@Ikthaias, Okay...I love Mikhail, I love the NPCs, and I love this emotional roller coaster of a story. But, I just don't feel it anymore.
Most of my friends are busy or have divergent interests. You and I are the only ones in here, and, well, it feels lonely. Sad to say, I didn't sign up for this, and while I will repeat to myself that I love the story, I just don't want a 1x1 RP - there's a reason the ones I participated in through PM died.
What I'm saying is, I don't like having all the attention focused on me, and this is someone who, to be candid, likes attention saying this.