Greetings, dearest reader!


Before we get to the basics, I just wanted to make sure you're aware of something very important to me, in case you like what I have to offer as a writer and you think that we could be a compatible match - I accept requests in PMs only and I only respond to messages who have some nuance to them.

To save ourselves time, there's a few things I wish to know about you in the first message you send me:
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  • Details about you: your weekly/monthly activity and how often you normally post, what is your favorite part about roleplaying and elements in writing you're currently desiring​
  • Opinions on the ideas you've liked that I've mentioned in this thread, or maybe something you'd like to change​
  • Your limits in storytelling, your likes and dislikes, anything specific you're avoiding
  • Throw anything at me that will get the conversation between us going! Do you have any questions? Ask me!​

I know this makes it seem like an application, but with desire to write but also having a hectic life in general, I'd rather save myself (and you) any potential disappointments and take whatever steps necessary to ensure both of our experiences to be positive! It only makes it fair, given that all the information about me will be right here for you to take in. Now, onto the details!


A bit about me:


  • I play complex characters, not all of them are likable, nor they're meant to be, others can be sweethearts.
  • Multi to novella sized posts, the least I'll put in is 2 paragraphs. Some situations require shorter and more concrete posts, because it's not always about the length.
  • I prefer quality over quantity, detail over length. Simple as that.
  • I have a busy life and unpredictable social life. The least I'll post is once a week, I aim to do more, but it's not entirely up to me. There are times when I'm drained out of energy and can't even post that one time, but I'll let you know in case I cannot respond.
  • I like to be in contact with my partners OOCly, I respect my partners' privacy and expect that in turn. I click the best with my partners when we gush about our roleplay and go over the details to what we enjoy in our roleplay and what we want to change. I NEED THE COMMUNICATION.
  • I go through every single explicit detail. Be it emotional aspects, psychological turmoil, sexual content, gruesome violence, and very vulgar words. I do not and will not limit my writing experience, therefore I rate myself 3/3/3 when it comes to explicit and violent adult themed content. If you cannot stomach writing any of those things, I'M NOT A PARTNER FOR YOU.
  • I will always make side characters, even go as far as to have special roleplaying parts in the story without my main character and instead playing those side characters to build up the plot
  • I always use faceclaims. Some fine art (nothing cartoonish, I am not a fan of anime faceclaims) or sometimes real life people refs (I RARELY use A-list celebrities.) I like to use images and gifs to spice up my posts aesthetically, as well. If you don't like this, let me know, because I will do it by default!


I love to write and I write a lot. Typically I'm fairly demanding when it comes to world and lore-building with character development and plenty of slowburn. Depending on posts, when conversations and some action/intimate scenes happen, the least I'll write two paragraphs, but other times I can pull up a wall of text. It really depends on the situation, sometimes shorter posts are necessary to keep the flow of the scene. I really like to get into the character development, focus on the psychological aspects, anything to make the story that much more compelling, but the best part is that I'm flexible when it comes to story building with my partner. I really need to communicate and exchange ideas, I'm flexible and I like to be direct about these things!

What I look for in partners:


  • Writers who don't have a lot of limits and love to explore and immerse themselves, put effort, who loves to plan, discuss, share ideas and all that jazz! I adore enthusiastic partners!
  • Someone who's more advanced in roleplaying and preferably in writing in general
  • Discussing OOCly and keeping the hype, keeping in touch
  • Someone who is comfortable with all manners of adult content (violence, smut, mature ways of tackling heavier themes, etc)


The plot:


Female soldier x Elite male soldier

This is a very inspired FF7 (more Crisis Core) inspired roleplay. In case you're a fan of the games, I'd be open to write this plot in the same setting as FF7, however my request thread is more basing on the original content that's based on the games, so this is entirely up to you. I'm keeping it open ended and as simple as possible, but the whole context and original idea is right here.

After the war struck out in the capital against the enemy forces that attempted to siege the city, the government started a new experiment on their soldiers that would boost their performance in battle. At first, they made it all seem like the people who were picked out would go very often on medical check ups where they'd be put to sleep after which they'd be sent out to specific training programs, all volunteers were enthusiastic about the challenges and possible improvements this would bring. What people didn't know was that the soldiers that were used as test subjects would be injected with alien samples of cells from the meteorite that was discovered recently. Most soldiers who have already been in the later stages of adulthood have been quite prone to very bad side effects, but the younger a soldier was in age, the better they were in sustaining these alien cells within them and the more positive results this brought the scientists who worked on this project. And in order to continue making advanced and efficient soldiers, the government took over the orphanages and take the children in for "special training" instead of leaving them in orphanages to wait to be adopted, unaware that they're being used as test subjects for a very dangerous experiment. All soldiers are completely unaware that there's something very wrong with them. And its only a matter of time before these negative effects rear their ugly heads.

Clearly, the government has covered up a lot of their tracks, hiding the truth from everyone, including the soldiers themselves.

Our characters have been friends ever since they were children in an orphanage and together have been a part of the military since a very young age, now in their adulthood they're well-trained and efficient soldiers. However, while they believed they served two different military units, the matter of fact is that they've been exposed to different experiments, in which YC has unknowingly excelled at and even surpassed all of his peers as a result. I want to develop a story between them and as they're going on their missions and working together, there's a gradual change in YC until he eventually gets promoted and even becomes a very famous and renown soldier. MC is proud of his accomplishments, but she is beginning to notice some changes in him that begin to worry her.

This can be a Sephiroth story arc, while MC is trying to save YC. There can be other NPCs who are their friends who start some beef with our characters and they're trying to fight the injustice. Our characters can slowly begin to expose the government for their unethical experiments and that can lead to a whole new mess. A war can happen against another country and our heroes will try to prevail through this hell together. MC can be the one who does the exposing of the government and putting herself in danger, with YC having to ruin his reputation to save her.

All of this in different order and of course, I'm open for more suggestions, I kept it as simple and open-ended as possible.