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I ... really cant promise I wont find plot holes. I read too much into things. I will try and point them out with a resolution when I see them, and I'll try not to go looking for them.

As far as telling me, this is my take on it. I'm partially enjoying not knowing. It's stopped being terribly annoying and has really becone rather amusing and fun. It's enjoyable to be carried along by the plot and to see how my small decisions affect how you flesh things out.

On the other hand, it leaves you doing the vast majority of the work, and thats not fair to you. At this point, my main motivation would be taking the stress off you, but if I find plot holes, that could also make things more stressful for you.

So when I sayI am ambivalent on it, I mean it.
Soo... I'm officially going to feel stupid and self-conscious talking about anything psychological with any of my characters now, now that I know you're actually a Psychologist. I'm afraid that anything I say sounds like elementary bullshit. So that kind of sucks, though I'm still glad to know more about you as a person.
Ethan could not help but smile at the adorable way the small cat... youkai turned his head. It made him want to scratch the creature behind the ears. But he resisted the impulse. Either he was crazy and the cat was talking back to him, in which case he would be petting a figment of his imagination, or this was a real youkai, a wise and sentient being, in which case he should not lay a finger on him without his consent.

At the offer to change to a human, Ethan nodded.

“Yeah, if you don't terribly mind. Transforming might help,” he responded, smiling softly.

“As far as my questions, I did some reading on the Internet last night, but it's all speculation. The vast majority think your kind is just a myth, no more real than the Greek gods, although impressive in how they have spanned across cultures under various names. Anyone who thinks otherwise is labeled as a crazy conspiracy theorist, but even on those boards, many think that you just left our world or plane of existence or whatever. Very few really think you are still around,” he explained, meeting the eyes of the cat before him. “So if I have a question, it's more like... what's the truth? What's your side of the story, apart from the myths and misinformation?” the curious human finally asked.

He was not seeing anything else that was strange. No visual or auditory hallucinations. Such insanity did not usually manifest itself with just one image, not to mention an image that seemed so damn real, that he could actually touch. Perhaps... perhaps there was a chance Ethan was not insane, but he would need a strong change to his perspective on the world.
Right, that's what I thought, just making sure we were on the same page. :-) He is forced to obey direct orders by the soft-breaking, but it harms him emotionally too. He feels guilty for even considering helping Erik escape.

That does bring up a point though... Alexi is probably incapable of hard breaking anyone. Even the proper potion still requires him to have a desire to make the other creature submit. He doesn't have that, not really... so I don't think anyone could actually be hard broken to him... just a random thought.

Yeah, I completely believe you. I didn't quite realize when I made that decision just how much work it would leave you with. You're also always welcome to go ahead and tell me so that I could actually help you with the plot. But, correct me if I'm wrong, I think you are partially liking playing the Puppetmaster to this whole story.

Anyway, seriously, I wouldn't mind helping. And I don't mind knowing the whole plan now, if you want to tell it to me. It's really up to you.

I promise I usually help a lot more with other plots and other partners. It's just with this one my hands are sort of tied, and on our other one, I'm still getting the hang of the world since we had to stop it for a while.
Alright, if Alexi was very good at hiding his true opinions, then Joseph's fear and hesitation about revealing his own opinions is a lot more warranted. Otherwise, it was really just me still not fully understanding Alexi yet.

Not that it matters, but Joseph isn't technically hard broken anymore, and hasn't been for several generations. He's soft broken, because that's standard procedure, but he couldn't be hard broken to Alexi, and he wasn't even hard broken to Alexi's father. He's just so naturally obedient and docile at this point that there's no need. At least that's how I understood it.

I'm fine with that. I was wondering if you wanted to play it out, actually. It should be interesting.
True, but as I said, it's more than just seeing the other slaves. It's the way he's treated there, even though he has to act like he doesn't notice. That bothers him even though he thinks he deserves the treatment.

Still, knowing Alexi's plan should help. Just finding out for certain that Alexi hated slavery and wanted to end it has done wonders for our "perfect butler."

For now I'm assuming that Alexi hid that very well, even from Joseph, prior to the RP. Otherwise, some of the stuff I wrote in the beginning, when I was still figuring the story out, just doesn't make sense.
Ahh, cool.

Fair point. Hopefully Joseph will remember the same thing.
If I may ask, how old are you? I'm 21, turning 22 next month, if it matters.

Also, Alexi must hate slave auctions too, still probably not as much as Joseph does though.
Joseph despised slave auctions, regardless of how “high class” they were in character. Sentient creatures were put up on the stage for display, auctioned off like cattle, or in this case, like prized works of art. Either way it was cruel objectification. Either way, it made him sick. He had been to a handful of the events in the last thirty years, either as Master Alexi's assistant, or on two other occasions, standing in for him when he had other duties.

He despised going by himself even more. His collar with an etching of the Vandros seal, his papers identifying him as property of Mr. Alexi Vandros, and most importantly, his e-card, protected him from being kidnapped or sold. No, Master Alexi's property would be well-protected, and well-guarded, both from the (unlikely) possibility of his misbehavior, and from the possibility of capture by the more nefarious, and stupid, owners.

But he was not protected from the stares, from the looks he would receive from the other attendees. Some would be disgusted by his presence, sitting among them, bidding on other slaves, even occasionally conversing as though he were actually one of them, as though he were actually human, with only a simple wristband and collar separating his caste from theirs. Some would be envious of Alexi for owning a slave who was docile enough and trustworthy enough to act on his behalf. But even their glances of approval, envy, and desire would send chills down his spine, as he would wonder just how many of them would contact Master Alexi and ask to purchase Joseph, or to at least know where he acquired him, this time.

His social graces had to balance a razor edge between subservience and independence. He could never meet a human's eyes, but he could speak to them if it was necessary in order to perform his duties for Master Alexi, or if he was addressed. They served wine at these auctions, but he would be forbidden to drink it, though he was allowed some tea, water, or juice. It was a strange environment, and making the mistake of being either too subservient or too independent could bring social shame to Master Alexi.

All in all, it was a damned nightmare. But Joseph did not even hesitate in his response.

“Yes, of course I'll go in your place, Master. Thank you for taking my suggestion to heart,” was all he said. His own fears were unimportant, and none of the trepidation he felt was written on his face. As they reached the stairs, he slowly helped Master Alexi down one by one, until they reached the ground floor without his being injured.

It occurred to him that he had given his master many “orders” in the past few days, even if he had phrased them as requests or questions. But he could not help it. He was worried for his dear master, and somehow that worry was overriding his natural subservience. It had all started with Leader Schumann's capture. The stress from the danger his dear friend was in, from being forced to help torture Erik, from the uncertainty of this entire mess, was taking its toll. Quite apart from that, the revelation that Master Alexi did not believe in slavery and wanted to end it had allowed for a small spark of independence within his slave, as the last vestige of his fear of the man who was like a son evaporated. Besides, the human lord did not seem to particularly mind, strangely enough.

They approached the dining room where Master Mois was awaiting his brother, with Master Alexi still holding his arm.

“Are you going to be alright, Master?” he asked, a bit of his concern for the lord of the house slipping into his expression and tone.
Awesome. I'm an Electrical Engineering student, and certainly not the youngest on record.

Sorry I couldn't get back to writing last night. Party ended at midnight, then we stayed to help clean for an hour, and then we had an hour's drive back. I thought about at least messaging you but I was too exhausted.

Thanks for encouraging me to go, though. I had a great time, met some new people, ate great food and had several great conversations. :-)
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