Nat, I know we aren't close and never talked socially, but I mean this from the bottom of my heart, I am so sorry for what happened to you and your family. No one should ever have to lose their parents, not when there were still so many years. I sincerely feel numb, there's never words for something like this. I hope whatever comforts your family and friends can provide can assure you that you aren't alone, and you will all be strong enough to make it through this. I don't know what you believe, but so long as you never forget who your father was, he'll never truly be gone. He'll be with you through all of life's milestones. Just never forget that whatever was left unsaid or undone, you were his son and the proudest moment of his life. Be strong.