Kire smirked at Ysaryn’s description of the mage. “My only regret is that I didn’t get to see their faces on the other side of the portal. No—my real regret would be that I couldn’t open the other side of the portal over the ocean.” She turned slightly towards Ruli when he made his suggestion. “Maybe. If he could get a look and feel of what I had gone through with the portal, he could get a better idea—or maybe just a description would do,” she added, looking away again and continuing her meal, not wanting to sound like she was making yet another imposition on Ruli.
“I’m sure Daryll would be thrilled to discuss this, too,” Narda put in. “We could help you practice when we’re back home.”
Kire nodded in response to that, then finished the rest of her food in silence. “I’m going to inspect the area around the woods,” she said afterwards, standing up. “Just going to make sure there isn’t any errant blood magic left on this side. Rest of you better stay here in case something else sends you back to Amria.”
The giantess looked up at her, silently debating whether or not to stop her. “I’m coming with you, Kay,” Narda said, following her. “Have to make sure you don’t plan on burning the whole thing down by yourself and getting yourself in trouble all over again.”
“Trouble finds me even when I stand still, Nard,” Kire said, but made no objection to the giantess coming along.
“Now, Wyvern, talk. Your current disposition worries me,” Narda said as soon as they were out of earshot. “These moods of yours I know come either before or after something disastrous. Which is it?”
Kire didn’t answer immediately, intent on the errand she had put upon herself. But when the giantess nudged her, she sighed. “After,” she answered. She gave an account of what had happened last night, at least a much-abridged version, and the subsequent argument earlier. “Seems like there are no bounds to the things I’ve ruined. My empire fell apart, I’ve lost family, and I can’t even manage to bed someone without it being a complete disaster.” She sighed as she pinched the bridge of her nose. “I royally fucked up, over something that shouldn’t really mean anything. How stupid is that?”
Narda let out a breath. They stood still, where they could see the twisted thicket some distance away. “Well. If you are as upset as you are right now, it’s definitely more than just ‘nothing’. Perhaps that sentiment extends to the person who is on the other side of this argument, yes?”
“He’s a friend. Nothing more,” Kire said.
“Was that what you wanted? Or have you not sorted that out for yourself?”
When Kire didn’t answer, Narda continued, arms crossed. “If I may be frank with you. I know you’ve tried a few times, and that we tease you mercilessly about it, but I don’t think you’re the sort of woman who lays with someone for the sake of just pleasure. And you haven’t made peace with that yet. I know you’re sick of being forced to make choices, and also you being, well, you, but in this case, perhaps it is best for you to decide what it is you need, for your own sake. What you need may or may not involve him. You do have the tendency of making things infinitely harder for yourself, as you’ve said.” She patted Kire gently on her shoulder. “Why him?”
Kire sighed, and shrugged. “I thought we understood each other. I don’t know, really. I wasn’t thinking straight, I guess.”
“Hmm.” Narda looked to the woods again. “Now, did you go out here just to be alone, or are we really going to have a look?”
They came back much later after inspecting the perimeter of the woods and finding nothing unusual beyond the woods themselves. No otherworldly creatures attacked them, and no sign of another gate nearby. Knowing it would be a long night, Kire went straight to the tent to take another nap. Narda joined her, and Kire was silently glad to have her old friend around to turn to. While Kire slept on, Narda got up in the afternoon to hunt for a late lunch.