A man. A man who he held in high regards, who he had sent to speak to the king of Plegia. Kill him if he wanted to. A man who he had seen cut down strong warriors as if he were slicing a cake. And yet, he had failed.
Darrian was pissed as fuck.
Everyone knew it. From the way that he sat atop his horse, tense and fuming, to his angry, blue gaze watching the horizon. His teeth worked behind a thin layer of stubble [as he had forgotten to shave that morning] and his brow was angled downwards. His men, a fleet of pegasi riders and archers, glanced nervously amongst one another. They knew that they shouldn’t speak to Darrian. They knew that if they did, they would suffer his wrath. They had seen one of their men cut down already when he simply went up to the Exalt to give him a simple report. A word had escaped his lips, and then his head went flying. His men were confused as to why Darrian did not yell or screech at Xanxus as much as he did to him, but Darrian was smart. Xanxus was- to say the least –stronger than him. He had seen him in battle.
Morningstar huffed impatiently as horse and rider rode up a sand dune. Darrian wanted to see if there was anything worth looking at in this hell hole. It was hot, so very hot. But that did not make Darrian strip his colors. No, he wore the tunic, the leather boots, the trousers, and the long, wool cloak of blue-gray. Others wore looser clothing, ones of light colors and thin fabric. He believed that taking off his Exalt garments would prove that he was weak and doing so would throw his namesake into the dust. His blue eyes rested on the horizon once more, watching the sun sink in the pale yellow sea and turning the vivid azure sky into a burst of wine red. No clouds spotted the sky, yet wind blew his hair back and slipped sand into his eyes. He rubbed at them, grumbling a curse. I would have Xanxus hung when we get back to Ylisse, but that would be very foolish of me.
”Any sign of other civilzations?” he called to a flying Pegasi knight. The male rider looked down at him and frowned.
“No, milord. Mayhaps there is one beyond those dunes over there. I wouldn’t expect it to be a large town, maybe a few wooden buildings in the midst of the sands.”
Darrian, who was exasperated to begin with, huffed loudly. Great. Just great. ”Xanxus!” he barked, voice hoarse. Maybe he was in a bad mood because he had drunk too much. Maybe he was in a bad mood because all there was to eat were some rattlesnakes and lizards and a stray desert dwelling cat. Maybe it was because he was still pissed off with Xanxus. Or maybe all three? ”Get your ass up here.” he lowered his voice then, looking around for the black haired elite soldier. He was at the head of the group, as always. He needed someone to talk to to calm his nerves. Even if it was the man that he wished he could kill.
Lumara hiccuped as she staggered into the camp, flushed as she leant on her lance and took another swig of whiskey from one of her many flasks. It was warm, but that was the way she liked it. It would still get her drunk. She loved being drunk. The feeling of flying through the air as if she were a wyvern herself. And the mystery of lying with different men. Of course, then came the hangovers and the pregnancy scares when her blood didn’t come in time. It was then that she was no longer the fun loving Lumara that everyone knew. No, she became dark. Aggressive even. One mustn’t stand in the way of her then, oh no. She would become as vicious as Grima itself, roaring and threatening to destroy every male she every slept with. And of course, that would be almost every male she met. Which wouldn’t be good for the population in the long run, but who cared?
Caius panted as he walked beside her, the wyvern going ahead and lying on the ground, curling up. He looked much like a rock in the shade of the trees… but it was his eyes and tail that tipped it off. She giggled walking over to him and sitting in the curve of his body. He nestled his head closer to his rider and, nostrils flaring, looked at Tihlas, who had been sitting a foot away. She patted the beast’s nose and narrowed her eyes. She had been guarding him ever since they met. Her eyes were always watching him, seeing what he would do and when. Yet, he seemed to be a fairly simple knight. He didn’t complain as much as she expected. It was then that he asked for a drink.
Oh? This would be fun.
