@Midnight Howl Not your fault. You didn't put the cat under my truck for me to accidentally run over, nor did you convince all my co-workers to refuse to take my shift so I couldn't head to the college today. You also didn't cause my truck door to jam shut or, make one job super slow and boring while the other one was super busy and frustrating. By the way, I was out of it all day because of the cat thing and almost refused to go to my first job. I messed a bunch of stuff up at work, I get the chills every time I pull into my driveway. I got out too late to go see the movie I wanted to see. My feet hurt, my head was throbbing until I took 4 Tylenols. I am super tense. Not to mention I have to fight with myself not to talk to my ex/former best friend again.
That right there is just a taste of my absolutely horrid day...Sorry, didn't mean to rant...kinda needed that, though...
I'm sorry I didn't see this and respond sooner.. thanks @SmileyJaws for being such an awesome person & taking the time to talk with Lost.
- But, Lost, I am real sorry you had such a terrible day, the other day. About a year ago, I ran over my first and hopefully last cat. Tore me the hell up. I was on my way to work and the poor stray ran in front and I thought it was quick enough to run past but, sadly, it wasn't. I wasn't going all that fast, either.. still driving through my neighborhood streets. Poor thing was still breathing when I stopped and got out to check. I moved it off to the side of the road where it died. As gross as it sounds, I sat there petting the poor animal till it passed.. occasionally talking to it through my tears. It's rough when shit like that happens... but, it does happen. I am just sorry you had to see what you did.. there's just some things we can't change that we wish we could. Just know, that cat doesn't have to suffer the hard life of a stray. In an odd, slightly vicious circle-of-life way, you gave that kitten it's freedom it didn't even know it needed. It'll be okay, my friend. Just breathe.
- As far as college goes, it'll still be there. I know, deadlines and whatnot, but at the end of the day, it'll be there.
- Jobs/co-workers? Screw em. Let's all take the day off and make blanket/pillow forts and watch disney movies all day in onsies. :3
- Do NOT talk to your ex, love. They are obviously exes for a reason! (I went through the same thing and my dumbass went against my better judgment!)
- Don't ever be afraid to let go of the things that are bothering you. Your true friends will be there for you! Even us complete strangers :) The people who know the kind of pain you're going through / the people who care will always be here to listen! Real people have real problems. Remember that. (:
I will be making a post tomorrow morning when I wake up. I have work at 10AM and will be up by roughly 7. I can't make a reply tonight because I have been working literally all morning and all night since last night at 10PM. I will be heading to bed now. Having two jobs is really exhausting, sometimes espectially when one is graveyard and the other is early mornings. Have a good night guys! & I'm sorry for those who are waiting on me.. I know you do it a lot, and I sincerely apologize for my shit schedule.. but my kids (my dog, my rat, and my fiance lol) have to eat! Gotta provide! Much love. Night all!
-Gab