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Well now that I got the customary "post once" requirement out of the way....

HELLO

Welcome to my safe space. Well, about as safe as one space can be, I guess. If you are here looking for something, I am very sorry to disappoint you, but I made fresh cookies! Come sit a spell.

I guess I'll do some more in-depth stuff about myself. My name is Nick and I am 33 years old living in Illinois. I am a therapist and clinical responder (which is a fancy way of saying I go out on police calls to provide mental health assistance). Been doing therapy for a few years now and I absolutely love it!

I am a gay, cisgender man. I came out last year in January (smack dab in the middle of a pandemic. Timing was always my downfall). There is still much I am learning, but I am proud and happy to be who I really am and not have to hide it anymore!

I am an avid gamer, especially roleplaying games (cue surprised and shock noises). I also enjoy writing and reading, especially mysteries. I am not new to roleplay, I promise. I have been doing it for years now in different formats. I am experienced, even if it doesn't seem like it.

I use humor as a coping mechanism for sure, but I also like laughing and enjoying myself. Life can be pretty sad and upsetting for the most part and I don't want to add to it.

Whew! That got deep!

I will be poking my nose around in spaces and hoping to jump headfirst into this. Some interests I have in terms of roleplay settings include superheroes, DnD, science fiction/fantasy, mysteries, thrillers, horror stuffs, apocolypse, and espionage. And I am a fan of most things pop culture. If you have any suggestions or possible roleplays you think I would love, please let me know.

Otherwise, stick around! This is gonna get wild!

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Location: Southern Plateau, Dundas Island - Pacific Royal Campus
Welcome Home #1.87: Hollywood and Glam
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Interaction(s): Banjo (@Hound55), Gil (@Roman)
Previously: Set The World Ablaze




As the day went on, everyone had completed the task set out for them and the team came together. Everyone was unaware of what the others talked about. Was there tension still? It was hard to say. Calliope had finished her part with Harper and Mei, the trials having been set up exactly how she had envisioned once she got it going. She was proud of the work, but was she for the conversation had with the other two?

Calli sat next to Banjo, holding his hand as she sat around enjoying the food provided and chuckling at Tad’s attempt at humor. This was what she enjoyed most about PRCU. The unsure girl who got here five years ago, who dealt with trauma and violence, had grown. She had Blackjack to thank for it.

As the night went on Jim came by. Calliope listened intently when he mentioned their degrees. Calliope nearly breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed her degree may not be in jeopardy after all. She squeezed Banjo’s hand as a sign of comfort.

Jim continued though, asking not only for her but for Gil also. Calliope looked around. What did the Chancellor need her for? Was it because of the sink she had obliterated? Surely there were worse things students have done. You don’t bring together a bunch of teenagers with superhuman abilities and not expect them to destroy nearly anyone or anything around them.

“I’ll be back soon,” she told Banjo, worried he would get upset with Gil and her being alone, but they would be with the Chancellor. She stood up and waited for Gil to follow as they went off with Jim.

Gil, meanwhile, slowly chewed his tacos as he made small talk with Firebird. He smiled and nodded to Lorcán as he sat down, but the pair had little chance to catch up before Jim appeared and beckoned him and Calliope forth. Calliope stood first, waiting with a hand on a cocked hip for Gil to follow suit. He pushed the last third of his remaining taco into his mouth, chewing awkwardly around the large mouthful as he stood and brushed himself off, shooting Lorcán and Cassander a pair of finger-guns with an accompanying wink, before jogging after Jim.

“As y’all are both well away, this year has been complicated by the Foundation. Unfortunately with things in the state they are, I’ve been forced to play civil with them until H.E.L.P. can properly rectify things. Which means I need a favour, and I can’t think of two people more qualified to help.”

Jim drew a deep breath before continuing.

“I need y’all to put together a themed dance. Foundation’s first priority is that the students get to express themselves individually so after the Trials are complete, the dress code is going to be nullified. As such, dress uniforms will not be required for the Senior Homecoming dance, meaning we’re looking at doing something a bit more… Hollywood.”

The concept was clearly foreign to Jim as he tried to articulate it.

