[IC] But why would you (Me and Nica)

[Magic223]

In Loki's point of view it seemed like Thor had everything, he always felt like he would never have happiness such as what Thor did. Loki always felt like the outcast and the different one. Even before he had caused so much chaos.People admired Thor, Nobody really seemed to admire Loki. He had killed so many people, he wasn't even sure how SHIELD hadn't caught him yet.
The god was wondering if they were now afraid of him. He doubted anybody would love him , like Jane loved Thor. Loki thought he might as well give up on even having friends, He sighed and walked around , he wasn't doing anything right now.

Though he wasn't causing trouble now, he was upset, angry and jealous and anybody to get on the wrong side of him was likely to be in trouble. Though Loki hated not having any friends, he knew anybody to trust hum was a fool. Loki knew lying and betraying people was just part of who he was. At least it felt like that. He huffed thinking to himself. He knew Thor was off spending time with Jane. Stupid Thor he thought. Deep down Loki knew he cared about his brother, he never wanted to admit that so easily though. He knew Thor cared about him, even when he was furious with him. Sometimes Loki wished that his brother would just stop caring.

Loki had tears in his eyes and sat down after awhile looking at his staff. He was wondering if maybe he should just go cause chaos again, Loki sat there running a hand through his dark hair. He didn't think he would ever not be living in the shadow of his brother's greatness. He sneered a bit at that thought and then looked at the sky. He didn't feel welcome anywhere nor like he belonged anywhere either.
He knew that he didn't deserve anybody forgiving him. He wasn't even fully convinced he could stop everything. Loki yawned and sighed. He hadn't slept in days, but it wasn't so easy just to find a safe place to sleep.

**
Loki hadn't realized he had fallen asleep, he groaned as it hadn't been comfortable where he had fallen asleep. Sometimes lack of sleep caused him to fall asleep when he didn't want to. He sighed and sat there for a moment trying to fully wake himself up. He felt sore, falling asleep where he had hadn't been all that comfortable. He figured he really must have needed the sleep for him to have fallen asleep without wanting to. He soon stands up and looked around. He really hoped Thor wouldn't come to find him as he didn't want to deal with his stupid oaf of a brother.

Walking again Loki carried on, avoiding eye contact with people and trying to avoid been noticed. He didn't want to be noticed as he knew somebody might try to get him caught by SHIELD. Though unless SHIELD was no longer interested in him.
"I don't need you Thor!!" He growled whether Thor could hear him or not. He wasn't in the mood to cause trouble, he had tears falling down his face. He was even more emotional due to not having enough sleep.

[Nica]

Her name is Darcy Lewis. Not familiar with her? Don't worry, she wouldn't expect anyone to be. She's the assistant. Her boss, Jane Foster, is known to the world. How is this possible? Well, Jane happens to be romantically involved with a man that's basically believed to be a God of Norse Mythology. His name is Thor. Everyone knows of Thor. He's an addition to the Avengers. God of Thunder, son of Odin, the hero. He's famous!

Jane and Thor have been dating for a while now, even though they've actually spent more time apart than actually being together. Thor is from Asgard, another planet. When he's not around, Jane frequently vents her frustration to anyone that's available to lend an ear. Sadly, this position has been filled by little ol' Darcy. She doesn't have much of a choice. Jane's rants are not so difficult, in all honesty. Darcy's worst nightmare is when the depression finally knocks Jane into an uncontrollable, sobbing, emotionally distraught woman. Darcy genuinely tries to be a comforting friend and source of support for Jane, but it's not always successful.

"You don't understand, Darcy!" Jane screamed, separating herself from Darcy's embrace. "It's not like your boyfriend went missing to another planet and hasn't returned!"

