I dreamed that one of us died.That thought wasn’t his own.
King watched in choked silence as his friends groped for conciousness. He had many things to say but everything felt too heavy to utter. His mind was slushy, much too muddled to wade through. As everyone stirred so did their words, spurred from their frantic minds.
Dream and
died was repeated over and over in varying voices, all yelled, all unrelenting. It took him a long while to realize his friends weren’t speaking over each other like his ears heard, and an even longer time to notice that Astrid’s eyes were stuck on him. King assumed she was looking for guidance. He had none to give.
Pushing away the voices in his head, King rose up and pressed a head to the hollow center of his chest. The warmth was gone, taken away with Malcolm as the other had ran to throw up whatever poison (be it the magic or the alcohol) was left in his body. Dark hair, darker eyes. King couldn’t keep his eyes on the retching boy, so he merely turned away and walked briskly over to his sister. King put on his most pleasing smile--a sliver of an expression that lit his face kindly-- and settled down in front of her. He fought off a pained expression, ignored his quickly approaching headache, and then said,
“You good, Az?”Feeling a bit guilty for prioritizing his sibling, though, King looked over his shoulder and called,
“How about you guys? Everything intact?” It wasn’t his place to care for others, but really he couldn’t think of what else to do. He couldn’t think at all. Right now his body was leading him through the motions and he just had to be fine with that until he could focus his mind and snuff the foreign thoughts threatening to drive him mad.
“I think I’m dying.” Jess groaned, flopping down on the ground in her typical sarcastic and over dramatic manner. The queasy feeling hasn’t completely gone away, and even though she usually hated lying down on the ground without a blanket, the cold ground was soothing and helped ease the spinning of the world.
“Did throwing up help, Mal? I’m tempted.”Aiden on the other hand remained frozen, even after Jess had moved away from him. He was staring at one place, with his eyes glazed over slightly, not really seeing or hearing anything that was just said.
“Oh, absolutely. Here, let me make some room over by the puke bowl,” Mal replied glibly, and pulled one of the rubber bands constantly found around his wrist down so he could tie up his hair properly. His ears ached. It was an odd thing to complain about, even internally, but it was as if there was a heavy drum beat constantly thudding in it – not just a pulse, but a pulse of
too much magic. Clearly, the cave had overcompensated from the power it unrighteously stole from him.
It was itchy. Decrepit would be perhaps a better word given how much older than himself his new and temporary burst of magic was. Malcolm was urged on, perhaps by the apologetic nature of the magical cave, to do something about it – to use up the gift he had been given. He would heal the others when they returned to the van, he decided. Mal did not want to spend a minute longer in the Vision Cave than he had to.
Wait – when had it been given a name?
“I’m good,” Astrid lied to Richard in a small voice as she picked at the scabbing over wound on her knee.
“Yeah…” Considering how concerned her brother seemed, both with her and the others, it was definitely too much of a lacklustre answer – just how she wanted it.
Quietly, and after rubbing at her forehead, she said to herself (more than anyone else) that,
“It was just a dream.”But enough of that: she couldn’t sit around on the cave floor feeling sorry for herself for much longer; she couldn’t
stand the thought of it. On legs as unsteady as a fawn trying to walk for the first time, she hauled herself up, stabilised by a supportive nudge from Malcolm who wasn’t a jerk all the time.
King sat back to watch. He tried to move but he couldn't, so he sat back to watch instead. He sat back to watch. Someone in the back of his head said
Haven and Astrid’s voice was repeating the word dream over and over again. He sat back to watch. Aiden wasn't doing okay, he realized, as from the corner of his head all he could see were eyes and fire. He sat back to watch. Jess’ voice wasn't as grounding as it usually was, it left him chilled and lonely as it retold her dreams. He sat back to watch. Malcolm and gravestones were synonymous with each other.
“I want to leave.” King finally said, though he had no idea how. His body still wasn't able to shift and his eyes were filled with shimmery emotions and his mind wasn't his own.
“I want to leave right now.”“Right, let’s go. I don’t want to stay another second in this godforsaken shithole.” With superhuman effort, Jess forced herself to get to her feet. She supported herself against the cave wall for a moment, absolutely hating herself for needing to use the stupid cave for support at all. They had just woken up from a long ‘sleep’, why was she feeling so fatigued? Every inch of her body felt dull and heavy, with her heavy limbs not quite responding the way she expected them to. The cut on her cheek was throbbing, stretching painfully every time she moved her face. It had scabbed over while she had been dreaming, with dried blood caking over it. Stupid, stupid cave.
Forcing a little bit more conviction to her tone, Jess clapped her hands together as she called out,
“Come on guys, let’s get out of here. Chop, chop!” Even without a talent for empathy like King, (or having the compassionate trait to be empathetic in general), Jess could feel the chokingly heavy air weighing down on them almost literally. She glanced at Aiden, who still hasn’t moved a muscle from his frozen position. Was he even awake? He wasn’t
here mentally yet. There was an odd look upon King’s face and he wasn’t really moving either. Astrid’s voice was small, wavering, like a candle’s flame nearly getting snuffed out by the wind. Mal, to his credit was still himself — but it was nearly impossible to decipher what was going on inside his mind.
Stomping impatiently over to King, Jess tugged incessantly at his arm.
“Come on guys, I don’t want to stay here!”Turning quickly to face her brother, Astrid looked up in alarm at the vulnerability in his voice, and she was almost,
almost the first one to him. A hug or a pat on the back would surely help, right? To her surprise, Malcolm was already there, dragging him over to the large stone door with a forceful arm around his shoulders and as far away from the enchanted bowl as was physically possible.