“So who better to help than Hollywood and the glam,” Jim added motioning to Gil and Calliope respectively.

“Y’all have the A.R.C. at your disposal to program in any environment you see fit for the dance. Full fabrication at your disposal too. If there’s anything else y’all need, let me know and I’ll see what I can do to set y’all up.”

Looking between the pair, Jim tried to gauge their interest while waiting for an answer.
“Now, Mr. Galahad, I know you’re more than accustomed to the particular politics of these sort of situations, we need our best foot forward here. Miss de Léon, I know with your upbringing, y’all are no stranger to them either, and I know right about now you probably want to stick it to those Foundation bastards.” Jim smiled softly.

“Let in y’all in a little secret, I would too.” He added, “But no matter which way the wind blows, it’s our reputation and the school currently at risk. So while you might want to go and shock everyone and burn it all to the ground, all I ask is that if y’all are goin’ to flip the bird to the Foundation, at least try to be subtle about it.”

He stopped, taking the Stetson off his head and extending his arm towards the pair.

“So can I leave it with the two of you?”

Gil nodded carefully.
“No problem. We could all use something to lift our spirits after this morning - throwing a proper bash sounds like the perfect outlet. I know a few of the Blackjack gang are already hyping it up-” he paused here to give Calliope a playful elbow to the ribs, receiving only groans from her and Jim both in response - “and I can imagine everyone else probably is too.”

He took Jim’s hand and gave it a firm shake, releasing it before turning his head to look at Calliope.
“The guys are easy - no cummerbunds and an open bar - but I know the ladies like to splash out. Any early thoughts? Hell, anything you personally reckon is a non-negotiable? As good a place to start as any.”

Calliope was happy to see Gil so interested in this, horrible jokes aside. Now Calli hadn’t wanted to provide the Foundation any modicum of respect, but Tad pointed out that this wasn’t about the Foundation. It was about the students. It was about Blackjack and Firebird and all the other teams. This meant the dance itself would be a night to unwind from the stress and to let loose. And with the dress code being lifted, it also meant going all out.

“First, stock the women’s restrooms with essentials and no, not just tampons. I’m talking perfume spray, breath mints, and you may not want to hear this, but some condoms wouldn’t go amiss either. Second, the ladies will probably wear heels but that gets tiring so make sure there’s a nice mix of slow and fast songs and comfortable chairs. Lastly, we are going to want to remember the night so add in either a photographer or a photo booth. It’s kitschy.” Calli glanced at Gil, seeing if he agreed with her assessment. She had other factors to consider also. Ways to ensure people got back to their dorms safely, little appetizers and hors d'oeuvres to ensure their energies were high, and allowing the romance of the night without “saving room for Jesus” chaperones interfering. But she kept those quiet for now. She would make sure that part of the dance was nice.

Gil nodded sagely as Calliope carried on, one hand on his chin and the other across his chest. She was ever-so practical with it, but while it was all stuff he hadn’t had the presence of mind to even consider, he couldn’t say he was surprised by any of the suggestions. Calliope was easily the most sensible of the team - aside from Harper, maybe, though even she had her sillier moments too - and with her planning starting at these kind of essentials, it was little wonder she was the unofficial Team Mom.
“Sound suggestions.” He said as Calliope looked his way, and he suddenly felt like he’d be very much playing a supporting role in this two-person social committee. Not that he minded - his ‘non-negotiables’ were booze, enough room to dance, and not having to wear a tie. The rest, to him, was all very flexible. “Food and drink to consider…set menu or buffet? At least the venue’s sorted. Some kind of entrance-way with a photo-op? Bring the red-carpet experience to P.R.C.U., although I can personally say it can be a little underwhelming. Theme, too, if we want to steer it in a certain direction…”

He paused for thought, racking his brain for something elegant-but-fun. This wasn’t - didn’t need to be - a high-class endeavor, and he shuddered thinking of some of the more stuffy galas and after-parties he’d attended; but it definitely needed to be more ‘ballroom’ than ‘prom’.
“What did you girls come up with for the Trials? Can we link the two? Between that and the dance, this is the academy’s big ‘this is us’ personality stamp. We splash out, we can show the Foundation they or their threats have not cowed us.”

