I don't like fighting or conflict so when I feel threatened I just try to vanish and hide...>___> *hugs* I'm sorry.
I know you told me that happened but you can't let those losers tell you how "bad" you are. I mean you don't know them at all and they clearly don't know you. They're idiots if they want to insult you because they probably know you're great and wanted to feel better about themselves. Would it help if I made an account and smacked some sense into those idiots? I can totally do that. I could find out where they live to and spam them with Spanish magazines. I just am not good at pep talks and having to pump up people is hard for me because self esteem is an issue for me too. And I hate having to reassure people who are down cause most of the time they're just fishing for compliments and that's annoying to deal with. But you're great. I love you as a writer. You shouldn't let their opinions sully your own. I wish you saw how good of a writer you are in my eyes, you're beautiful and talented and have a kick ass mind. You're super creative and fun and that's why we totally work. But when you doubt yourself, you make me doubt myself-and what we've done. And that's stupid cause we're doing some fantastic, something we both love. The last thing I want to do is be a burden. So when you started to lose faith in your Nine, it freaked me out because it's you and Nine. Two awesome people who are awesome.
And seriously, if you sucked, I'd tell you. The only thing sucking right now is you being bummed out. You shouldn't be bummed out. You should be excited, cause the more you write as someone, the easier it gets. And I want you to have fun. If we're not having fun, what's the point? So I got scared about Nine and Rose because we have barely scratched the surface and I've had epic RPs fall apart and to think ours would be in that pile really upset me. I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend. If you have doubts, you should totally voice them. Just understand that I can kind of take it personally, even though I probably shouldn't. Because at the end of the day, I really can't make you love your writing, I love your writing yes, but it's up to you to get to a point where you can look at a post and see super cool stuff the way I do. That may take time, I don't see why though, but if you need me to be more supportive, I'll try. I just got worried that you'd want to drop your Nine role and I freaked out. And then you got sick and I didn't know and I feel bad. But um back on topic, you shouldn't worry. I know you might cause I worry about my own writing too, but hopefully I can make you worry less or we can have fun and make fun of ourselves. I dunno.
Thank you. Nine sacrificed his life for Rose. She came back and did the same. And then Nine did it again and saved her again and he became a better person with less pain. And it was awesome. While I can't gush the same way about Ten because I can't, I can totally say that Ten loved Rose a lot. And she loved him too. And like Nine, Ten helped Rose grow. Hell, Ten helped Mickey find himself...in another dimension. Thing...erm. And while I don't have an opinion on "meta crisis" Doctor, he loved Rose too and maybe it was for the best. Someone said that maybe "meta crisis" was more dark like Nine so they got a chance to start over and Rose finally had someone who could keep her on solid ground and Rose deserves to be happy and the Doctor (both Nine and Ten) made that happen which is why their romance is so lovely. And why it's a close second to Harry & Hermione. And yeah, I get overly passionate about them too and if we keep going down this path, this thread will probably explode.
So! I'm gonna continue my post for us...if that's okay?
I know you told me that happened but you can't let those losers tell you how "bad" you are. I mean you don't know them at all and they clearly don't know you. They're idiots if they want to insult you because they probably know you're great and wanted to feel better about themselves. Would it help if I made an account and smacked some sense into those idiots? I can totally do that. I could find out where they live to and spam them with Spanish magazines. I just am not good at pep talks and having to pump up people is hard for me because self esteem is an issue for me too. And I hate having to reassure people who are down cause most of the time they're just fishing for compliments and that's annoying to deal with. But you're great. I love you as a writer. You shouldn't let their opinions sully your own. I wish you saw how good of a writer you are in my eyes, you're beautiful and talented and have a kick ass mind. You're super creative and fun and that's why we totally work. But when you doubt yourself, you make me doubt myself-and what we've done. And that's stupid cause we're doing some fantastic, something we both love. The last thing I want to do is be a burden. So when you started to lose faith in your Nine, it freaked me out because it's you and Nine. Two awesome people who are awesome.
And seriously, if you sucked, I'd tell you. The only thing sucking right now is you being bummed out. You shouldn't be bummed out. You should be excited, cause the more you write as someone, the easier it gets. And I want you to have fun. If we're not having fun, what's the point? So I got scared about Nine and Rose because we have barely scratched the surface and I've had epic RPs fall apart and to think ours would be in that pile really upset me. I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend. If you have doubts, you should totally voice them. Just understand that I can kind of take it personally, even though I probably shouldn't. Because at the end of the day, I really can't make you love your writing, I love your writing yes, but it's up to you to get to a point where you can look at a post and see super cool stuff the way I do. That may take time, I don't see why though, but if you need me to be more supportive, I'll try. I just got worried that you'd want to drop your Nine role and I freaked out. And then you got sick and I didn't know and I feel bad. But um back on topic, you shouldn't worry. I know you might cause I worry about my own writing too, but hopefully I can make you worry less or we can have fun and make fun of ourselves. I dunno.
Thank you. Nine sacrificed his life for Rose. She came back and did the same. And then Nine did it again and saved her again and he became a better person with less pain. And it was awesome. While I can't gush the same way about Ten because I can't, I can totally say that Ten loved Rose a lot. And she loved him too. And like Nine, Ten helped Rose grow. Hell, Ten helped Mickey find himself...in another dimension. Thing...erm. And while I don't have an opinion on "meta crisis" Doctor, he loved Rose too and maybe it was for the best. Someone said that maybe "meta crisis" was more dark like Nine so they got a chance to start over and Rose finally had someone who could keep her on solid ground and Rose deserves to be happy and the Doctor (both Nine and Ten) made that happen which is why their romance is so lovely. And why it's a close second to Harry & Hermione. And yeah, I get overly passionate about them too and if we keep going down this path, this thread will probably explode.
So! I'm gonna continue my post for us...if that's okay?
