. So much to spy. All of them hold secrets and believe that they are much cleverer than they truly are.” He let his arm loosen its hold and for the first time since he started this crazy silly talk he looked to her. “Myself included, fair maid.” He stopped his dance and smiled.

Jax did not think he would find out anything more than he already had this night. He played all sorts of games but none of them involved gathering sneaky information of any value. He collected the memories of night flowers and the pictures of sunsets not the purpose of plans of rich pushers and pullers. Let better players play that game, like Ms Greene and the Captain.

If he could add something he would. Not so much for either of them as for the crew mate he had just had the pleasure of dancing with.

Almost as an afterthought before he lost her Jax leaned closer to his First Mate and whispered, “I have one secret myself this night. I am plotting and planning for you to allow me to say, just once, only once, your name. Not the title. Not the sir name, but your familiar name, your first name.”

He watched her eyes trying to judge how offensive he was, or how close to seeing the ice them return. But as he looked he saw someone else close beside them. He smiled again not sure he wanted to know just yet the reaction to his secret or strange tales.

“Ah, lovely Ms Greene." He made a grand gesture and bowed to her. "Thank you so much for the pleasant invitation. Might I introduce to you the most stunning of Night Blooms, Madame Beauchamp?” Jax had to admit he enjoyed his temporary spot between the two woman. So different from the deck of the ship and yet when secrets fell and spies were cast, so much the same.
She smiled. The beautiful First Mate Doctor smiled at him and thanked him. He could not help but let the enjoyment of that success shiver through him up to his smile and his eyes. But then he wasn’t sure who was winning what because he felt himself sink. Yes, right into those amazing curves, the flow of her neck line to the roundness of her chest. His eyes lingered. Shit. He brought them up quick. He better not let his thoughts wander or he might be one of those bodies flying around. Could be worth it though. Well worth it.

“Will you dance?” He said as they entered the main hall, or grand room, or fancy overdone party place. Thank the stars he had something to look at besides the display of the rich. His worries about not fitting in sort of lost in the pleasantness of the view beside him. There was only one place he wanted to fit right now. Don't let her know, he scolded himself.

He bowed to her and held up his hands, one out the right for her to place her hand in and one more than ready to put around her waist. Jax was most likely not the best dancer this fine woman ever glided to the music with. He was not trained. He never spent anytime in a formal dance room or with any instruction. But he was a man of the moon, a boy of the waves, and he knew of rhythm and movement. He was a soul with the sense of art. He could feel music, in the splash of the waves, the silence of the night sky and the blooms of those special flowers. Besides the idea of holding her overtook any concerns he had about his dancing skills.

He was going to chatter about how they should dance first and then spy. More of a cover he was sure. But something about the delight of looking at her kept the energy in his eyes and not so much in his yacking mouth. She couldn’t be changing him, could she? No, no, he was sure he would say something stupid soon enough.

It was just that right now Jax didn’t want to push her away. He was sure he would regret that soon enough. She would turn those ice eyes back on and then he could cut with his tongue again. But first, a dance. First he just wanted her in his arms for a few minutes. Then he could step on her toes and be the blundering seaman he was.
And a post from me. Fur passed around. If it doesn't work......edits are easy.
Thad sort of liked this spot, between Siya and Veti with Atticus nearby. Even the rest of the gang hanging around. Oh, well things were serious, sure, they were facing massive destruction, again. And as much as his love felt pain at the loss of a pack member she only just bonded with, Thad didn’t really feel the loss except through her. Things come and go. What he cared about was right beside him. Her. Not that he would tell Veti that. She felt things. And he felt her.

He winked to Siya when she put some piece of the wolf she tried to catch in his hand. Fur and skin prickled with the potential power in his fingers. Oh yea, he could work with that. And it wasn’t just a few bits of hair. Oh no, when his dark night suker gets her claws into something you know it. It was a chunk and damn if that white wolf didn’t feel it. There was skin and flesh and hair.

He listened to Henry but wanted just to say,what? He didn’t. Thad had so much more control than Max did. Instead he just shrugged. Whatever.

Others could track he was sure. He ripped the nice piece into thirds. He left his spot quickly and handed one clump more hair than skin to the fire starter. Light this up he seemed to smile as he offered the part of the thing to Jay Jay. He didn’t wink to her. No, that was for Siya. But he did smirk a bit. He thought about telling her to use that to follow, but shit, that was redundant. Didn’t she already offer? So he did. Offer. Just held it out for her to take.