Calliope thought on it. While she was proud of her and the other’s work on the Trials, she didn’t necessarily think the theme worked for a dance. “The theme we went with was “Young Adult Renegades” or rather close to it. Basically we combined The Hunger Games, Divergent, and Maze Runner into one Trial. I do not know if that will translate to the dance. Plus, I am sure everyone would appreciate something different. What if we do make it a Hollywood theme though? Like you said, roll out the red carpet, hire some paparazzi to take pictures, maybe even ask the students to vote on different categories like Best Dressed or Best Smile and present little awards?”

“Like night-out-at-the-oscars kind of theme? It’s a little close to home, but…yeah, I can dig that.”

Jim regarded the pair with a warm smile, pleased that they’d both taken on the task with grace and eagerness.
“Sounds like y’all have this sewn up like a button already. I’ll leave y’all to your brain-storming - but don’t be forgettin’ about the trials! Hard work first - hard play later.” He winked, and the three returned to the campsite; Gil and Calliope returned to their seats, while Jim said goodbyes to Tad and Jessica, and made his way back to the campus proper.




Calliope had started to make her way to the campfire, but stopped short. Jim's words echoed in her mind. Hard work first, hard play later. She knew he meant it in a "do your chores first before you play games" bit, but she decided she had earned some play first. So instead, she made her way to the tent she was sharing with Banjo and went in.

As she closed the tent back up, she looked around the shared space. Nodding to herself she undressed and folded her clothes near her pack. She had prepared for this but she was unsure if she would follow through. However, her conversation with Mei and Harper, as well as how everyone seemed to be slowly coming back together, made her realize she needed to enjoy the moments in-between.

She grabbed the lace number she brought with her and changed into it. The way the fabric felt against her skin was enjoyable and she knew a certain someone would enjoy it also. She moved her sleeping bag closer to his. She wished she brought champagne or flowers or something, but even if she did, she knew Banjo wasn't the type to expect such a thing. Just her was enough. Just him was enough.

So she got comfortable and laid down on her pack, waiting for the man she loved to enter so she can enjoy this moment.



Peregrine Mayfield




Location: Mansion
Skills: N/A
Fit Of The Day



Both Mira and Max went on to explain who the new people were and what their deal was. It was a lot of information to take in and process and Perry wished she had some comfy slippers on and some popcorn during this documentary, but at least she understood a bit more now. The whole Lexicon of stuff that happened to this team before she came to this mansion was lengthy.

"Thanks for the TL;DR. I'll make sure to update the Wiki so I don't get lost again. Be that as it may, I agree that whatever drama is about to unfold will most likely be relayed to all of us and clearly it would be an 'all hands on deck' notice, so I suggest we enjoy ourselves before we are more than likely pulled into another deadly mission. I wish the universe would time these things better."


Location: New York City, First Floor
Skills: N/A





Verity was curious by nature. It could be argued that she just wanted things in order and the unknown was as close to chaos as she liked, but really she as fascinated by things that could not be fully explained. In this instance, as she got near the camera operator and he showed her the film, a moving body bag was the mystery.

Verity felt a cold sweat. No, bodies that were in those body bags for transport did not just sit up and move around. That was kind of their purpose; the body being dead and all. Could it be they got it wrong and the person maybe appeared dead but started moving again? "No that's not normal. Someone should let them know that person's alive, right?" Verity didn't know the reason for there being a body, but perhaps it was an accident. That would explain it.

All other explanations were terrifying to admit.
Sabine Bassard

Location: The Gym - Simulation
Fit of the Day: Gym Outfit
Skills: Memory Manipulation





There they stood, face-to-face with the...dinosaur? Turtle? She never knew what Bowser was. The last time she saw the baddie was when he was riding around on a little cart on Rainbow Road, but instead he stood in front of them, blocking their progress. Gideon was on about a princess despite her standing right there. "I believe she is in the castle behind him. You know 'you're princess is in another castle' or something like that?"

