Touch of Insanity

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

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Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

Kimberly smiled at her again, this woman was fucking crazy, she really fucking was. Carla had just called her a crazy person and she smiles at her? She shook her head again in disbelief, thinking again that this woman was just crazy. It was then that Kimberly spoke, and all Carla could do was shake her head yet again. She took in a deep breath her hands slowly coming up from the floor to touch her face. Using the palms of her hands she rubs along her eyes before dragging her hands down along her cheeks. They then dropped to the floor again as she sighed a little. “You really are fucking crazy,” she paused as a second thought came into her mind. “I would never be friends with someone who is fucking crazy,” she continued before finally realizing what Kimberly was wearing. A mixture of horrifying and mortifying emotions and just a touch of embarrassment that ran through her as she blushed and looked away.

Carla quickly told the woman to put more clothes on, the indecency of the clothing that she had on was too much for Carla to take. When Kimberly spoke she blushed all the more, her back hunching up a little as she tried to hide her face behind the curtain of her brown hair. “Shut up!” She yelled even more embarrassed now than she had been before. Carla knew why she was blushing, but that didn’t make her understand why the woman was teasing her about her reaction or why the woman wanted her to blush in the first place. She didn’t look up even after Kimberly continued speaking. However, when Kimberly claim that Carla was ‘checking her out’ Carla gasped in horror, looking up quickly her brown eyes wide in her mouth hung open the little. “I would never do that!” She exclaimed. She then quickly looked away before speaking continuing “you look like a freakin’ whore in that shit.” However, the truth was, it was just a little too sexy for Carla to deal with. Then again, it may be Carla’s lack of anything sexy, or maybe it was just her overreacting to something a little showy.

Carla’s heart was pounding in her chest, her face still beat red as the image of Kimberly in that - in that outfit flashed before her eyes. It was something Carla really had only seen in pictures or videos, maybe if Kimberly had been less model-esque, Carla wouldn’t have been so freaked out about the whole debacle. Luckily for her, Kimberly finally change the topic. It was somewhat of a relief for Carla as she let a small sigh. However, the question just made Carla glare over at Kimberly her face still a slight tinge of pink, “are you fucking mad? Oh wait, we already established that you are. Why the hell, would shooting someone make me feel better? Nothing you do will make me trust you. All I wanted was to go home, I don’t know you despite what you claim, and shooting someone isn’t really on my agenda. It was a mistake, I panicked and my finger pulled the trigger. So get off your fucking high-horse and get over it.” She said, her true colours showing as her potty-mouth came out in full force.

It was something she had picked up from Hale. No matter how much he tried to lessen his swearing around her, she still swore a lot when she was angry. It was like a defense mechanism. Maybe her subconscious thought it made her look more intimidating. After all she was short, slightly tubby and totally un-muscular female. Something that just screams weakling or come get me, in her own mind. Looking away again, she stared at the floor for a moment clearing her throat of saliva, she stood up. “If you’re not going to let me go, I’m going to my room.” She said sternly before starting to march from the room. As to why she need to announce it, she didn’t know and she now found herself blushing again feeling foolish. If the woman was telling the truth about seeing Liz tomorrow she’d get her chance to get away then, if not. . . maybe she really would have to try to murder someone. . . . her fist tightened at the thought. It would go against everything that she promised Hale.

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Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

Carla had snapped. Her mind blank as she stared at her hands. She had really pulled the trigger, she was going to kill someone. Carla knew that if the gun really had been loaded she would have most likely killed herself in the next few days from the guilt. She had promised Hale to stay out of trouble and now look. . . at what she had done. In her horrified stare at her hands, she didn’t reach the gun be loaded with the bullets, or the door opening with a beat as Ethan rushed in. She didn’t flinch or even look up at him. Even as he yelled at Kimberly in a different language.

It was only when Kimberly finally said her name that Carla looked up at Kimberly, her hands still shaking, held awkwardly up in the air. Carla shifted just slightly to see Ethan in the doorway, he clearly wasn’t happy, but Kimberly’s voice quickly pulled back her attention. The woman was fucking mad. She was high off Carla shooting her. It still hadn’t really clicked that the woman had both mad a fool of Carla and had tested. “You are fucking crazy!” Carla finally yelled a mixture of disbelief and horror in her voice.

It was then that Ethan could be heard beside her making Carla quickly scramble from the chair and falling rather awkwardly on the floor. Her head shot back and forth between the two not sure which one was a better choice to deal with. An evil creature or a fucking insane person. She was almost starting to lean towards dealing with Ethan when he was told to go outside. Carla reached up towards him in panic of being left alone with Kimberly. But she didn’t move fast enough and the door slammed on his way out, leaving her alone with the mad woman. Carla had stared at the door for a moment wishing Ethan would come back before she slowly peeked over at Kimberly from her spot on the floor. A place she seemed to be spending a lot of time.