Then there was pink death girl. He should give her some. That wasn’t as easy until Veti made some move to another friend, damn his love cared about everyone. He didn’t follow really he just sort of stood there with a dangling bit of bloody fur in his hand. It almost looked at if he offered it to the hell hound more than Daisy. Maybe he did. They sniff shit, right? Go get ‘em doggie. He wasn’t sure she would take it. I mean he was hanging there in their chick friend moment. Out of place of course.

Thad tucked the last clump, more skin than hair, into his pocket. Yea, they could track, fire and hound, he would save his share for the impending attack. What the hell do they do when they find the thing?

All this faded as he felt Veti stiffen. Her whole body tightened and he was there taking hold of her as soon as it did. No, no, no, no. she was not leaving him. No fuckin’ way. If she was going somewhere he was too. So he put his arms around her until her body loosened again and came back.

When she spoke he could feel the depth of her words and the way they had rattled her core. He could see it in her eyes. He could see the fear and the fire. He let his hold go as she turned to face the others. Her voice rang out in the strength he had always known she carried. She was beautiful. So beautiful. He watched her more than listened. Sure, so let's go put the freak back in it’s cage. Maybe. Maybe not. But it did not so much matter to Thad. He was there with Veti and Siya and Atticus and the rest of the freaked misfits. They would try. He knew they would. What the fuck.
He let his head role back and his face feel the sun. She said yes with all the warmth he deserved. He smiled. But Jax had things to do. First of which was a quick run back to that pond. He needed to breath that water again. Besides it was a good place to get started. From there he had to find some shop, tailor or seamstress because she made it clear he needed to improve his attire. And he did. He traveled very light and that included no fair suites or clothes at all.

He didn't like the idea, at first, of wearing the Captains left over clothes. It was hard enough in the guys shadow right now. He was the brains. He was the brawl. He had the woman and the men. What did Jax have? At least he could have his own set of fine threads. He imagined the First Mate would want him in her Captain’s clothes just so she could sort of pretend she was attending with someone else not Jax. He couldn’t fault her for that. But then he didn't want to be anyone else either. At least he did not want to admit he did.

So Jax ran quickly to the shop that had a needle hanging on a sign. The woman inside snickered at him and almost pushed him out saying no one would find anything for a river rat like him in the little time he gave. Really? He held out his coins but she wasn’t impressed as she closed the door in his face. Another shop quickly. Jax should have done this right away. He just thought you grabbed a coat from behind a counter and you were dressed. Apparently not. He had coins. Right in his hand. And he couldn’t find anyone to dress him.

Sea spit!

Jax sucked it up, took it in, lifted his chin and dashed back to the ship. He stopped at the Captain’s door. Damn this is not how he wanted all this to go. He had nothing. Damn if she wasn’t right and knew he would end up here. Damn her. Jax took a breath again. But ride the tide they say. Jax knocked on the door.

As soon as a crack appeared and the door opened Jax fell to his knees. “Have mercy!” He spread his arms wide and called, “I have swallowed the sea. I am treading water as the waves crush me. I drank ,more salt than I can swallow. I am going to a party and have no clothes. Have pity on this poor moon struck sailor and dress me. Please.”

He rose his eyes to judge his delivery by the Captain’s face and the position of the door.
Spies and parties, night blooms and shirts, soft hands and cold eyes, all the confusion of woman on board a ship, Jax was sure. He would go to the party but he would press the First Mate as hard as he could to come along too. Why should he suffer and not her? She thinks she is the only one with pain?

He stood at as much attention as the sea artist could while the Captain explained, or did he explain? Yes, he did. He did. Then he turned to her and faced her directly. “I will ask you direct.” He lifted his chin. “If you have any of the warmth your fingers betray even if your eyes do not, please do not send me to that gathering alone. All the pretence, all the jokes, all the mystery is my cover too. You are not the only one who bears scars. I am not of their class and feel it each time I move into their circles. I am worse than a throne beside the fragrant blooms. I can laugh and pretend as well as you.”

He smiled then and lowered his eyes a little, “Well, maybe that is untrue.” He looked back up. “I have learned. But the point is I do not ask you to be any kind of date or escort, just go and help me glide in and out. Help me not be the fool. There is a reason I sail, just as there is for you. I escape. Help me. Then be done with me. Could you please?”

