"Even if they had known, do you honestly think they would've told us?!" Yerbol exclaimed angrily, collapsing to a seated position, back against the tree.
"They're not about communicating every little detail, rather let you find out about certain things on their own." He shook his head.
"Sometimes, Aria, sometimes...I don't think this whole 'Jedi Knight' thing was the best choice in the world." He flinched at the thought, but knew that he was giving voice to thoughts that had come through his mind at many a time.
"Using the Force is a gift, yes, but what has it actually done for anyone else? We sit on our pedestals and proclaim that the Way of the Light is true enlightenment, but that doesn't help a Republic trooper staving off a Sandworm on Tattoine or hungry urchins on Nar Shaddaa." Wiping some sweat off his forehead, he continued:
"And you know, you're right, it doesn't seem possible. To use the Force without alignment, but who's to say it can't be done? Who's to say that maybe the way to end this sickening war between Force users is to challenge the very way we think about utilizing the gifts we have." He blew out a sigh.
"I'm getting way too philosophical for the kind of heat we're in." He chuckled, resting his head against the trunk.
"I've never wanted water more than right at this very moment. Never going to take those small water fountains outside the training rooms for granted again." The ground rumbled, spurts of orange red launching itself from the volcanoes in the far horizon, magma careening down the sides.
"Well maybe I'd take this heat over instant death. Thank the Force those volcanoes are over there and not here." He thought for a brief second, due to the luck they've had recently, that a volcano would open up beneath the tree and swallow them alive. At least it would be quick...
Realizing that the heat was scrambling his thoughts, he refocused, eyes closing to center his mind. They just needed to keep moving forward, just keep putting one foot in front of the other. But he had to ask:
"If you didn't have to walk this path, not have to put up with the politics of the Sith academy and the power hungry acolytes...what do you think you'd do with your life?" He smirked.
"You'd be a phenomenal lawyer. You're feisty, intelligent and if you didn't win your case, you could just electrocute the other guy."
"They're not about communicating every little detail, rather let you find out about certain things on their own." He shook his head.
"Sometimes, Aria, sometimes...I don't think this whole 'Jedi Knight' thing was the best choice in the world." He flinched at the thought, but knew that he was giving voice to thoughts that had come through his mind at many a time.
"Using the Force is a gift, yes, but what has it actually done for anyone else? We sit on our pedestals and proclaim that the Way of the Light is true enlightenment, but that doesn't help a Republic trooper staving off a Sandworm on Tattoine or hungry urchins on Nar Shaddaa." Wiping some sweat off his forehead, he continued:
"And you know, you're right, it doesn't seem possible. To use the Force without alignment, but who's to say it can't be done? Who's to say that maybe the way to end this sickening war between Force users is to challenge the very way we think about utilizing the gifts we have." He blew out a sigh.
"I'm getting way too philosophical for the kind of heat we're in." He chuckled, resting his head against the trunk.
"I've never wanted water more than right at this very moment. Never going to take those small water fountains outside the training rooms for granted again." The ground rumbled, spurts of orange red launching itself from the volcanoes in the far horizon, magma careening down the sides.
"Well maybe I'd take this heat over instant death. Thank the Force those volcanoes are over there and not here." He thought for a brief second, due to the luck they've had recently, that a volcano would open up beneath the tree and swallow them alive. At least it would be quick...
Realizing that the heat was scrambling his thoughts, he refocused, eyes closing to center his mind. They just needed to keep moving forward, just keep putting one foot in front of the other. But he had to ask:
"If you didn't have to walk this path, not have to put up with the politics of the Sith academy and the power hungry acolytes...what do you think you'd do with your life?" He smirked.
"You'd be a phenomenal lawyer. You're feisty, intelligent and if you didn't win your case, you could just electrocute the other guy."