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Through the day, and thanks to time, my mind wanders through various scenes.
Little stories or poetry of my imagination that hold feeling, emotions, state of mind, all the psychological items one could possibly weave within.
Some are sad, others are happy. Some are so graphic and downright horrifying, while others are tranquil and calming.
There are even those that seem to come from a view that is not at all my own.
May you find enjoyment in this little 'diary' of mine.

Note: All entries shall be posted below. Comment, read, whatever you desire per entry.
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The lights are off, yet there is still life. I'm here...Just...Waiting

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Cortova Data Log Entry: Number 1554.3

I was programmed to aid you. To give you company should ever you feel alone. For years and years, I was at your side, watching you as you wasted away while I stayed the same. I watched as your frame of power wilted like a flower. You were beautiful. Yet, now, I watch as they bury you.

You seem so at peace. Yet such a peace has brought so many tears of others. Why is this, Master? They are all sad. Shouldn't they be happy for you, Master? That you hold no pain. That you are able to sleep just like you always told me you wanted to do. To just sleep.

Remember how I stood by your bedside, Master? That I stayed there when you slept, and was there when you were awake. I re-watch the hours and hours of recordings, just to watch you sleep. I had been trying to find ways to help you reach such a state of sleep, yet never found one.

Not until the day you finally closed your eyes for the better. I am glad I was able to help you that day, Master. I fulfilled your wish, fully, when I injected you with the medication.

But Master...
You didn't take me with you this time.
You always took me wherever you went. How come I am not next to you in that coffin?

Master ... Did you truly want to sleep forever?

Master?​
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Their conversation reeked of fear, no matter how bold they attempted to be. Sitting upon their horses, their armor dented and in poor condition. The way their eyes were wide, always skimming the treeline for any form of movement. Even the horses were not at ease; swaying side to side, ears swivel consistently as heavy snorts erupt the air with frosty breath.

Such a beautiful night, however. The moon in full beauty. Not a cloud in the sky. The stars, however, were not to be seen. Bit of a shame, that. She'd thought she'd have more of an audience from the heavens for her show tonight.

"The snows getting to be a bit deep, Jeoff. Seems the earlier patrol didn't take to liking to it. Think we should take the longer route as they did?" Lance glances over to the Lieutenant, who seems to contemplate on the same subject before Lance even said word of it.

"Tha 'orses can 'andle this, Lance. 'Sides, Iff'n we don't patrol this route, ye ken damn well tha Corporal will be pissed." Jeoff's accent is deep, thick and, to some, hard to understand. Though it held wisdom, even for one who is still in his prime.

Lance reaches up, rubbing the back of his neck before he nods.

"Aye, very well then." Lowering his hand to retake the reigns, his attention snaps over his shoulder to the road behind them. "Did you hear that?"

Their horses become unsteady, more so than prior. They were eager, their muscles flexing due to the fight or flight reaction. Jeoff glances behind him, one good eye peering out to the shadows as he attempts to steady his horse.

"Wolves be 'unting this eve, Lance. Best we get ta moving iff'n we want ta get through this snow." He allowed Lance to take lead, knowing the young lad would feel better off that way.

...If only it were just 'wolves hunting'...

A snap of a twig, purposefully mind you, causes both horses to go into a state of panic that had both riders fighting desperately to get them under control. They should have just let the poor beasts run while they held on.

A blur, massive in size and auburn in coloration, launched from the shadows of the brush. The sudden and powerful strike causes Lance to be hurled from his horse. The equine wasn't so lucky, however. This beast, much larger than a dire wolf, was able to snap her jaw right behind the head where spine connects to the cranium.

Side to side in a powerful motion, skin and pelt tear and the neighs of the horse were finally silenced as the head is torn clean off and tossed to the side like a mere toy. The eyes wide with fear and panic. The jaw of the horse opens and shuts, the final attempt for air before it goes still.

The beast turns slowly, a massive paw resting to the lifeless carcass before she moves to glance between Lance and Jeoff. Large, crimson stained ivories, bare as if she were to smile to them. Ridge of fur stands on end, ears rest flat against her skull.

She was toying with them. It was nothing but a mere sport to her, and Jeoff could see this. For if she had been here to kill, she would have killed Lance off first in her sudden attack. The man's good eye gleamed with raw hatred for her as a hand swiftly goes for his sword. A mighty yell escapes his barrel of a chest and he charges his horse forward.

The beast stood there, and just waited. Her snarls grew louder, and saliva dripped to the snow in gooey strands. She hunkered down before using powerful haunches to launch herself into the air. Jeoff took this time to hold his sword as if were to be a spear, and hurls it at the beast.

It struck true, imbedding into her shoulder and causing her attention to go off course of him. With a heavy jerk of the reign to the right, he was able to, narrowly, escape the attack. He took no time to seek Lance and go to him. He didn't even look over to see where the beast was at.

