【it hadn't hurt, when he cut his own heart out】interest check, dark themes, mxm/queer, 18+

I’m tired. You can call me whatever you’d like within reason. I am new to this site but not new to roleplaying at all. I've been writing as a hobby and roleplaying for over a decade.

Welcome to my quick interest check that is quite niche and specific. I may not sound like it here because I'm trying to be precise but I am a friendly person and I encourage out of character chat. What I’m looking for: I am an adult and only wish to write with adults (mature themes and smut); lazy advanced/literate; mxm or queer pairings; frequent replies; on-site IC through conversations/pms. I have no limits and no trigges- so yours are mine.

THEMES: Toxic codependency, mental health, hurt/comfort, horror, dark academia, paranormal, mystery, apocalyptic, atmospheric, pre-established relationships, best friends, seemingly unrequited love

PLOTS: 
muse A is a writer that seeks refuge in their twisted fairytales. he is always wrapped up in his deliciously morbid daydreams and it seems like as time passes, he becomes less and less of a reliable narrator to his own story. beyond writing, there is only one thing that can keep him tethered to reality- a tortured boy with perpetually ink-stained hands (muse B). muse B is an artist that loves to bring all of muse A's beautiful monsters to life. as their obsession with each other grows, so do all of those figurative monsters.

i want obsession. i want the macabre. i want the type of love that makes one want to crack open the ribs of the other so that they can crawl inside.

inspiration from a wonderful book that I will endlessly recommend. 

MISCELLANEOUS PAIRINGS: paranormal investigator x medium, university professor x student

INSPIRED BY TV: stranger things; open to diverge from canon, continuation of canon, and AUs

INSPIRED BY MOVIES: a quiet place

INSPIRED BY GAMES: the last of us; life is strange, true colors (lets make it dark)

If you have any pairings or ideas that you think that I might be interested in, feel free to include those in your private message.
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