I have been roleplaying for well over 6 years now and while I have been on a hiatus for more than a year I am eager to get back into the game and rekindle my creativity and love for writing. My writing usually consist of anywhere from 400 to over 1,000 words per post, simply depending on my inspiration levels and how much my partner has given me to work with. It is also very discouraging for me to put an immense amount of work into my post and receive little effort in return. I am open to both males and females, though from experience I ask that if you are looking for a f x f story please have a plot in mind, I do not wish to roleplay pure smut. (that goes as a general rule as well)
I tend to play female main characters, though not out of inability to play males but simply because I have more fun playing them. I also enjoy implementing an array of side characters and oppositions. So while I may focus singularly upon my main character for a while (which I tend to like to do while I am forming and chipping away at their personality) it doesn't mean we wont have plenty going on. A lot of the time I enjoy playing a very feminine and reserved type character. Do. not. assume they are weak or boring or single minded or that they will always be this way. There is nothing that upsets me more than someone telling me they hate feminine characters because they think they're weak. I love obliterating that stigma. I value character development above all else and it is very important to me to play characters that are complex and often times entirely different inwardly than they present themselves. Watching my characters transform into something new based on the situations they have been forced to overcome is absolutely one of my favorite parts of roleplaying along with watching them endure and adapt to the trials we force them through.
I hope to find partners who hold these same values.
- First and foremost; mature themes and maturity - Please be 18+. This means heavy violence, blood, gore, abuse, cursing, intimacy, drugs, alcohol, and simply whatever else the situation may call for will most likely be present throughout our story. I enjoy themes that delve into the darkness of whatever world we are in and gritty, emotional plots bring me the most satisfaction. I like to apply a heavy dose of realism to my stories, even while in a fantastical universe. I love terrible and bleak things.
- Take care in your writing. Take your time and pay attention to detail. I crave detail and immersion in my stories so it does not bother me having to wait for a beautiful, thought-out post, so never feel the need to rush. Literacy, grammar, punctuation are all very important.
- Openness. I am a very open writer with few limits of my own, the more taboo the better in my opinion. I ask that you be open as well, though if you have hard limits please enlighten me so that I know where to toe the line. I will not fade to black, since I am someone who adores raw/emotional scenes.
- Communication is a must. It is so crucial that we can be open with one another. I want to be able to build and create a world that we will both enjoy and it's very important we mesh and feel comfortable enough to speak up when we want something or want things to change.
- Please let me know when you will be away for an extended amount of time. I will afford you the same courtesy.
- *Patience and understanding.I have a very busy life and deal with migraines daily. Sometimes I can't post every day and sometimes it will take me even longer, but sometimes I will post multiple times a day to make up for my absence. I need you to be willing to work with me and keep me motivated. I also need you to not make me feel pressured for being away. Sometimes life gets the best of me and I get stressed very easily, so as long as we are on terms where you understand my absence may feel long but I will never just abandon.*
- Character specifics. I am not a horribly picky person and I by no means wish to dictate your character, but as someone who adores romance (even the dysfunctional kind) I do have a preference when it comes to men (I saw men specifically because I love all women and each one is an ethereal goddess) Age difference is also big one, I prefer playing younger characters (between 18-22, though some medieval based stories may call for younger) and I prefer that your character be at least a decade older than my own. I also really adore size differences and tall men. I prefer playing female in both f x f and f x m stories.
- Do you have a favorite plant? Put your most beloved one somewhere in your message so I know you have read and paid attention to the rules. (If this is ignored, you will be as well)
- I promise I am friendly, I just tend to be strict when it comes to rules, seeing as some people skip straight to pairings and ignore the rest. All roleplays will be conducted over PM (unless you can convince me to go off-site) so please do not comment on this thread. I wish to leave it for myself to post updates and the like. Please do not be afraid to send a message my way. Even if I am not accepting at the moment I still enjoy meeting new people and waiting until I have more room for another.
Please note it is very hard to convince me to play canon.
I normally don't feel comfortable playing pre-established characters and I feel it constricts my creativity greatly.
Though if you enjoy it, by all means play canon. ❤
That being said, there are several universes I would love to play in.
These include, but are not limited to:
Skyrim (TES)
Game of Thrones
FireFly
The Last of Us
The Walking Dead
Joel (tlou)
Tywin Lannister (GoT)
(I have ideas for both of these.)
Miraak (Skyrim)
Borkul The Beast (Skyrim)
Medieval /fantasy
Post Apocalypse
Dystopia
Limited sci-fi / futuristic
(I have no experience in the genre but I am obsessed with Firefly so I would love to give this a try)
Vikings
Older Knight x Princess
Queen's Guard/Advisor x Young Queen
Soldier x Civilian
Orc (TES) x Human
Dragon x Princess
Mercenary x Ward