”’ere. It’s rum. Never touched my lips. Some of the good stuff, too.” she pulled off another flask from her belt and threw it at him. A grin curled across her face, and she watched him closely. It had been a while since she had a man. Then again, that had been what, two, three days from then? Yet, Plegian bandits were not good bed partners. Even Lumara had to admit that their brutal ways were almost too much. She sighed, leaning against her wyvern and sipping at her whiskey. ”The night sky sure is pretty, eh, Caius, ol’ pal?”
The wyvern grunted and turned his eyes upward, gazing at the sky as his owner did. Lumara wondered how much he thought beyond that thick wyvern skull of his, but she knew that he was almost too smart for his own good. He knew what bedtime was, he knew what drink was, and he knew what treats were. It was kind of cute, actually. Okay. Very cute. ”Are you going to drink that or not?” she asked the knight sharply, glancing at him with annoyed, emerald eyes. ”Because my liquor is running a bit dry, and I might need that later on. I love drinking you see. I’ve been in rough patches before, and I don’t want to be in one again if I don’t have to.” she was speaking of withdrawal. Alcohol withdrawal. Naga help them if they ever saw Lumara like that.
Talbot continued to strum at his lute as he watched the woman gather firewood and start a fire. A ghost of a smile crossed his lips as he looked up at the sky, fingers still working away at the strings of his lute. Ah, song. How much he loved song. The sound of it, how it lifted his spirits. How it lifted everyone’s spirits. Why that woman ignored his singing and strumming, he didn’t know. Maybe it was the death of Helena? But… he rather not dwell on that. It would just get him angry and confused. And Naga forbid if he ever got like that again. He would become another Shepherd Bandit, another Zaino. And he didn’t want to do that to the archers and the knight and the cavalier and that woman. He sighed and licked his lips, preparing himself for another song.
”A bear there was, a bear, a bear, all black and brown and covered with hair, oh come, they said, oh come to the fair, said he, but I’m a bear, all black and brown and covered with hair!” he sung this upbeat and robust song loudly and with all of his remaining vigor, a smile playing on his lips. He laughed between lines and pauses, and the light never vanished from his eyes. For this was the man that Natalia had loved, and that was the man he would continue to be. ”Oh sweet she was, pure and fair, the maid with honey in her hair, the maid with honey in her hair! The bear smelled the scent in the summer air, the bear, the bear, all black and brown and covered with hair!”
He laughed then, walking over to Vellia and grinning down at her. He sat beside her, even if the heat from the fire was a bit too much for his liking. ”I called for a knight, but you’re a bear, a bear, all black and brown and covered with hair! She kicked and wailed, the maid so fair, but he licked the honey from her hair, her hair, her hair, he licked the honey from her hair! Then she sighed and squealed and kicked the air, she sang: my bear so fair! And off they went, the bear, the bear, and the maiden fair!” he laughed when he finished, shaking his head. It was such a happy song.
”Tell me, woman, don’t you like to sing?” he questioned, continuing to play with his strings as he looked at her. Maybe he should make friends other than Silas.
AMBRA
The first thing she felt was the sensation of being suspended in mid air. Panic struck her heart, and she flailed, only to fall onto the ground. The ground was sandy, as she would have expected if she actually knew where she was. Yet, the fall still hurt. Where was she? She opened her eyes to see blurred images flickering in her vision, and soon, she could make out dried trees and the dark sky. Her head felt it was cleaved in half by an axe. Groaning, she rolled over on her back and ran her hand through her hair, feeling a bandage bound around her head. The act had been done by someone that had no experience in the way of healing.Great. Her head ached more and she ran a hand over her face. "Ugh... what happened?" she questioned, rubbing her eyes. She looked around and saw Zaino and a few other people, ones she didn't know. The bard that was leaning against a tree looked up from lazily strumming his lute.
"You hit your head. It was pretty bad, actually. Blood was spilling everywhere." the man said. "Luckily, the Shepherd Bandit got to you in time. He's over there." he motioned with his head. "He's in pretty bad shape as well. All of that flowery crap you put on him was ruined."