He swallowed hard and stood facing her forcing her, if he could to look at him. Look at his eyes his body seemed to say. Just look and see. He could almost feel the slap of her rejection. He stood ready for it. She didn’t have to hit his face to tug at his shirt. She could just lift her chin and say no. Easy as that. And Jax silently cursed himself for being exactly where he was; too open, too ready, too vulnerable. Yet sometimes the quick pain was best. Jax stood ready for that.
Hey, I might have messed up in the order of those who went through the gate. Ah, the creative license screw ups of t! I can make changes if needed. Edits are easy. Or you can say Thad didn't see who was where right away.

Just saying.
Thad stepped through the gate feeling the slight churning roll of his stomach and found himself among the old stones standing powerful and compelling. He took a few steps away toward Siya. He wasn’t sure she would notice him as her eyes were set to Atticus, so much can change in a year. He could easily see a longing in her eyes so different than the one he left her with before he died. Before time spilled past him. Yet what was time to her? It was a change in her eyes.

He kept moving toward Siya because it seemed that’s where he should be as both of them wait for Veti. Veti told him to go and he had. It wasn’t until he turned to the gate that he felt the roll of his insides change to a tight grip. He left her . She wasn’t the next to step through. His eyes squinted and his hand tightened into a fist by his side. Thad watched the gate.

The new guy came into the circle and he seem easy but then who the hell was he? He didn’t know them. He was the only one who took all of this as some classroom assignment. He was the one who would get a good grade and then just move on, graduate to something else. Go ahead. Thad couldn’t think of anything to say to him but then Thad had never been the type to sit at the front of the class. He would just stay by Siya.

He would wait for Veti.

The fire spitting chick came through. She was saying something about following someone and Thad had to admit he had no idea of the mission, or the reason for the attack really. Someone took something from someone and the world would end. What the fuck else was new? Things were heavy, eyes were low and sadness dripped from each of these professionals like rain from the water proof slickers.

But where was Veti?

Thad felt the fear seep into him as he stood beside Siya and watched the gate. He could hear the splash of Max inside letting him feel the cold grip of a different door, the one back to death, the one with a wetness unlike anything he would ever feel here, one that had dim strand of pink hair that didn’t brighten the place at all but sort of added a creepy sick used sticky cotton candy.

He watched the gate open again and Henry came through standing in a very cold stiff way as if he was frozen but he wasn’t. His face looked like fire and ice, hard and set but hot. Thad shifted finding it hard to stay still with a nervousness that was gathering those dreaed rush waters of fear.

Where was Veti?

Thad had to turn to Siya as his stomach tightened into a knot and worked its way down to his hands. “If she doesn’t come through right now, I am going back to get her.” He didn’t have to say more. He didn’t have to explain. He didn’t need the argument of how he would navigate the gate or to have patience.

Just as he was about to explode, Veti stepped through. Thad let his fingers uncurl. He saw the death hound and his side kick come through right behind. That didn't feel so good. He didn't want doom door dame beside his love. She should be just guarding that damn gate. Not this one. The other one. Whatever. He took a breath and looked to Siya. He didn’t run to Veti afraid that his fear would make him yell and cry and howl and carry on. Instead he looked to Siya and smiled a sly very Max like grin. “I never doubted.”
Jax’s smile was broad but shallow. He needed the Captain to find him a woman? The hit of that almost made him groan. It was clear to Jax the Captain was doing him no favors at all. Well, so be it, he had set the course, he might as well sail it.

“I would be honored, Captain to escort whoever you see fit. I am sure you know you're fill of engaging manners. But do not feel the need to worry about me. I can fit in as all as the next,“ he glanced to the good doctor, ”oddman shipmate.”

He smiled and then lowered his head slightly, picking it back up after a second. “But Sir if I might add something here?” He cleared his throat not so sure of himself all of the suddened. Would this be information the Captain could use or understand? He did not offen provide information to anyone. Jax was his own man and he kept his thought to himself. He glanced to the First Mate, well at least he use to.

“The Feather has grave faults. She lisps to the port stern, not near as well constructed as your ship. The crew might be better, might have clues of this, but if loaded at all incorrectly she will be a slow moving sailor. There is no reason we could not catch her after she battles once and tried to sail off with a full load.”

He glanced to the man’s eyes and decided not to attempt to read them. It was his call. Jax knew what he knew and he was sure after the crew battled and loaded they would be an even easier target. Nothing at all was lost.
Great stuff.

Unfortunately I did not get a post up before I headed out to the back country. The wilds call! I give permission for Grainy to move Thad through the gate (or whatever) so he is not left behind. (or if he is I will push him through when I get back) Just don't want anyone waiting around. I will be back Thursday.

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