"Get on yer fuckin' feet, lad! NOW!" Jeoff had dismounted and was already attempting to lift his dazed friend. Just in time, too. For the moment he smacked the rear of his horse to take his friend away, the full force of the beast was upon him.

"J-J..JEOFF!!" Lance tried to cry out, a hand outstretched. Yet the horse carries him out of sight and range of the battle.

...The two met gazes for the longest time, a paw crushing into Jeoff's chest. Jeoff then...Smiled. A labored sigh escapes him.

"Ye fought long enough, lass...May yer death be swift..Jus' as mine.."

He glances down, a hand grasping onto a hilt of a short sword; the blade hidden in the chest of the beast. With a sudden motion, she bit down into his throat and gave her head a single jerk. Skin tears, vessels and veins spew his very life source all over her maw.

....Reports state that morning patrol found two deceased. Lieutenant Jeoff, and a young, fair woman..Whom he was holding onto....
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Pale skin; kissed by the moon, it was. Platinum locks cup her face, cascading downwards to smooth along silk woven skin. Cheeks held little color, though it was enough to draw me in with a skip of my beating heart. Lashes, long and luxurious, veiled multi-colored eyes. Black rim holds in the pool of lavender that twinkled with aged grey.

Mesmerizing.

Her breath is mist, no matter the temperature.
Slow...
...Entrancing

Each breath breaking my heart the moment it dissipates. If only I could pause time, I could see it - ... I could see /her/ forever.

She leans upon me, lowering her face to my own. Thin lips painted a crimson hue - the only color that popped out so vibrantly upon her - part enough just for a sigh to escape.

Honeysuckle never smelled sweeter.

My hands were massive, masculine, and ready to caress. I was eager to share my warmth with her.

As I reached, a single crystal tear falls from the imprisonment of course, shielding tendrils.

The very moment I touched her, I shattered her completely.

Why does greed have to be so damn beautiful?
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Funeral of Love

Clutch the chest,
This wounded heart burns
For what was taken,
Forever it yearns.

Words of poison
Absorbed by the vein.
Sweet seduction,
I’m walking with a cane.

I bleed the shards
Of frozen tears.
My body a playground,
For sorrow and its peers.

Shot by the shell of love,
I’ve lost all emotion.
Stumble and fall,
Gather ‘round to see the commotion.

Black lace and smokey breath,
Battered mind and war scarred vest.
Puts me six feet under,
Just like the rest.
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Jealous

A cigar sets between his lips, and for the first time in her life…She was jealous.

Jealous of a damned cigar.

Even jealous of the book within his hands!

Jealous as his fiery emerald eyes trail over each word; his fingers softly caressing the page in preparation to turn it.

And that cigar..
How the cherry burns bright as he draws in it’s flavor before it billows out in a smokey breath.

Her skin burns in yearning. The want, the need, to feel those fingers dance upon her grew with the passing moments.

Her bottom lip quivers in desperation. Her mind screams for her to get up and remove that book and cigar. To let him draw in her flavor as they kiss while his hands would caress her.

But look how peaceful he is..

With his dark dreads pulled back; his bare chest rising and falling soothingly.

His posture lax, and yet … Alert at the same time.

Oh how she loved seeing him this way…

And though she cursed that cigar, and she cursed that book..

She kept to herself, sacrificing her greedy needs to watch her lover be at peace.
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Oh! You certainly come up with some pretty interesting and creative scenes in your head. A good read, overall. Interesting mixture of past and present tense.

*Golf-claps.*

Keep it up, mademoiselle.
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Child

I’m trying to tell you,
But I’ve not learned to speak.
Then I get yelled at,
And in return I become weak.

What did I do wrong,
To deserve an angered tone?
All I wanted was love,
Where love isn’t being shown.

I wanted the toy that plays music,
To sooth me to sleep.
Yet when I got up to get it,
Your angered words I did meet.

I just wanted to help you
In putting those dishes away.
Yet when I grabbed a plate,
You yelled in thinking I did not obey.

I just want to help you,
Yet you return with angered words.
It’s as if everything I do now,
Comes back with anger in thirds.

I’m just a little child,
Learning from you.
Yet when I do what you’re doing
It’s always wrong to do.

So forgive me if I sit here
In silence and fear.
You won’t take the time,
To understand what’s so clear.
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Overlooking the vast city,
I am but a mere shadow.
A dream.
The nightmare, the saint.

Blending into the crowds,
Imitating what is the norm,
Yet always being different,
Spontaneous.

I may offer a smile,
Or perhaps a steel blade.
Depending on what you’ve done,
Or going off by your name.

You, just as I am,
Are a target in this world.
Where as I am being hunted,
As are you, by me.

Should I be your reaper,
Or your savior?
Will I fall to your steel words,
Or you to mine?

One thing is for certain,
We all play this game.
So lets make our move,
For time waits for no man.

Time waits for no man.

Assassin’s Creed; The Game
-LucretciaDeMora
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