The Majestic lived up to her name, a merciless tower of steel and luxuries that pushed across the cruel Atlantic. The new paint was still fresh on her, marking her transition from the German fleet to the British as part of the war reparations. Goodbye Reichstag; long-live Majestic. Sebastian ran a finger along the wood panelling in his cabin, wondering if a Prussian baroness had stared at the same walnut inlays or if those were just as new. He shrugged off his outer coat, unbuttoned his jacket. They had been useless to him on the deck, the sea winds cutting through the heavy wool like they were nothing. At least the cabin had a little gas fireplace and good sealing on the windows. The gas hissed lightly before the match caught it and the flame burped to life, slowly nourishing the air with orange light and warmth. He stretched like a cat in front of the blessed contraption, letting the cold out of his bones before he felt ready to do anything else.
When he at last felt up to it, Sebastian moved over to his writing desk which sat up against the adjoining wall with the next cabin. When he sat he could just make out the sounds of the record player - Rose of Samarkand. He reached into his case and pulled out a small bundle of envelopes tied together with rough, brown string. Goodbye notes, farewell messages. He had left most of them unread as a diversion for the journey; the Majestic had a telegram station he could use to reply if he particularly wished or if there was any urgency, but he currently had no intention to. Besides, there was one letter in particular he was looking forward to reading, and taking a good amount of time to read at that. He ran his nose along the bundle, looking for lily of the valley. There. A looping, cursive hand, little flecks of silver in black ink. Fine, thick paper stock.
"My Bastienne - ah, but you are no longer mine.
It aches me still to think of you so far gone. You were always such a breath of air when you visited me and my studio, you and your beautiful agonies. I still have some of the robes you wore when you modelled. I sold the piece to a visiting American and told him you were a local actress - and he honestly believed it! Who knows, perhaps you shall find him when you arrive and show him the real thing! Can you imagine his reaction? Perhaps he will even enjoy it; he was so pleased with the paleness of your skin that he might appreciate a sudden flash of it.
You would not recognise Paris and I think it would not recognise you. Breton and his lot, those apostles of Apollinaire, have colonised our favourite cafe and began spouting about Dada, which is gibberish and drumming imported from Zurich. They waffle of dreams, and the meaning of meaninglessness - or perhaps I'm reversing the two. Did you meet them when you were here last? Breton was the one with the over-large head, the prominent lower lip and the jaw yanked too far to the right. His friend, Vache, killed himself with opium in '19 and Breton has been most impolite and not followed the example. Breton doesn't appreciate the intensity of technique, the soul that goes into portraiture; when last we spoke (which is rarely, for the man seems to primarily communicate in manifesto form these days) he told me that the painter's craft has been murdered by photography and that reality is no longer the realm of the arts. What is the English word for someone like him? Ah, yes, arsehole. He is an arsehole. Paris is full of arseholes.
I cannot know what it is to have such a weight of family upon you, Bastienne. I am a mere petty sinner, a baker's son with ideas above his station about colour and light and essences. I know I cannot offer much to compel you to stay, I could never convince you to do anything you didn't want to do. I think perhaps that was always your most charming side, the part of you that most came out when you wore the robes. I do not dare disturb the universe such as it would take to change that. And so all I can do is wish you the best among the cattle-rustlers and the movie stars, or whoever it is you find yourself among. Perhaps if they ever ask of Paris, of the arts, you tell them of my little studio on rue de l'Odeon and send their patronage my way?
Ever your cagneux,
H.
Sebastian smiled softly as he read Henri's letter, holding the paper up to catch the perfume's softer nuances again before he folded the creamy paper back into the envelope with the other memories of the summer. He would be at sea for days yet, lashed by cold winter rains, and would need that warmth of remembrance to last him all the way to Arkham. Over the time he'd been reading, the small fire had now quite filled the room and he trotted back over to kill the gas and stifle the flame. When he came back to the desk, this time he pulled out the Brotherton Genealogy which had set him off on the journey to begin with. He had an old, cold lead plucked from the between the pages of this crumbling quarto; one Nathaniel Brotherton, youngest son of Sebastian's great-great grandfather Willard, had departed for the colonies in 1751 aboard Captain Heywood Duffy's St. Margaret. Nathaniel had brought his wife and two children - unnamed in the fragmentary, rushed prose - with him. The St. Margaret's route put her arriving in Massachusetts, at the harbour in Kingsport.