Is he insane? I told him to stay put! Ambra's brow furrowed and she exhaled loudly, standing up and trying to establish her footing. She swayed from side to side, and it was then that she decided that she had to lean on a tree herself. She walked over to him, leaning most of her weight on the trees. "You know, I told you to stay still and let the wounds heal. Now you ripped them all open and they're possibly going to fester. Then it'll hurt ten times as much." she meant to frown at him, but her aggression and disappointment showed up as a childish pout on her lips. "Come on, lean back, I have to do everything over again." she snapped, a bit stressed that she would have to waste more of her herbs. She slowly sank to her knees and began to rummage around in her bag, pulling out the herbs she used on him last time. "Thanks for the bandaging on my head. Though... it could have been done better..."
ZAINO
Another Shepherd, dead.
Another friend, gone.
It wasn't until the next day when Zaino had awakened that he heard the news. Helena, perhaps the only person he moderately knew and could've trusted among these people, had fallen during the previous battle, and the reality of it strung more than any of his wounds. The daughter of the East Khan, his 'nemesis' at birth. How was he able to return to Regna Ferox and break the news to the Khans? Whether or not these people intended on going there, he would go by himself if he had to. Personally, he felt that he was the only person capable of delivering the news, for these people weren't worth his trust; every single one of them. Straying from the small makeshift camp that they had constructed to rest for the night, he drove a fist into the bark of a tree and placed his other hand atop of his forehead, mad at the people but mostly himself for not being able to change things.
"How many more people have to die..." Zaino cursed, resting his forehead against the tree. He didn't care about his wounds, he cared about avenging every single Shepherd and civilian that Xanxus and Ylisse slaughtered in their massacre. If he lost his dominant right arm, he would fight until he lost his left arm, and even then, he would resort to biting if he had to. If I don't have anything to live for, then I'll find something to die for. "Damn it!"
In the midst of his frustration, Zaino briefly wheeled around to see the woman who'd bandaged him the other day before turning back to the bark. So she's awake... great. "My own weakness is why I bleed. My master told me, 'each cut is a lesson, and each scar a reminder.' I'm not your problem."
[b]"I bandaged you because there was a leftover in the room that wasn't ripped up." Zaino continued, the bloodied bandages from his upper legs to his chest covered in blood from the reopened wounds. "Be glad I even gave you a little attention."
AMBRA
Well, someone was in a bad mood.
Why, Ambra didn't know, but in a way, she expected it from that dark haired, dark eyed man that seemed to be reveling in anger. She had caught sight of him punching a poor tree, one that wasn't deserving of said treatment. Her cool colored gaze remained on him as he spoke, knowing that he was just upset. "You are my problem. I'm doing you a favor." she explained to him, setting the lavender to the side as she looked for more herbs. His wounds were ripped more than she expected; the clean bandages she had put on him a few hours before were now soaked in life's liquid. "I'm a healer. I'm not a cleric, of course, but I tend to wounds in the traditional way. Since you are my brother in arms, I have to help you. Maybe not side by side in battle, but after it, when you're weak and bleeding."
This man was stubborn. It seemed that he just wanted to be left alone to die from the looks of it. "I told you to lean back and let me fix you up again. You're giving me a headache. Not that I don't already have one..." she rubbed her head again, wincing at the feeling of her hand brushing against her wound. Owww.
"You've been in a number of problems today, Zaino." she told him. "First, I find myself on the ground with your sword in my face, ready to start a fight. Then, you pass out and I find out you were poisoned. You then fall from a bed in a Plegian inn and have a battle with a spider. And after that you reopen your wounds in battle. You seem to adore trouble, Zaino." she motioned for him to lay down. "How did you get poisoned, by the way?" she questioned as she popped the lavender in her mouth, chewing away. She really did have to get a grinding bowl...
ZAINO
"Brother in arms?" Zaino laughed at the thought, albeit a pained one. Though, it was not of pain from his wounds, but a heartfelt one. A tinge of disgust joined his anxiety, slowly bringing himself to stand upright and turn to Ambra. "I'll tell you how. My 'brother in arms' poisoned me."