She swallowed looking at the crazy woman with a gun. Her heart started to race as her palms started to sweat. Was this woman going to shoot her now? Or was she just going to play games with Carla until she begged to killed. Her small hands curled into tiny fists along the wooden floor. It was then that the gun lowered and Kimberly started to speak. It was a rush of questions just making Carla shake her head. “You are fucking crazy!” She said harshly before she really looked at the woman before her. Carla instantly blushed and looked away. She was hardly dressed! Who the hell even wore those kind of things! Carla was the type of girl that wore boys underwear and nude colour bras. Nothing fancy or sexy, there was no need to . . . to have anything like that. There was no need to impress anyone. In fact Carla had never had a relationship.

Carla swallowed again, trying to think of what to say, she should answer one of those questions but all she could think of was there was a crazy woman in front of her, with hardly any clothing on. “Could you put some clothing on.” She said quickly and rather quietly just blushing all the more. Her hair by this point had fallen into her face a little, but she knew that Kimberly must have seen Carla blush before she looked away. Carla’s heart was pounding for a whole different reason now.

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

<3 better be only one night. I'm going to eat then post, so hopefully I get it out befor eyou leave me.

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

NOO YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME D:

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

Omg that's fucking badass xD I love you <3

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

I didn't think she should either! XD I think she's finally lost her mind. Good job, your broke the broken xD

Say It, If It's Worth Saving Me (Blazed&&Love Dove)

Carla’s grip on the gun was tight and shaky. Her finger hovering over the trigger ready to pull. She stared at Kimberly as she looked up at her. She swallowed, wondering what the hell she was doing. She didn’t even know how to use one of these things. Don’t have a safety or something? Or . .. or if she just pulled the trigger would she blast backwards from the force? Would she even be able to hit the woman before the woman got to her? She didn’t once think about how weird it was that a gun was just laying around with a captive in the house fully loaded.

Carla had been staring at Kimberly’s core just waiting for it to move and try and take the gun back before Carla could kill her, but when nothing happen, Carla’s eyes slowly looked up to Kimberly’s face to see her smiling at her. It just made her panic all the more, she took a step and then another back, as her head quickly looked around wondering if there was someone else waiting to get her. When that didn’t happen, she couldn’t help but slowly glance back at the woman before her. Staring at her confused and scared. Her hands didn’t still once nor did her grip loosen. It was more likely that if Kimberly moved too fast Carla would accidently shoot her in her jumpy state, or worst shot herself like a total fool.

When Kimberly spoke, it made Carla swallow again, a small sweat starting to break out, starting in her palms, as she held the gun with both hands like she had seen in movies, but really she had no idea what she was doing. Carla didn’t even play shooting games, she didn’t know what kind of gun she was even holding. That was more of a guy thing, or a criminal thing. Hale would have known what to do with this gun.

They didn’t look away from each other from a second, their eyes locked on each other’s testing the grounds and see what was too much. Kimberly’s eyes were soft, calm and almost smirking at Carla. Mocking her, however, rather than becoming angrier, she was calmer in a way. It was like Kimberly was her snake charmer. She took another step back the back of her legs hitting something almost knocking her over but she saved herself and broke eye contact for a second. She had almost fallen into a chair before she quickly looked back at Kimberly, to see her just sitting there. “Just let me go.” She said softer, her voice begging, the pain clear in her voice.

When Kimberly started to talk again, her voice was soothing Carla, despite the fact that Carla was now taking in sharp breaths in her nose and letting only half of the breath out again. If she kept that up for too long she was likely to faint. She wasn’t crying anymore, but she wanted to. She was far too in the moment, wrapped in the danger, the rush of holding a gun to let herself cry again. When Kimberly finally stood up Carla forgot the chair was behind her and went to step back into it, making her gasp as she fell back into it. She looked away from Kimberly for a second before quickly looking back. She had almost pulled the trigger in panic as the woman kept getting closer. “Don’t get any closer!” Carla screamed out, her hands shaking even more then they had a second ago. “I’ll shoot! I-I-I really will!” She said.

Her heart was beating so fast, her mind focused on the danger walking towards her, but it seemed like her body had stopped working. Her mind screamed to pull the trigger as Kimberly got only an inch away from her before moving quickly grabbing Carla’s wrist. Carla flinched back feeling her hand pull the trigger as she closed her eyes. When no sound was made, not even a force of a gun going off, she slowly peeked her eyes open, her finger still gripping the trigger tightly. Carla didn’t understand what happened before she slowly peeked up at Kimberly, her face still pale from pulling the trigger. Kimberly then easily got the gun from her grasp, making Carla’s eyes widen before her hands fell to her lap, her whole body frozen in place.

As Kimberly walked away from her, Carla was dazed, her mind blank yet she seemed to talk to herself. She had done it, she really had pulled the trigger. She was going to kill the woman in front of her. Slowly Carla looked down at her hands which were now facing palms up and still shaking. She had started to cry again, as the numbness started to fade just slightly before she reached up to touch her cheeks, before looking back at her finger tips to see the salty tears running down them towards her palms. She opened her mouth to speak but it just closed. It was just then that the door opened. Carla didn’t even flinch. She couldn’t believe she had pulled the trigger.