"Superiority complex..." He shook his head, following his partner's lead by slamming his back into the impersonal metallic structure, hands behind his head.
"I didn't know that trying to do the right thing instantly made me an arrogant moron." He sighed, looking down to find that her hands and legs were trembling with...well, he couldn't tell, but he could assume a number of emotions. Anger, anxiety, frustration. They were feelings he was getting very acquainted with, especially over the past twenty four hours.
"You know that's all we were taught, right? That doing the merciful thing, the right thing, would make everything work out." He joined her on the floor, eyes cast forward.
"I thought that was true. I really did. I might've questioned the Masters...more than once or twice, but I generally believed what they said, that the Force would always play out for the best. That's why I hated the Sith. I thought they were misappropriating the Force, that if they were all swept away, that the Force's true potential could be realized." He chuckled sardonically.
"Now to see the Force as a living organism..." He turned his head to Aria.
"That vision we had before we landed on Manaan, it mentioned the death of the Force. Do you really think that can happen?" His eyes turned forward once more as he continued:
"Maybe that's what Lysa wanted me to find out. Maybe the Force guided her to that spot and she went off track...well, I know that she did." A moment of silence before his voice got quieter:
"I forgave you for that, you know." He made eye contact with his companion, searching her dark irises.
"In the three days we've been together, my perception of you has changed...which is saying a lot. I mean, it took me five years to not see
Master Satele as a hard nosed jerk that refused to see other people's perspectives. In three days, I realize that what you did to my sister was a byproduct of what you were taught. Just like my 'self-righteousness' is the natural response I have towards situations. What we saw on the Sith homeworld, what we accomplished made me really believe that maybe Jedi and Sith could actually co-exist." Another chuckle, not laced with sarcasm this time.
"We'll have to now, won't we? I don't even know if those labels apply to us. Jedi, Sith...who bloody cares? It's us against them. And we'll need a lot more of 'us' to have a chance at fighting back." He nudged her gently.
"I'm sorry. About what I said...I think you're brave. You brought down a monster made up of pure evil. That's worth something. You had my back, saved me too many times than I could count..." He rubbed the back of his neck, a nervous smile creeping onto his face.
"I guess I didn't want us to stop doing good together." A sigh escaped his lips.
"Boy that sounded cheesy. Two strikes against me now." A dark blue bird streaked in from a gaping hole in the upper right hand side of the room, perching itself on the rafters, peering at them curiously.
"But Ari, I can't hide forever. I just can't. We have to save SOME of them, if for no other cause than to have survivors to throw at disrupting the Sith's operations."
"I didn't know that trying to do the right thing instantly made me an arrogant moron." He sighed, looking down to find that her hands and legs were trembling with...well, he couldn't tell, but he could assume a number of emotions. Anger, anxiety, frustration. They were feelings he was getting very acquainted with, especially over the past twenty four hours.
"You know that's all we were taught, right? That doing the merciful thing, the right thing, would make everything work out." He joined her on the floor, eyes cast forward.
"I thought that was true. I really did. I might've questioned the Masters...more than once or twice, but I generally believed what they said, that the Force would always play out for the best. That's why I hated the Sith. I thought they were misappropriating the Force, that if they were all swept away, that the Force's true potential could be realized." He chuckled sardonically.
"Now to see the Force as a living organism..." He turned his head to Aria.
"That vision we had before we landed on Manaan, it mentioned the death of the Force. Do you really think that can happen?" His eyes turned forward once more as he continued:
"Maybe that's what Lysa wanted me to find out. Maybe the Force guided her to that spot and she went off track...well, I know that she did." A moment of silence before his voice got quieter:
"I forgave you for that, you know." He made eye contact with his companion, searching her dark irises.
"In the three days we've been together, my perception of you has changed...which is saying a lot. I mean, it took me five years to not see
Master Satele as a hard nosed jerk that refused to see other people's perspectives. In three days, I realize that what you did to my sister was a byproduct of what you were taught. Just like my 'self-righteousness' is the natural response I have towards situations. What we saw on the Sith homeworld, what we accomplished made me really believe that maybe Jedi and Sith could actually co-exist." Another chuckle, not laced with sarcasm this time.
"We'll have to now, won't we? I don't even know if those labels apply to us. Jedi, Sith...who bloody cares? It's us against them. And we'll need a lot more of 'us' to have a chance at fighting back." He nudged her gently.
"I'm sorry. About what I said...I think you're brave. You brought down a monster made up of pure evil. That's worth something. You had my back, saved me too many times than I could count..." He rubbed the back of his neck, a nervous smile creeping onto his face.
"I guess I didn't want us to stop doing good together." A sigh escaped his lips.
"Boy that sounded cheesy. Two strikes against me now." A dark blue bird streaked in from a gaping hole in the upper right hand side of the room, perching itself on the rafters, peering at them curiously.
"But Ari, I can't hide forever. I just can't. We have to save SOME of them, if for no other cause than to have survivors to throw at disrupting the Sith's operations."