Zaino's glare shifted to his feet, balling up a fist as it met the bark of the tree once more, chipping off a piece of its exterior. He backed away from Ambra and leaned against the tree, slowly crumbling to the ground as he allowed his body to give in once again. Deep down, he knew that he shouldn't have been pushing himself too hard, but if he let his guard down for a minute, the same thing would've happened again. Trust was no longer a given, yet, he found himself unable to maintain his hostility any longer. "My brother led the massacre of the Shepherds and I was there for all eight of them. Each and every time, I narrowly escaped with my life."
Zaino paused for a moment, gritting his teeth and his tone shifting into its hateful tune. "Two friends of mine, people I knew for the four years that I've been with the Shepherds, also survived, and we left for Plegia. Before we crossed over the border away from Ylisse, they tried to kill me. They were hired by my brother to assassinate any surviving Shepherds that they could find, and I just so happened to be one of them. I was more wounded than the two of them, so I couldn't stop them as easily. One of them tried to stab me with a dagger, and," he pointed to his side. "That's where this came from."
AMBRA
Ambra watched Zaino. Everything he said stung her heart. But now that he was on the floor, she crawled over to him and set her bag down near his feet. The sound of his voice was almost sad, making her even more depressed than she alrady felt. Taking a chance, she began to pull back his bandages. The wounds were drenched in blood. Her blue eyes flicked back up to his face. His friend poisoned him. That had to be... a horrible feeling. She didn't know what she would do. Biting her lip, she glanced away. "I assure you I will do no such thing to you. I can hardly fight, let alone try to kill you." she told him softly.
"That's a slow poison, meant to make you suffer. Those assassins must have had no heart at all." she glanced down at her newly bloodied hands. "Now tell me something, will you let me tend to your wounds or not?"
ZAINO
Would things have been different, had I said no?
"Whatever," Zaino replied in his own way of accepting. That was about as far as he had wanted to open himself up to others at this point, but as much as he tried to convince himself that it was because he couldn't bring himself to trust anyone, there was something telling him deep down that it was that he didn't want to burden and worry anyone.
Once fixated on his surroundings, Zaino's relaxed eyes met Ambra's eyes one more like the first time they had locked at the inn, though he quickly severed the stare and returned to keeping an eye out on their surroundings in case they were being followed again. He could sense that Ambra wasn't lying to him, and in her voice there was honesty, but it would take more than that to break him. "Go ahead."
AMBRA
A smile crossed her face and she rubbed the chewed up plant onto a rag. She took out another rag and soaked that, beginning to pull the bandages back more. She cleaned them, silent, trying not to make things awkward. Here was an aggressive man, strong, and very upset. She didn't want to disturb him any more. She hummed a quiet tune as she rubbed at the wounds some more, then covering them in the poultice. She hummed a bit more and glanced up at him. "These herbs will ease the pain and keep the wounds from becoming infected. You don't want to be yowling when they're red and swollen." she smiled more.
ZAINO
”Yeah, my mom used to say the same about herbs,” Zaino might have sounded the most non-hostile and casual that he had been since the massacre, smiling warmly at the thought of his mother but quickly replacing it with a blank face. He shut his eyes for a moment from the dreadful headache he had experienced the night before, around an hour after they had departed from the capital. It felt unlike any other average headache he'd ever had before, but it might've just been from putting his body constantly at work and not properly giving it the time to rest. Plus, he hadn't eaten anything or drunken water in days, so that had to be taken into account. ”But I was a kid, so I never understood any of that apothecary work she did.”
Thinking about his mother, Zaino thought back to those simpler times, and there was a memory of the question that had plagued him for years and forced him back into his serious expression as Ambra continued, looking her dead in the eye. ”Where do babies come from? Like, infants?”
