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Involuntarily, Erik inhaled deeply as Alexi strode by, more sweat trickling from his brow. The Lord's demeanor was infuriating, his arrogance even worse. But that lovely smell of blood, coupled with the natural anger the vampire felt, it was maddening. The last time Erik had been this deprived was during his training. But that had only been 48 hours, and he suspected this would last considerably longer.

The look that the human gave him was not lost on vampire, almost a strange fondness, even as he essentially ignored everything he was saying. It simultaneously sickened and captivated him, and for the briefest of moments, he thought that perhaps the eccentric human might be telling the truth, that perhaps whatever cracked up plan he had would actually work. Then the moment passed and he came back to his senses.

“But what is my goddamn part supposed to be?!” the prisoner shouted in frustration as Alexi was leaving. The man was an enigma, and he clearly liked it that way. But the idea of not being allowed answers, of being so... controlled like this, sent bile down Erik's veins. I am the gorram leader of the Xani cell, not a prisoner or a pawn in someone else's insane plan! he thought angrily as he fruitlessly struggled against his chains again.

~*~*~

Joseph rang the bell that connected to Master Alexi's room to notify him of the late supper, consisting of braised shrimp, smoked salmon, and assorted vegetables. The large dining room table was always set up for Lord Alexi and any guests he might bring. The servants had their own area near the kitchen, where they ate, talked, and generally had a fine time during meals. Oftentimes, Joseph avoided joining them and ate alone, however. He may have been friend and counselor to many, but he was still their supervisor, and the idea of his being “too close” made many of the other slaves uncomfortable. Of course, there were times that he missed such friendship and camaraderie, but in his mind, his own loneliness was simply part of his fated punishment.

Master Alexi's hot plate had been placed on the table, and Joseph was filling his two glasses with water and tea respectively, when the lord of the manor arrived. He bowed as the human entered the room, and waited to be addressed, or not. It was not a slave's place to speak without being addressed, unless it was necessary, regardless of what lapses in protocol Lord Alexi allowed.
Lol, neither am I... I suppose I'm somewhat masochistic in stories, but in real life I have nothing to do with that stuff. Besides, it's really not about the torture itself. All of that horrible stuff happened, but the story itself is more about the psychological aspects of it. It's also heading out of that territory now, after the character's escape. She's working on reintegrating herself into life as rebel and folk hero, despite everything she's been through. I'm not crazy, really... my mother had me tested! :-P

Ahh, ok on Joseph. I thought it might be after midnight somehow. Thanks.
Ahh, that sounds fun. :-) A lot of fun actually.

My current favorite RP has been going on for four months, and it was extremely dark. There was rape, a couple of fingers chopped off, an eye that was cut and blinded, and at one point my character suffered sleep deprivation for two weeks straight, enabled by shocks going directly to her head, other smaller stuff as well. But she was a political prisoner, and all of this was sort of the catalyst for a lot of exploration into the morality of her terrorist actions, the personal fear and strange respect that the Emperor felt for her, despite hating her and thinking her race was inferior, of course PTSD and trying to avoid Stockholm syndrome, and the theme of what it means to be a hero and a leader. It's been a lot of fun.
That makes sense, but it still is pretty fucked up. I meant more on the part of the owners than Alexi actually.

Personal ones as in stories you just write yourself, or like PM rps? I tend to keep my worst ideas to PM stuff and warn partners well beforehand. But honestly I don't write on my own. It's not fun for me so I'm not motivated.

Oh, and Joseph is just supposed to clean the room right now, right? Not actually clean and change Erik yet?
That's kind of horrible. That means there were quite a few people who basically got paid to use their slaves as test subjects (at little to no risk to themselves), and then could just force them to go through the breaking process again if they wanted.

You sir, are a twisted human being. :-P Also, I love you... because this RP is hardly even the worst thing I've ever done to one of my characters.
Lol, I can't see Alexi and Erik ever really getting along then... if that was rude. Once he calmed himself down, it was not that different from his normal behavior. Politeness is not terribly valued in the Resistance. It's more about getting things done, and sometimes being overly polite gets in the way of that.

And I do find it funny that you said you had "no control" over him lol... considering what you've told me about how characters spring from your head, it probably is actually rather true. :-)
Hey! I thought he was very polite. I decided it had been around 24-28 hours since he had eaten, when he arrived. So he's up to nearly 40-48 I would think. So I think he's remarkably well-behaved considering. :-P
Erik rolled his eyes. It seemed that this human would just keep dropping breadcrumbs of information ad infinitum, with no regard for the vampire's frustration or even the questions being asked. The thought made him growl in frustration.

“So what? Your plan is to manufacture this cure and then have my rebel group distribute it? That's absurd. Even if I believed you, it would have to work for all types of hard broken creatures. On top of that, we will still be slaves for as long as we have no protection under the law. Someone would find other ways to enslave magical creatures so long as they still are allowed to do so, so long as they still think it's right. If what I think you're saying is true, it would be a step in the right direction, but it would not be the end of our struggle in the least,” the rebel vampire answered, trying to focus on the insane conversation as the scent of blood assaulted his nostrils. His logical mind was still working enough to realize that he would get no where with threats, tempting as they were, and his urges could be controlled for now.

“Besides, you still haven't answered why you would do this when it would basically tank your company. And you also haven't answered as to why you are really breaking me. If you wanted to free the slaves, you wouldn't break me to do it,” he finished, glaring up at the human.

Of course, everything he was saying was just speculation, so he chose not to continue. Let the bastard wait on seeing him chase the breadcrumbs and theorize on the connections. He thought that perhaps Alexi thought he needed him to lead the rebels on the distribution, but that would make no sense because if this crazy idea were real (Erik still didn't believe it for a second), then he could have just contacted the Erik and asked him. Of course then they would have had to determine the veracity of the serum, either through testing, or possibly by watching it work. They could never trust the word of a human without verification. Maybe that's what he was supposed to be, one last test subject? But the vampire doubted that, considering Alexi seemed so certain that the serum would function, given the dozen tests and all. Erik's brain was exhausted, and growing hungrier by the second. Trying to figure out this craziness was the last thing he wanted to do at the moment, but he also knew that it was important to try.
Lol, I thought you would like that little mini-rant. :-P

You have me clamoring to be higher in the stack now. 400 words in 40 mins ftom posting time is actually pretty fast for me.
Lol, yes... that was due to my having to sleep and go to class. :-) I don't mind, just wondering where I was in the stack.
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