Sorry. . .I'm just. . .Kinda torn at the moment. . . .You told me that my long posts seem to take control of the RP, and I don't want to do that. However I write until the writing in my mind ends, but with the posts you've been giving me, specifically the last one, there isn't much for me to do or even respond to, and the only reply I CAN think of would once again take control of the RP on the whole.
The bluntest way to put this is you are not giving me enough to reply to. My interest is falling away because I feel like I'm writing the vast majority of the RP and while I enjoy the feel of this RP, I'm just not getting enough from you. I can't write shorter posts, the writer in me feels shamed when I limit myself and my abilities, and I know it's mean of me to put it this way, but unless you can give me more, or come up with something I can actually reply to without feeling like I'm doing all the work, I'm not sure what to say other than maybe I'm just not the kind of partner that's right for you. . . . .