Ah. well, fair enough.
I hope you get the other job. I will send good thoughts your way and keep my fingers crossed.

Thanks, cause all my good thoughts and crossed fingers are with you at the minute

awww. c: <y sweet Jay.
I am ferociously tired.... had a good yesterday with the girls. c:

I'm glad yesterday was a good one :)

It was indeed.
How is the Jay today?

Looking forward to date night

Yay dates! :"3
Hubby and I have started a tradition. Weekend Breakfasts out at a restaurant while doing crosswords together. <3

My mom and dad used to do the crossword every day together

its fun. c: I love having that bit of time with him where its just us.

This site has been so PMSy lately... this is the first time I've been able to get on in days.....
Bane, I promise I will reply to our stuff soon. <3

Eh, I figure it's just updates or bugs

must be. Been a while since Mahz has done much.

I miss the old forum

meeeeeee tooo... ><
I think I just got an old rp friend to join, and I felt bad suggesting the site. "Oh, its a great site! ..or, it used to be... its kind of a sad shell of its last form.... but... it might have potential.... i'm barely active on it.. but join anyway!"
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Meh. It'll grow and get better, I hope. And if it falls again, I'll stick to my other site, I s'pose.

I don't really go anywhere else if I'm honest- that might be through lack of time and effort to sign up anywhere. Having said this, I don't even RP anymore I'm just here for the conversation when it's here

And.... It's dead. Just like me really, work is killing me off I'm so tired -_-

*offers Jay a hug* Sorry to hear that...

I'm back, bitches. *flexes*
Quite the interesting few days.

Friday, for the surgery, I opted for Spinal Anesthetic, which hurt like a bitch. Quack doctors shot me up around my spine. Lost all feeling in my legs. Almost wanted to cry in frustration when I couldn't flex my legs.
Halfway through the procedure, I started to wake up. I heard the doctors comment that I must be a redhead. [I guess redheads are harder to keep knocked out, and have a high resistance to drugs]. I remember muttering "I'm not a redhead" and one of them told me "Go back to sleep" and I said "Okay." And passed back out.
They're still not convinced I'm not a redhead. XD

Can move fairly well. Minimal pain. Today the bandages come off and I'm terrified. ><

Hahaha Cara you are legendary!! I love you :D :P

Hey Bane how are you?

XD bane says I'm a 'hard-ass'

Omg, last night was great. Bandages were supposed to come off. Dressing changed. Things like that. Painful stuff, right? Hostpial called to do a follow-up, asked about pain, if I had done the bandages, and, when I explained that I hadn't but my husband would later, I was told he was briefed on how to do it and he had been clean bandages.
Turns out, no. He was not given bandages. And when he sat down and looked at what he was supposed to do, he had no idea. Couldn't reach the APU, so we were like 'well, fuck.'

So I kid you not, after ranting on the wives page I'm on, one of the wives I have never met before came over and changed the dressings for me. She used to be an EMT. Literally, she showed up, lay my down, and pulled this mass amount of surgical tape off my ass and helped me out and showed my husband how to do it. XD
She was all "If we're not BFFs after this, I don't know what to think."
It was hilarious.

She also took a picture of the incision for me. Its gnarly looking.

That's committed right there- she is 100% someone you can rely on for anything and you need to keep her somehow