Cara's Originally Titled OoC Hangout Thread ♥ (Still)

[AikoXD]

@.@ sorry I didn't know *looks down starts fiddling with thumbs* I just assume because of the pic...im embarrass>.<
*grabs paradigm hands* hi nice to meet you sorry about thatXD

[Paradigm Shift]

It's just scribbles but thanks Cara..

Aiko don't worry, it happens all the time
[retracts self]
Even in real life. I don't exactly do myself any favours by saying nothing...

[Carantathraiel]

Is not, Jay. Its something you enjoy doing. So its much more than scribbles.

[Paradigm Shift]

Oddly enough, I don't enjoy it anymore :/

[Carantathraiel]

;A; wat?
How could you not enjoy drawing? Is that possible?
*clings* I don't know if I could ever just stop enjoying the things I love, beyond when my depression makes me... ><

[Paradigm Shift]

It's become part of the things to do because "people expect me to". That list is long and full of stuff that I find boring

[Prophecy]

Carantathraiel said
And Paradigm is a girl

The single biggest revelation in my life. I don't even really know you Paradigm... but in my mind you were a boy and It's very hard to change facts like that in my head. After a long struggle my mind may finally accept it... but... this is going to be very hard xD

[Deamonbane]

*clamps mouth shut before saying something he shouldn't*

[Prophecy]

Deamonbane said
*clamps mouth shut before saying something he shouldn't*

elaborate...

[Deamonbane]

Prophecy said
elaborate...

Nope.

[Deamonbane]

Repost....

[Prophecy]

Deamonbane said
Repost....

I'm confused..

[Carantathraiel]

The double posts bother me.... >< silly site. It needs to get its panties out of a bunch.

[Paradigm Shift]

It's the superman, I get it. Unless my demeanour also suggests I'm rather manly. In which case I'm the most gentlemanly female you'll come across

[Carantathraiel]

Jay, that breaks my heart... ;A;
Well, not breaks. But it stings a little.
I hope you have something else you enjoy. *hugs tight*

[Paradigm Shift]

I might enjoy it when I get a new job and have my own place. I'm thinking of working at the restaurant where Emily works. It means she'll be my boss at some point but I don't mind that so much. It's the only time she can be boss of me anyway haha.

But back on point, I stop enjoying things when I'm between a rock and a hard place in life and at the minute my job and my mom are bringing the level right down. Once those are lifted I should get back into te swing of things. Who knows- I may even start to write again.

[Carantathraiel]

Alright, I understand that completely. I hit those points a few times when my depression kicks in. *hugs and kisses cheeks*
I do hope it all gets better. Really. *clings possessively*

[Paradigm Shift]

[nuzzles]
With people like you in my corner, the only way is up
How are you today anyway?

[Paradigm Shift]

Oh dear god... A guy we've repeatedly banned on my other forum is on here too and already pissing off a bunch of members. What an egotistical prick, thinking he's better than everyone else.

[Carantathraiel]

Dare I ask who??
He will probably get banned here, too.

I'm always in your corner love. <3

Just saying cause it came online. There's some shoe commercial where its a girl stripping after a run, and I cannot even name the brand of shoe, because I am too distracted by her ass.... @.@