Sabine didn't have much video game knowledge, but she knew this at least. In this instance of the game it was your classic Mario. Get behind Bowser, hit the axe, the bridge falls and Bowser with it, victory. Getting to the axe was another matter entirely. But she had a trick up her sleeve. One she utilized, glitching Bowser out. Once she saw the baddie was pixel-y and not moving, she ran forward. "I'm going for the axe! Be careful!"

She made it safely past him and saw her goal. She tried once to knock it, but the axe stood still. She tried again to no avail. Eventually her glitch opted out, but Dorian was trying his best to control it. She finally hit it with enough force to send it down, knocking the bridge out.

What she had not anticipated was Gideon and Mary Sue both still being on it. Try as he might, Dorian wasn't able to get either of them as they fell to the lava below. If she recalled correctly, they still had some lives maybe. "Sorry! But this is a video game, surely there's a way to pick up more lives." At least they had won? Shallow victories were still victories.


Peregrine Mayfield




Location: Mansion
Skills: N/A
Fit Of The Day



Before they could go off on their arguably fantastic adventure in the Danger Room, a rough booming voice sounded throughout the mansion calling for Lance. Thankfully, it seemed some of them knew who it was. Max especially, who went off on some ramble that Perry had difficulty following. She had heard of Runa before, mainly because of her relationship with Lance, but even then she was still a mystery. Time travel was tricky in the best of times and Perry didn't have the mental fortitude or the ice cream to back up any attempt at getting through it.

She, along with the others, noticed someone else walking to the Library. Perry looked over to Jaclyn, wondering if she was going to speak up and admit she was as confused as Perry was, but she hadn't. "I'll take one for the team, I guess. Hi, name's Perry and I have no idea who or what the two of you are talking about. Mind filling the newbs of the house in on this before we make any decision because, I'll admit, I am biased and seeing as I do not know what is going on and why they feel the need to shout the house down, but I would rather still play Clue at this moment, but if they are here on important business and you can highlight in a few seconds why I should care, I am happy to go along with that plan."


Location: New York City, First Floor
Skills: N/A





Verity waved off the tow truck drivers as she watched the scene in front of her unfold. She prided herself on being able to see things for what they were even when others tried so desperately to hide the truth and this was no different. Police and ambulance, reporters, the whole shabang. This was something bad. Based on what she noticed, people were dead and being brought into the ambulances.

Her eyes gazed over one of the bodies as it was being put in the ambulance. Just as the paramedic was closing the door, the body moved inside. Verity did a double-take. Surely the body was...dead. Wasn't it?

She saw the camera operator filming and, just like her, looked confused. Verity stepped outside of her building and made her way over to the camera operator to see if she could catch a glimpse of his film. She had to be wrong.
Calliope set foot in the office waiting area. The familiarity of it was a comfort in a way. Gladys sat at the reception desk, her computer screen reflecting off of her glasses to show she was doing today's Wordle rather than her actual job. That was a comfort also.

Calliope cleared her throat and Gladys looked up. "Oh, Calliope. I am so sorry. Lost in my own thoughts. Maybe my husband is right. Here for your appointment?" Calliope nodded and Gladys gave her a warm smile before pressing the intercom button. "Dr. Trinh? Ms. de Leon is here to see you." Calliope took a seat to wait, but the door opened quickly. An asian woman in her early 50's stepped out. "Calliope. Nice to see you. Please." Dr. Trinh gestured to her office and Calliope walked in.

Calliope took a seat on the larger couch while Dr. Trinh sat in one of the single chairs nearby. She had her clipboard in front of her, but it was more there for show. Early on in their work together, Calliope had made it known she didn't like seeing her therapist write notes directly in front of her. It made it feel clinical or like she was just another figure. So Dr. Trinh obliged her.

"So it's been a little under three weeks since we last saw each other. If you remember, we discussed trauma and its impact on present-day symptoms. Tell me, how have your panic attacks been?" Calliope clenched her fist without thinking before she remembered and unclenched it, allowing her muscles to relax. "Better. I haven't had a full episode for more than two months. Some anxiety has shown up, but nothing to lead to a panic attack." Dr. Trinh nodded. "That's good. You know the difference between anxiety and panic attacks, correct? We discussed that?"

