I can't begin to tell you how it started, and I can't tell you how I happened to survive this long, contribute it to luck, skill, being in the right place at the right time, believe whatever you want that's what I say. But its been over four years since this hellish disease hit, I can't tell you where it started because honestly I don't even know or even remember when I first heard the reports. I guess thats the price of trying to survive for four years solid, you never remember the truly important things, or to me forget the stuff that does not really make a difference anymore. Some might argue that its important to remember these things, but honestly I don't give a shit anymore, I have seen so much death and killing, and some truly terrible acts, its just not something I even care to remember because I can't forget the terrible things that this world has forced me to do. Besides anyone who lives this long usually won't care about such things. usually the ones who survive this long as just shells of their former selves, forsaking their humanity, because one truth we can't avoid is that the less humanity you have the longer you will live. You know what? Why am I even bothering to say this to you now? Why do I ever bother to leave something behind when I know that no one will ever find it, and even if they do they won't give a shit. Screw it, when it comes down to it, the world is screwed and there is nothing we can do to stop it. There is no hope anymore, there is no such thing as coming back from this, this has gone on too long, and too many people have died because of it. I am not ever sure anymore if there is enough of the living left to even attempt to bring the world back to the way it was... No... the world will never be the same even if their was hope.
The world is wracked by nothing but desperation now, survivors scattered across miles of Walker infested lands. Desperate for food and clean water and a safe place to stay that will never be found. If there is a God, then this is a punishment, a punishment for all the sins we have committed in our lives, there is no other way to justify these events, all this death. This is our end game, this is our extinction, and it wasn't caused by polar ice caps melting, or green house effect, or a world wide global devastation of nuclear devices, but by these god damn lifeless corpses that refuse to die. I can't take this anymore to be honest, maybe once upon a time I had a reason to live, but you know what I had to shoot them in the head because I failed to protect them. An I went this long only because I thought that maybe this would be my punishment for failing them. But you know what, no punishment is worth this, no punishment should be like this, Iv come to the end of my road, and if there is a god out there watching and listening to my words now... I hope that I am forgiven for what I am about to do.
I can't keep living a lie anymore, I can't keep fooling myself into believe there is reason for my still being alive, everyday I breath I see their innocent faces and I see the glazed look in their eyes, and I see the gun I used to kill them, an... an... I can't do it. These will be my last words ever spoken on this planet, and I hope that if anyone ever find this journal that they are living in a world that is no longer infested with this hellish disease, living in a world with no more fear of death. I am sorry Anna my wife, I am sorry Dylan my son, I am sorry that I failed you and that it took this long to realize that I don't belong here anymore. This is my last entry, and these are my very last words..... God help us all...
† Hello and Welcome to The Walking Dead: Desperation my newest spin off roleplay of Walking Dead.†
Lets get some general info in and out of the way so we can get down to some serious roleplaying here. First and foremost as stated above it has now been four years solid of grueling survival against these living dead atrocity's. The stakes are high and more and more people are dieing everyday because of it. Desperation is very rampant as supplies are dwindling and ammunition is becoming more and more scarce to fight the Walking Dead. You of course are one of the few survivors left who are trying to survive for whatever reason that you find most dear to you. This particular spin off roleplay will be taking place deep in Southern Louisiana, particularly around a small town named Jordan Hill population in the real world being 211 people. In this roleplay you will be making all the decisions on who and what you are going to be, and the way you treat others and portray yourself will be the determination of how long you survive. Will you band together or will you refuse to work with others? Will you help people or will you try to kill them? Have you forsaken yourself or do you hold onto your humanity, this is all for you to decide as you enter Walking Dead: Desperation.
† Rules †
1. No god modding period, I do not like this action and a lot of other people don't either. Get permission first from the owner of the character or you will be in trouble.
2. No mary or gary sues
3. Only original characters, there are no canon characters from the show, and def no look like or personality alikes period.
4. There will be realism in this roleplay, you are not god or can you take on a horde of Walkers alone, take into account your actions in your posts.
5. No OP characters period. I don't tolerate this, were all human.
6. This is a free-Casual type roleplay so keep one liners to a minimum, being this is free I won't take them out all together but put effort into your posts.
7. What I say goes, I am an easy going guy and if you want to have discussions im down for it. But don't outright disrespect me or other players in the RP this is a quick way to be kicked out.
8. Have fun, I know my rules make me look strict but I am truly not unless I have to be. Respect the rules and never a problem will we ever have.
† Character Biography †
Theme song: (Optional)
Name:
Nickname:
Age: (15+)
Gender:
Appearance: (Picture with small description)
Personality:
Occupation before: (what did you do for a living)
Weapons: (Keep it real no ST Launchers, no RPG's, if your edgy about something ask an ill tell you if its okay)
Equipment: (Got food? Cigarettes? Kevlar? put it here)
Skills: (Tow major skills, one minor for example Martial artist, Small arms expert, Lockpicker)
History: (Does not have to be indepth just tell us how you got to where you are now)
Other: (Anything else not covered)
† Character List †
Raikage / Leonardo Stroza Moretti / 44 / Male / Alive
HollywoodMole / Alistair Blemtu / 17 / Male / Alive
User / Charles Rishardson / 38 / Male / Alive
SolameLike / Stephanie White / 18 / Male / Alive
Nuttynad / Nadia / 17 / Female / Alive
Darkshark / John Blacksmith / 31 / Male / Alive
He is 5'9 1/2,is healthy and not muscular.(Sounds like a dating profile :p)