Light snuck in as soon as Mal touched the door, and it opened of its own accord.
“Let’s get some air, buddy,” she heard him say and could only concur. It was a good idea. She needed some herself.
King didn’t like being compliant. Being unable to think his own thoughts and in turn being unable to move by himself made him almost physically sick. Holding onto solid people, however, gave him enough of peace of mind to keep him from retching. Jess had one arm, Mal had the other. Both were interestingly loud minds in their own right. Jess’ thoughts were to the point and unfiltered (and loud, God was she loud). Malcolm’s thoughts reminded King of neverending math formulas. There was just too much to take in.
Dawn light struck him first, along with a sudden weight being ripped from his shoulders as the group left the room. King heaved out a long held sigh, muscles clenching and teeth grinding as his brain resumed its usual task of keeping him alive. There was the faintest sensation of wetness below his nose, but he could only think to pass it off as sweat or cave-water. Ignore it. There was still the sensation of hearing things he shouldn’t and King focused his attention on that.
“God, holy shit.” He growled, testing his own voice,
“You two think too much.”“My C in English begs to differ,” Mal said, though he looked at King with some concern in his bleary, bloodshot eyes. The sight of blood, even something as simple as a nosebleed, sickened him right to his very stomach – something he wasn’t entirely used to feeling. It was a new sensation, fear wrought from the contents of his hideous dreams. Mal pulled a tissue out of his back pocket to press into King’s hand.
“Here, man; you got a nosebleed.”“Mmm, whatever.” Is all King mumbled, pressing the tissue to his nose. Whatever gratitude he didn’t say translated well through his heavy-lidded eyes.
“Get the fuck out of my head then.” Jess hissed,
“Fortunately for you, I like talking a lot more than I like thinking.” There was an edge of panic to her tone, as she thought back to being unable to say anything in her dream. Agitated at something that she couldn’t quite name, (that just agitated her more) Jess stomped away to blow off some steam by herself, leaving Mal to baby King by himself.
“Get Mal to kiss it better!” She yelled over her shoulder as she forged on ahead.
“Uh–” King shifted and tried to find balance as Jess went ahead,
“Uh, okay? Sorry?” He wasn't sure if it was something he had said, as usual, and his eyes drifted over to Malcolm’s for guidance. Darker eyes. With a sudden swell of lights King untangled himself from the other boy and leaned back against the nearest wall. The tissue was blossomed with blood now, and he kept his eyes trained on it as he patted the space between his lips and nostrils.
“You had a dream too, then?” Was all he could think to say, and then in a quieter voice he said,
“Did we all? It felt that way. There may be a few things to discuss soon.” Eyes and gravestones and magic circles were included in those “few things”.
“Yes.” It was a short answer, probably not what King was hoping for, but Mal couldn’t really find it in himself (despite the uncharacteristic gentleness of his bedside manner currently) to phrase it in a nicer way.
“But… We’ll talk about it in the van. We need to.”“Fine by me.” King pauses, then whispers to himself,
“Let's just hope you guys can keep your thoughts to yourselves this time.”---
Astrid crouched next to Aiden and shook at his shoulder with a tentative, barely-there touch. She worried at her lower lip.
“Need a hand up?” she asked, unsure if he was paying attention to the world around him or if the dreams they definitely all shared had some extraordinary negative effect on Aiden and Aiden alone. Nothing could be discounted.
Aiden didn’t really respond to Astrid at first, whatsoever. There was a few moments of an awkward pause before a buzzing noise broke the silence. As his cell phone started vibrating, Aiden snapped back to attention, his eyes clearing and life returning to his previously frozen features. Slipping his hand into his pocket, Aiden quickly silenced it as he finally realized that Astrid was kneeling down next to him.
Hastily, he managed a half-hearted smile.
“Sorry, what was that?” Aiden was distracted, he could swear that he felt his phone was still buzzing against his thigh, even though he definitely silenced it only moments prior. Reaching into his pocket, he pressed the volume button a few more times for good measure; it wasn’t vibrating… But why did he still feel like it was demanding his attention?
“I asked if you needed a hand––Aiden, are you okay?”“Y-yeah, I’m fine!” Aiden responded quickly, “And yeah, that would be great.” He grasped at Astrid’s hand to supposedly pull himself up, but he ended up not needing it, standing up smoothly by himself. Unlike the others, Aiden wasn’t having any particular difficulty with movement besides a shaky feeling that was more mental than physical.
“How about you?” With a reassuring smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes, he quickly turned the conversation around to Astrid.
“You doing alright?”“Of course,” Astrid lied, but she glanced at Aiden out of the corner of her eye sceptically as if she couldn’t quite believe him.
“Just, the sooner we get out of here, the better…” Come on, Az, you can do better than spew cliches right now. She swallowed silently as they trailed at the back of the group leaving, making it to the doors even as Astrid stumbled from the trembling of her legs underneath her.
“Well…”It turns out she couldn’t think of anything else to say.
Aiden was a few steps ahead of Astrid, and he twisted around to face her, waiting for her next words. That was quickly forgotten as Aiden frowned at her unsteady form. “You’re not okay.” He stated as he returned to her side and placed a gentle hand on her back to steady her.
Astrid flinched at the contact imperceptibly – the phantom pain returning tenfold.
“Yeah, well… Neither are you. Neither’s any of us.”