Jane's words were not intended to sound so harsh. She didn't want to attack Darcy, but emotions got the best of her. After enduring her limit, Darcy abandoned Jane in her time of need. If she hadn't of left so quickly, more heartbreaking screams would have been exchanged. Darcy did the only thing she could. Got into her jeep and simply drove for hours. Sunlight's rays warmed her chilled skin as the massive orb of golden light rose into the sky. Darcy knew she'd have to return back to the base soon. Despite the sickening churning inside her stomach. Jane would be a complete mess by now and Darcy's obligation to her friend's well being was strong enough to even override her own hurt feelings. Darcy has been accused of being many things, but never selfish. Especially not when someone is already weakened.

Before she returned, Darcy decided to stop by a local grocery store and collect some ingredients for breakfast. Surely Jane would have a stirring hunger in her gut by now. Crying often increases someone's appetite. Darcy bought a few things from the store, including a Starbucks cuppa coffee and walked along the street to her parked Jeep. Happening to glance down at her watch and see that it was only six o'clock in the morning, Darcy wasn't in any hurry to get back. Kneeling down to the ground for a moment, Darcy sat herself on the parking lot's curb and sipped idly at her drink, just trying to pass the time.

The New Mexico's landscape her only source of entertainment.

[Magic223]

Loki was wandering around. He felt downright awful alot of the time lately. Emotionally just broken. He knew he had felt broken since the day he was adopted. He knew his brother was back in Asgard , his brother was always happy most of the time. Thor had friends back on Asgard and on Earth and a girlfriend, while the god of mischief was lonely without any friend in the entire nine realms. He knew he was tired of that. But really the god couldn't stop causing trouble.


He looked at the sky again, He sensed his brother was near by "I don't need you Thor!!" He shouted. He was furious and he carried on walking, he knew the lightening meant Thor was close. Stupid Thor he thought. Why can't he go see Jane. He narrowed his eyes angrily. He knew Thor was always trying to talk to him or reason with him.
He saw the god of thunder land and look around. "Loki," he could see his brother was in tears, He walked over to him, hoping his brother would talk to him. The thunder and lightening seemed to have ceased when the thunder god landed.

"Are you deaf?" Loki hissed "I said I don't need you." he shoved Thor and narrowed his eyes. He was sure Thor was here to make sure that he was behaving as well.

"Brother, I am here to just talk, can't you just let me talk to you?" Thor said quietly. He waited to see what Loki would do. He knew his brother was going to be furious.
He could already sense the bad mood his brother was in. He knew he had to be wary of his brother. Because he was sure if he angered Loki enough the younger god would strike him.

"Your not my brother," Loki spat "A brother wouldn't have lied to me, or made me feel like I was living in his shadow, " He had his arms crossed . "What do you want to talk about mmm? how much mother misses me and wants me home? About how things will be ok ? Things will never be ok, your happy. I'm not."
He didn't really want to talk, he started walking off. "Just leave me alone Thor." He growled. He didn't feel like things would ever be ok. He just carried on.

"Loki..., " Thor attempted to follow. Knowing he was risking his brother striking out at him. "Just come home.... I promise things will be different," He goes to put a hand on Loki's shoulder. Loki glared furiously and slapped Thor in the cheek and stabbed him in the arm.
Thor gasped in pain and knew it was time to back down. He knew his brother was always likely to strike when furious. Thor sighed and went to go find Jane.

Loki had tears in his eyes and carried on walking, He spotted Darcy and backed up and tried to stay out of sight. Not realizing she would have seen him.
He didn't want to be seen. Too late he thought.

[Nica]

The trickster was seen. Discovered in his misery by a mere mortal female. She spared him a second glance, curious as to why Thor's estranged brother would find himself here on Midgard. Hazel eyes watched his movements with a focused stare, body preparing itself to defend against an attack if necessary. This is not exactly how Darcy expected she'd be introduced to the legendary criminal. Crossing paths outside a New Mexico grocery store...how pathetic.

Loki did not appear to the man she'd thought him to be. Thor described him as misunderstood, Banner claimed his mind was a bag of crazy cats and Natasha easily spoke his name in addition to gifting him the title of a mass murderer. Loki, the immortal to be feared, was weakened to such a state that he was forced to sulk on Midgard's realm. When Loki came further into view, despite attempting to shield himself in the shadows, Darcy called him over. She took a risk, calling out to the murderous man.