"Anxiety attacks have no known cause to them whereas panic attacks have a known reason."

"Very good. Have any of your triggers shown up since?"

Calliope closed her eyes. Her triggers were varied, but so far she had managed to keep them at bay. "No, none. I haven't spoken to my parents in years now. And I have a good support system."

Dr. Trinh gave a small smile. "Ah yes. Your team at the school you attend. Blackjack was it? And I believe we discussed a certain young man who you've been seeing for..." She checked her notes, "Going on 5 years now. Impressive. How is all that going?"

"I feel like I belong with Blackjack. Even those I do not know very well have a part to play. And Andrew. Well he's been a rock for me. Two messed up people with messed up pasts who found each other and didn't let go. Before you ask, he knows about all of it."

"I take it he is a Hyperhuman also? Is it mutual support or do you feel you put more into the relationship than you get out. And as a reminder, if you do feel that way, it's not necessarily a bad thing."

"At first, I felt there were times I cared more, but then I felt guilty. After all, our relationship started off as a lie. I wanted something to get revenge on my father and what better way than a man who my father would probably die knowing I had been with. And a Hyperhuman like myself? But it grew more. I felt like I was being seen, not as a Senator's daughter or some Hyperhuman freakshow, but as Calliope. And ever since then he has gone above and beyond to show he cares. Sometimes I think he's too good for me and then he does some fucked up thing or says something to someone and pushes buttons and I'm reminded he's a weirdo. But he's my weirdo."

Dr. Trinh smiled more this time. "You deserve happiness Calliope, even if some days it feels like you don't. There will be moments when it seems life is throwing nonstop hurdles in front of you. Remember that even little steps towards progress is still progress. Now, let's do a free thought activity. Say the first thing that comes to your mind."

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Location: Southern Plateau - Pacific Royal Campus
Welcome Home #1.70: Set The World Ablaze
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Interaction(s): Banjo (@Hound55), Mei (@Garden Gnome), Harper (@Qia)
Previously: Fractured


The drive to the Tria set-up was quiet. She felt bad not speaking to Banjo, but she knew she needed time to cool off. And he at least respected that much. Still, he was a comfort. The others were in various stages of unrest or worry or downright refusal that this was happening.

Once at the Southern Plateau, they got out and began getting set up. She stayed near Banjo, not really willing to be alone just yet. Rory had all but shot out of the Minotaur like a rocket.

"Geez, he's like a bloody kelpie, ain't he? Where's he off to?"

Before Calliope could even begin to hypothesize as to Rory's intentions, Rory had taken a tent. She assumed he was getting his own set up, but apparently not.

"Yo, lovebirds... picked out a nice spot for ya. Try not to keep us up all night!"

Calliope felt her cheeks burn. It wasn't like it was a secret that her and Banjo were intimate, hell she had just said she wanted to start a family with him, but to have it so loudly broadcasted was not ideal. Still, should she be surprised that Rory opened his mouth and put his foot in?

"Y'know, this is what happens when you let these drongos know we might be interested in startin' a family together..."

"We might?" Calli had noted that Banjo had not stated one way or the other if he was actually interested in a family. In hindsight, it probably should have been a conversation they had at the beginning when things began getting serious, but perhaps it was her naivete that pushed her belief that he would want a family also. She wanted one because hers was so rotten growing up. She wanted to bring children into the world and shower them with love and acceptance for whoever they were. She assumed Banjo would want the same, but his was a hard life also. The world was difficult at the best of times.

"We might."

"If anyone knows how garbage family can be - someone who's actually gunna be driven to do it right. It's you and me, hun. No half measures. Thing about startin' my own solo practice, I'd be able to control my own hours. When it comes time. It's time. Shutter it short-term. Hell, I could probably get JP Qual or the equivalent and work as a notary public from home lookin' after the little tackers. Have pimple faced teens come in lookin' for me to sign stat decs so they can get work."

It warmed her heart that he had considered this and was willing to step up. She didn't want to put her career first while her kids existed. In a perfect world she would have an established career that allowed her the time to be a mom when she needed to be. Showing up to her children's school functions, taking part in PTA stuff, talking to her children when they had questions about life or wanted to talk about their crushes or when she would need to console them when they had their heart broken. She wanted all of it.