AMBRA
It seemed that this very powerful man loved his mother. Ambra felt warm inside as his face changed, happy to know that at least one thing that made him mellow. She continued to tend to his gashes, wiping away the blood until the wound became redder with the force of the rag against skin- she had to make sure that she got all of the clotted blood out -and rubbed in the medicine. "Your mother is an apothecary? Really?" she beamed at the thought. It would have been a huge help if Zaino had learned something from his mother. Then she could have had an aid. "It's really not that hard to understand. You just have to have a good memory with herbs."
When she finished putting the pulp on his wounds, and putting some more snakeweed on the once poisoned wound just in case, she began to wrap bandages around him once again. She continued to hum when suddenly she felt someone stare at her. She glanced up and frowned at Zaino. What..? He asked her a question, but... was he serious? Was this a joke? She flushed, her brow furrowing. "E...excuse me?" she stammered, only growing redder. "... are... a-are you serious? You aren't joking... right?"
ZAINO
"... No?" Zaino tilted his head, confused at Ambra's sheepish reaction to his question. He didn't understand why she had suddenly become embarassed and visibly flustered, his expression unchanged. He thought back to when his mother had said that she would've told him about babies sometime after his seventh birthday, but it never happened in the next three years after he had been sent to his master for apprenticeship. "Why? What's wrong?"
AMBRA
Ambra visibly winced when Zaino said that he indeed wasn't joking. Crap, he isn't pulling my leg?! she thought in shock. She just couldn't believe it. A man taller than her, sharp minded and deadly with a blade... and he possibly still believed in stories of a bird that took wing with a bundle of cloth that held a baby in its beak? She looked at him more, cringing and still red as ever. Gods! Why did he have to ask me-?! "Um... nothing! Nothing is wrong. Having a baby is completely and utterly natural. Let me... regain my bearings and... I'll tell you then."[b] she took a deep breath and exhaled, taking a few moments to reorganize her thoughts.
[B]"Um... okay. There's a man and a woman, okay? The man loves said woman, or he just wants to be with her for fun. The woman also has to love the man or be with him for fun. So, the both of them go to bed. They take off their clothes and..." she coughed, flushing more. "They kiss and hug and touch each other. And then, when they're ready, the woman... I mean, the man... uses what's between his legs and puts it between the woman's legs. And... have you seen how cows do it? Or horses? S-sheesh..." she winced, rubbing the back of her head. "That's basically it. Then months pass and the baby grows in the woman's belly. They get really big. Ummm... then she has to push the baby out from between her legs again. I heard it hurts. A lot. The woman really screams. So..." she looked at him awkwardly. "That's where babies come from."
ZAINO
Zaino, almost like a docile toddler, had rested his head upon his palm and kept his eyes right on Ambra as she answered him, nodding as he felt the last root to his childhood tear apart. He nodded a few times and would occasionally mutter an "Oh" every now and then. Still, even after the entire description, he couldn't see why Ambra was embarassed. "Sounds cool. No wonder why my brother wasn't ever home when I was little."
Zaino looked down briefly, then with a sudden look of realization, looked back up at Ambra with his eyes squinted and backed away again. "You didn't do anything funny to me when I was knocked out last time, did you?"
AMBRA
Ambra watched his expression, surprised that he didn't react as strongly as she expected him to. She was absolutely mortified at what came next however. A question. Not an innocent question like he asked before, but a very dark, messed up one. It was almost as if he wanted to embarrass her more. She huffed, her eyes averting back the ground. "Of course not! What kind of woman do you think I am?!" she told him. "I never even thought of doing such things with another man!" she told him, flushing more. "Not to mention I wouldn't even know what to do! I'd just be laying there like an idiot!"
ZAINO
"Anyway," Zaino sighed, dropping the matter. He placed a hand under Ambra's chin and lifted her head up, turning it to where she had been hit and observing the bloodied bandage. "You need me to re-do this?"
AMBRA
Ambra thought that she was going to faint. With the questions and his touch and all of that, she felt a bit light headed. Coughing, she pulled away and cast her eyes to the ground. "No, it's fine. Good for now, at least." she told him, backing away a bit. "I... think the mage wants people to hunt. I should, because I am good at archery and stuff." and with that, she fled.