Moe wanted to keep insisting that this was his problem and he shouldn't have dragged Ally into it, but he decided against it, now was not the time. Then Ally said that and it took remembering that Ally was holding onto him to not to shake his head, as that might had knocked Ally off.
"Sometimes last words aren't what we want them to be, sometimes you don't even get to have a real 'last thing' that you said to each other, best not to dwell on the past."
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hey hey im ryan or jeremy!
im nearly 16 (birthday is 9/7), i really like stuff like water and plants, im a wiccin/paganist whos trying to be a vegetarian, and a sociology/psychology student!
my gender is really complicated so i identify as a (trans/demi)boy for simplicity sake, and my sexuality is asexual and idekanymore-romantic, but i think im grey-aro, idk
im nearly 16 (birthday is 9/7), i really like stuff like water and plants, im a wiccin/paganist whos trying to be a vegetarian, and a sociology/psychology student!
my gender is really complicated so i identify as a (trans/demi)boy for simplicity sake, and my sexuality is asexual and idekanymore-romantic, but i think im grey-aro, idk
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"Regretting isn't the word I would use, I would never regret meeting you of course, I just wish our companionship with each other would have had a much different outcome, specifically less hardship for you." He said, his tone would have been quiet, but it was actually really loud so he needed to speak up, the wind made it so having a quiet conversation was nearly impossible.
Moe let out a nervous laugh then, "it's fine, talk as much as you would like, it calms me down oddly enough. Your voice does I mean." He said, continuing forward. They should be there in half an hour, seaside was pretty far, but at the speed he was going- it wouldn't take long.
"And- don't worry, none of this is your fault, honestly it's mine, I should have just left you alone, refused dinner or something, I don't want you to be in danger because of me..."
"And- don't worry, none of this is your fault, honestly it's mine, I should have just left you alone, refused dinner or something, I don't want you to be in danger because of me..."
"Turbo?" Moe questioned, but he knew Ally was right, if he wasn't focusing or was freaking out too much- oh man, he had caused some hurricanes before, he didn't need that again. He took deep breaths, he didn't need the air, but it calmed him down to feel the coolness enter his lungs, a chilling sort of feeling that he had grown used to.
"Let's go to the seaside, it's winter so there should be a hotel we can hide out in, no one books a seaside hotel in winter." He said, beginning to slowly raise them up and begin flying then in the direction of seaside.
"Let's go to the seaside, it's winter so there should be a hotel we can hide out in, no one books a seaside hotel in winter." He said, beginning to slowly raise them up and begin flying then in the direction of seaside.
"Well, I'm very opposed, but considering the circumstances-." He said, trying to keep his voice steady. He intertwined hands with Ally and then rushed forward trying to get as far away from the house as possible, "quick, get on my back- fuck- where do you think we should go? Not back to my hotel, she might be there- fuck fuck."
Moe was still repeating, "no, no, it's okay-" when Ally said "Who's L." And Moe could feel himself crashing, fuck, fuck, fuck not this shit again, no, he thought he had dealt with her a long time ago, this could not be happening again, not now.
"L...Fuck...ublyudok der'mo." He swore loudly, "YA ne trakhal davaya eto povtoritsya , chto chertovski der'mo , o, moy grebanyy bog." He didn't even realize he was speaking in Russian.
"She's a bad person, a really fucking bad person, and I'll explain later but we really need to go, if she's around- fuck." Moe was very visibly afraid, a rare emotion for him, as he had stopped being afraid long ago, but this was different.
"L...Fuck...ublyudok der'mo." He swore loudly, "YA ne trakhal davaya eto povtoritsya , chto chertovski der'mo , o, moy grebanyy bog." He didn't even realize he was speaking in Russian.
"She's a bad person, a really fucking bad person, and I'll explain later but we really need to go, if she's around- fuck." Moe was very visibly afraid, a rare emotion for him, as he had stopped being afraid long ago, but this was different.
Moe waited for a while outside, worrying about Ally the entire time, god this was so stupid. He shouldn't be this paranoid, he had only been gone for ten minutes, he kept telling himself to calm down but he couldn't.
He was about to walk in just to be sure when he stopped himself, no he would wait until Ally needed him- and then he needed him. And, as we could all have guessed, he froze, but not for long, it was half a second before he rushed forward and ran into the house.
"A-Ally!? Where are you, whats-" He stopped mid-sentence as he found the source of the screaming, and what had caused it. The woman's body lay on the ground, not even bleeding anymore as she had bled out, and the smell was worse than anything Moe had ever smelled before.
He didn't know what to do, but his first instinct was to lean down and wrap his arms around Ally, he couldn't say anything and he felt like his tongue had frozen just as his body so often did.
"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay." He repeated, as if that was all he could bring himself to say, which it was. He rocked back and forth, Ally in his arms. "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay."
He was about to walk in just to be sure when he stopped himself, no he would wait until Ally needed him- and then he needed him. And, as we could all have guessed, he froze, but not for long, it was half a second before he rushed forward and ran into the house.
"A-Ally!? Where are you, whats-" He stopped mid-sentence as he found the source of the screaming, and what had caused it. The woman's body lay on the ground, not even bleeding anymore as she had bled out, and the smell was worse than anything Moe had ever smelled before.
He didn't know what to do, but his first instinct was to lean down and wrap his arms around Ally, he couldn't say anything and he felt like his tongue had frozen just as his body so often did.
"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay." He repeated, as if that was all he could bring himself to say, which it was. He rocked back and forth, Ally in his arms. "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay."
Moe looked down at Ally and chuckled at Ally's mispronouncing of the word.
"It's Door-o-ga-ya" He said as he set Ally down, "just call me in you need me, okay? Or, would you prefer for me to come in with you?" He questioned.
"It's Door-o-ga-ya" He said as he set Ally down, "just call me in you need me, okay? Or, would you prefer for me to come in with you?" He questioned.
Moe paused for a moment, "well, I don't see a reason why not to tell you." He said quietly, "as you've probably noticed, I don't really react to shocking situations very well, more than not I freeze up. This...This wasn't too long ago, actually, well, from my prospective. It was in 1930's, me and my wife and daughter were driving to a musical, my wife she loved musicals so..." He said fondly, unable to meet eyes with Ally as he was telling this story, "so we in a car and a drunk driver smashed right into my car, I was driving and...I had so much time to swerve out of the way but I just froze. I still remember my daughter screaming at me to get into the next lane, but I just couldn't move, so, we crashed. My wife died on impact and my daughter died in the hospital hours later." He said, he was trying to keep his voice from quivering, he had told this story many times as he didn't keep his past too secret, but every time he told it, it seemed to effect him worse and worse with every retelling.
"That's an awful lot." He said, not really disapproving, more impressed if anything. "More proof that your irresistible in every way." He said with a wink.
"Alaska, there's thing beautiful place, Mendenhall Ice Caves, in Juneau. I've always wanted to go, but, never been able to bring myself to for some reason." He said, slightly trailing off during the end.
"Alaska, there's thing beautiful place, Mendenhall Ice Caves, in Juneau. I've always wanted to go, but, never been able to bring myself to for some reason." He said, slightly trailing off during the end.
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