"You wouldn't get bored?"

"Oh, I'd go absolutely barmy." He grinned. "But I'd do it. Our kids would be so sick of dear old Dad they'd be beggin' me to stay out of their lives."

"I'm not going to be one of those moms that works too much either though. We're both in."

"But anyway, speakin' of the kids..."

Sure enough, their other "children" had all gotten out and went to their respective areas. Calliope had admittedly started to feel better about everything. So much so that when Rory spoke up. "So, Barnes... you want to sleep together tonight?"

"God, they really are like our children, aren't they?" She shook her head and left Rory and Haven to deal with whatever the hell was going on there. She walked up to Tad to find out what she would be doing.

"Calliope, Robert has you along with Harper and Mei taking care of the inner theatrics. Basically setting the tone of the Trials look nice with a theme and programming in the puzzles and obstacles for the freshmen to overcome. Based on the last few years, I think that fits squarely in your wheelhouse."

"I should be able to scrounge something nice." She tried to hide her contempt but she knew her tone didn't match her words. She was expected to make something nice for the school not letting her have a degree?

"Tone aside, I can understand being upset regarding recent events. Still, the Trials are happening whether you graduate at the end of the year or not, so why not make it something to be remembered by? Let's try to start the new students on a positive note and leave them wanting more. I'd hate to see you not only regretting but wasting your potential by not giving this a sincere try."

Calliope thought about it and knew he was right. It wouldn't serve her or anyone if the students got punished because she had a chip on her shoulder. "I hadn't thought of that. I'll get right on it." She turned, leaving Tad to dole out the others before she went in. She began brainstorming ideas but she wanted to wait for Mei and Harper to join.

Sure enough, the two girls appeared. "Hello team. Ready to brainstorm theme ideas?"


Peregrine Mayfield




Location: Mansion
Skills: N/A
Fit Of The Day



Perry hadn't thought about using the Danger Room for anything other than training. Hell, it was in the name. Danger Room. Still, Max had a good idea. Playing a board game in a virtual reality room would be fun and good for bonding. And maybe then Mira would like board games. "Sounds like a win-win-win to me. Let's get it going then!"

They could still have a movie night later on then as Max said. She would have to pick a good one. Did she go terribly hilarious or one of the prizes of cinema? After everything she figured they could use a night to laugh and relax so bad movie it was. So many choices there. Perhaps she could rope the others into getting snacks so they could have the full movie-viewing experience?

That could be decided later. For now, she needed to get her sleuth on.
Sabine Bassard

Location: The Gym - Simulation
Fit of the Day: Gym Outfit
Skills: N/A





Sabine had to admit, she didn't think her plan would work, but perhaps it worked too well. She saw the glitches and the world melt away briefly, but everyone else left save for a few. She was happy to see Dorian remain, but the others, not so much. If for no other reason than Mary Sue seemed incapable of being useful and Gideon seemed TOO into this.

"Didn't the others mention that Zari wasn't with us? Perhaps she's the princess in the castle?" It seemed just as likely as anything else in this world. She tried to call upon her Mario knowledge. If it was a castle, that means Bowser was in it. Hopefully it would be like the games and be a simple dodge and move, but who knows if Arcade made anything to hinder them further.

"You all probably know more about these games than I do, so take the lead. It seems I am able to manipulate the game's memory if need be. Hopefully there are no surprises." But she stayed at the ready.


Location: New York City, First Floor
Skills: N/A





Verity looked over at Flynn, sure there was more going on, but she also had a busy rest of the day. "No, that'll be all. Thank you for the speedy service." She accepted the address and turned to get back on the elevator.

But something gnawed at her. She couldn't leave well enough alone. She moved towards the window, hoping to get a better look at what was going on. She didn't want to be seen if she could help it, though she supposed it didn't matter. Either way, she shot a quick text to Trudy to hold the fort down for a few minutes.

Police were involved it seemed. This had to be bad. And if it was bad it was juicy. And juicy equaled ratings.
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