@Tsar GattoInteresting.
From what I can tell, my first instances of play-by-post role-playing on that Final Fantasy forum I mentioned weren't too bad, mostly because - as previously mentioned - it was an advanced-only forum and the standards were pretty high so I more or less had to learn very quickly.
The quality of my posts back then is definitely inferior to me now though, both because I was in a very bad state of mind and place in my life when I joined that forum, and also because my punctuation and grammar were nothing compared to what they are now. Due to my past, I'm almost entirely self-taught due to - more or less - not having a proper education. Even my use of punctuation that you're seeing right now is more or less something I taught myself in the last month or so, pretty much because I just logged on here one day and said to myself 'you know what, I need to make my writing look more professional' and then within a day I was writing like this -- the style of writing I'm using right now's subject to change again if I decide I'm doing something 'wrong'. I'm still experimenting all around the site to find my ideal writing style, so I might be inconsistent at times.
It's always cool to meet other people who've shared story projects or 'GMed' ideas with their friends prior to actually becoming a proper role-player on a site like this. I actually relate to you in the sense that a lot of people don't really want to know about my project, mostly because my work is very complex and - in all honestly - too serious for more 'normal' (whatever that word means) people. If you're familiar with the term 'literary fiction' (as opposed to 'genre fiction'), then that's usually what those in my circle view my work as, because my main story project is heavily rooted in my own experiences, philosophy, life, observations, and beliefs/values. There's a lot of social commentary in my work and a large focus on the human condition.
Most of the fictional elements are just a creative metaphor and symbology to make my story more fun, but ultimately I'm a philosopher at heart and I consider giving people a message and expressing my experiences and views to be at least - indeed more - important than actually telling a story (though I'll obviously still make sure to tell a good story -- I just won't sabotage my philosophy for the sake of the plot). I also tend to heavily root my characterization in realism, so you don't find a lot of escapism in my story despite it being 'fantastical' in other ways. So I guess you could say my project is too 'serious' for a lot of people. I've been called preachy and self-righteous on more than one occasion -- not that I make a habit of giving a damn what other people think. People've often also referred to me throughout my life as being on a different 'wavelength' to other people, so sometimes my ideas are difficult to explain to others.
On my end, I don't find that I get 'distracted' so much as I'm very 'disorganized'. I've got a problem where I'm basically incapable of switching my mind off, so I'm constantly being flooded by so many ideas that my body literally can't keep up with it. I go plenty of nights without sleep due to this, constantly getting up to write ideas down. Even as I'm typing this, I have to keep track of ideas coming to me by putting them into a notepad on my PC. My stream of consciousness is very difficult to filter, which is one of the reasons people on this site frequently get walls of text from me -- I have so much going on in my mind that I don't know how to summarize it without feeling like the depth and weight of my ideas are being lost.
My difficulties with my story project are similar, because I have legitimately thousands of notepads on this PC, on USBs, and on paper notes, and I need to organize all of them before I can properly sit down and write my story without my perfectionist nature believing I'm missing a detail, which is why it'll be a while before I can show my work to people, assuming I manage to get on top of all my notes at all. Also, technology constantly messes with me -- I've got infamously bad luck with PCs and I've had hundreds of notepads, alongside important tabs, histories, et cetera, deleted and lost due to technology screwing up.
Actually, the reason I joined this site at all is because I've been on a bit of a 'break' of sorts from my work after the most recent technology failure caused me to lose a large portion of my work and sent me into a depression. I've been unable to write or even role-play for a good few years now due to how hectic my workload has gotten, so I joined this site in an attempt to get my morale back. Unfortunately, it's well and truly time I get back into my project before my workload gets any larger, but I'm now letting this site distract me too much. I've met some decent people here, so I don't want to just leave the site completely, but I really do need to find a way to manage myself better so I can get back into my project.
While I do enjoy writing, my passion for my writing is almost entirely rooted in this one story, so I can't see myself putting it aside to write some other project. It's my life's work, basically.
Regarding seeing a sample of my work -- I don't have any of the content of my main story readily available yet (due to the reasons listed above), so the best I could offer as an example of my writing would be the two IC threads I'm currently part of here (both in my signature), but I don't consider them my best work since I'm mostly just getting rid of the rust a bit if you will. I'll certainly let you know when I've got content from my work to show, especially since there's a good few people on this site (and in my personal circle, some of who've joined the site now) who want to see this project I keep referencing or talking about. I'm hoping to at least create a sample sometime in the near future for you all, but I need to pick the spot in the story that I show people carefully. There's actually a very major spoiler/plot twist that happens within the first few chapters that completely changes the rest of the story, so I think it's important that this sample be in the very early part before that twist happens.
Once I've got my new PC (this current one is terrible), I also plan to start up a 'discussion channel' of sorts for people involving my project. Anyway, I'll let you know when something's in a readable state.
First Edit: Heh, this reply came out way longer than I planned. Oh well. I need to rest now, but it's good meeting you.
Second Edit: Ah, you're reading it now, before I caught some of my typos (I'm a perfectionist, but I have a tendency to never proofread due to having so much going on in my head).
@shylarahYeah, given how the language works that's pretty likely.