Kire watched him light the match after withholding the impulse to ask if he needed help. "That makes sense," she said about the ordeal having expanded her ability with the portal, rather than the capacities of the Ring itself. "I've only ever thought of the portals as a way to transport myself, and I didn't think I'd be capable of using it for anything else." She listened as he went on to discuss a parallel skill with those who Shadow-Walk, then remembered what happened to Ysaryn. Kire frowned at the memory; it looked extremely painful, and she was likewise glad it didn't take anything more from her.
Difficult, but not impossible. "Concentration, then," she noted, nodding when he said she would want to manage without the wards Ruli had placed. She fell quiet, pondering the possibilities and risks, when Envy turned to her and asked a question she hasn't expected. She was glad he couldn't see the blush on her face. "Envy, I don't--" she started, defensive, but stopped when he went on to say that he sensed something in Ruli. Further, that he was cautioning her against acting rashly.
A part of her was still defensive, indignant at being likened to an impulsive child. But she remembered their argument back at Lithilote, what he said about Aera, his scars. Envy knew Ruli best, and was still close despite what had happened with Akuma, so his fatherly concern was justified. Gods, Akuma. Her eyes widened at the realization. Of course. You're a damned fool, Kay. She remembered the moment their gaze met for the first time the morning after, the look on his face.
She sighed. "I don't know what to tell you. Really. I just thought he'd--that we're somehow the same kind of broken. Or running parallel with each other anyway. It's...a weird feeling of kinship, but it's there. I admittedly find myself drawn. You did say once before that we've got relentlessness in common."
She sighed again, leaning forward, her chin on her hand. "I have friends, family. And I can stand on my own two feet. But it just--I can't deny I get lonely. We have longer lives than humans, but we aren't elves," she murmured, remembering the conversation she had with Aera. She straightened up, looking up at Envy. "I...will keep that in mind, then. I'm from another world. I just kind of barged into your lives, after all," she said, echoing the argument she and Ruli had. "I don't know what you felt from Ruli's mind, but...I think no matter how I feel about him, he'd keep me at arm's length anyway."
Difficult, but not impossible. "Concentration, then," she noted, nodding when he said she would want to manage without the wards Ruli had placed. She fell quiet, pondering the possibilities and risks, when Envy turned to her and asked a question she hasn't expected. She was glad he couldn't see the blush on her face. "Envy, I don't--" she started, defensive, but stopped when he went on to say that he sensed something in Ruli. Further, that he was cautioning her against acting rashly.
A part of her was still defensive, indignant at being likened to an impulsive child. But she remembered their argument back at Lithilote, what he said about Aera, his scars. Envy knew Ruli best, and was still close despite what had happened with Akuma, so his fatherly concern was justified. Gods, Akuma. Her eyes widened at the realization. Of course. You're a damned fool, Kay. She remembered the moment their gaze met for the first time the morning after, the look on his face.
She sighed. "I don't know what to tell you. Really. I just thought he'd--that we're somehow the same kind of broken. Or running parallel with each other anyway. It's...a weird feeling of kinship, but it's there. I admittedly find myself drawn. You did say once before that we've got relentlessness in common."
She sighed again, leaning forward, her chin on her hand. "I have friends, family. And I can stand on my own two feet. But it just--I can't deny I get lonely. We have longer lives than humans, but we aren't elves," she murmured, remembering the conversation she had with Aera. She straightened up, looking up at Envy. "I...will keep that in mind, then. I'm from another world. I just kind of barged into your lives, after all," she said, echoing the argument she and Ruli had. "I don't know what you felt from Ruli's mind, but...I think no matter how I feel about him, he'd keep me at arm's length anyway."