The only problem was he could find no other reference to Nathaniel in the family record; all the texts at his disposal originated after that point and merely referred back to historical events, leaving him to believe that for some reason Nathaniel had been simply written out of the family history and never acknowledged as existing again. Given the timing, he supposed it had something to do with the Mr. Washington's Unpleasantness, though this was never explicitly referred to. But it was Willard, Nathaniel's father, who had built much of the family fortune in quarries, mines and the like and Nathaniel vanished not long after the disaster that flooded their chalk quarry at Capenwray. Perhaps Nathaniel had earned his father's ire mis-managing the blasting of -
A knock at the door broke his line of thought. Sebastian hobbled over to the cabin door and slid it aside to see the strong, full figure of one of the cabin boys - well, this was more of a cabin man really - holding out a telegram for him. Good skin, eyes like walnuts. Sebastian offered the man a drink in exchange for the service, which was politely declined for professional reasons but met with a soft "well, perhaps once you come off your shift". The man flushed red, blustered an excuse and left quickly. Sebastian smiled devilishly as he slid the door back closed and flicked open the message card.
DO NOT COME STOP
LET IT DIE STOP
BETTER THAT WAY STOP
SAY AGAIN DO NOT COME STOP
Sebastian set the typed card down on the dressing table and poured himself a brandy. He sipped it and managed to keep the shiver from his hands long enough to finish the tumbler. The room was suddenly cold again, as if in the time between opening the door and closing it an Arctic chill had rushed in.
@LeodiensianI've used this phrase over and over again, but I'm still going to say it; I like it, it just feels right. Give me a moment and I'll get back to you, though I feel you're good to post soon ;)
@RBYDark@ONL Sorry for the horrible reply rate on my part. The best I can do to make it better is promise to make a post tomorrow -- I promise to make a post tomorrow.
@SigurdYou kept your promise, so I'll refrain from having you hanged. And as soon as Kamikazi is done, I'll get out a massive post for everyone in the group.
I hope everybody is still eager to continue this even for the silence the past days/weeks? :)
@SigurdYou kept your promise, so I'll refrain from having you hanged. And as soon as Kamikazi is done, I'll get out a massive post for everyone in the group.
I hope everybody is still eager to continue this even for the silence the past days/weeks? :)
How can we not be eager if our necks are at stake?
@ONL@RBYDark I'm really sorry guys, I've had the post sitting pretty much finished for a few days but spent most my time working intensively on DnD stuff so I totally spaced on posting >_< It's up now though for your reading enjoyment!
I can't tell you how ecstatic I am to see this rp still going-no idea if August is still alive or what the hell is going on plotwise but just the fact that you guys are still here and posting is a huge load off my mind. Was literally eating me up not knowing all this time what had been going on in my absence and if I had killed the rp or not.
I'll back up real quick though and apologize while explaining why I suddenly dropped off the map (although its kind of a stupid reason.) To put it shortly my dumb ass luck manifested itself yet again in the form of my 17lb cat jumping on my computer. Honestly didn't think anything of it until I opened my laptop up the next day to find that I no longer had a screen (wasn't cracked or anything but was just pitch black-Like the cp would turn on but the image display was just shot.)
Living paycheck to paycheck I really didn't think I'd be able to save up for a replacement for quite a while. Luckily for me though I was cuttin the shit with a guy at work recently and was kinda bitchin about my computer situation. He recommended I hit up some of the local pawn shops and bingo bango it only took 70 bucks to get a working laptop! Mind you this thing is an ancient piece of plastic junk, but it can connect to the internet and had Microsoft word!
Really just wanted to hop on here as quick as I could to let ya'll know I am ok in the real world-afterall I know firsthand how it can be a bit eerie when rpers you've been with for a bit just dissapear without a trace. All that being said I don't expect to still be in this roleplay or anything (again, haven't read up yet to see the state of things) but I still plan on reading up and supporting you guys however I can! Cannot express how glad I am to see this still up and running and also just how bad I feel about literally not being able to contact you guys.