"Oi!" Darcy is not known to be discreet. "Loki! Get over here!" Fear is not forgotten, but discarded aside in her momentary bravery. Darcy knows she's putting herself in potential danger, but her mind is not focused on protecting herself. She's more concerned with Loki's condition.

"Since when do murders shed a tear?" Darcy's full lips tilted into a smirk, she rose from her seated position and stepped, slowly, towards Loki. "Need a tissue, man?" She offered him a napkin from her pocket, wrinkled and partially stained.

[Magic223]

Brilliant he had most definitely been sighted. He wasn't sure he wanted to admit his problems to some mortal. He didn't see why he should. He seemed to doubt that she would even understand him.
He had tears falling down his face. He knew he didn't even deserve comfort. Even if he wanted it from his brother. He didn't want to admit he wanted somebody other than family to care about him. He knew it would never happen.

He titled his head when he heard Darcy. Why wasn't she afraid of him? he walked over and was silent. He wondered if the girl was a fool to call him over. But he was a bit interested in her bravery. Not that he showed that.
"What do you want? I'm sure you know all that I did."
Loki started , His stomach growled in hunger, Food was another thing that was hard to come by when he wasn't wanted around. It usually resulted in having to control peoples minds or threaten and scare them off. He still looked tired as well.

He flinched when she called him a murderer. Yeah he wasn't going to deny that. He knew he was only crying because he was miserable. He looked away for a moment. "Why are you bothering with me?"
He knew he could kill her right now, but something seemed to stop him. He didn't seem to walk away either. He was telling himself just to walk away and forget about her. His eyes closed for a moment.

"I may be a murderer as you put it , But I still have feelings and still can get miserable and upset," He stated bitterly. "People seem to forget that, Odin sure did even before I turned on everybody,"
he sounded a bit angry, especially with the way he spoke about Odin. "Some so called father." He leaned up against a building after he took the napkin, He knew he was always overly emotional. "But why should I even be talking to you," his green eyes narrowed. "And How do I know you won't call SHIELD on me."

[Nica]

"I don't feel like having pirate-face annoying me right now." Thank goodness Nick Fury wasn't around to hear that snide comment. Then again, Darcy wouldn't have chosen her words differently if he had been. SHIELD is of no importance to her. After all, it's not like she's actually employed by them. Jane receives a paycheck on their behalf, but not Darcy. Instead, she makes her own money by working side jobs after since Jane became a necessary and vital member of SHIELD. "Besides," Darcy shifted her stance to the wall, alongside Loki. "I'm not afraid of you."

Not entirely a lie, though not the truth either. Darcy does hold fear in regard to him, but he's no threatening in such a current state of mind. "Look," Darcy bent down to collect her belongings and cast a curious glance back up in his direction. "I'm just about to head back to the apartment. You wanna tag along?" Not many people would willingly invite Loki to their apartment. Then again, Darcy is an individual.

"Don't even think about using your magic or something' though." She warned, lifting the side of her jacket and showed him the taser gun clipped to her jeans. "I'm not unarmed."

[Magic223]

Loki chuckled when she called Nick pirate face. He didn't like Nick and didn't want to deal with him either. He though raised his eyebrows when she said she wasn't afraid of him. "your not?"
He didn't think that would be true. "Are you sure, all mortals seem to be afraid of me" he was glad to have somebody to talk to though. He had been so alone today, He never seemed to admit that he wanted company sometimes.

He was quiet for awhile. He seemed surprised when she offered for him to come with her. "Do you live with Jane? Because my idiot brother has probably gone over there, Though I am hungry." He sighed, He hadn't been able to eat in a few days, due to it not being easy to get food.
He was still shocked that she was even asking him.
Being the dangerous god he was, Loki wasn't even sure if she saw the possible danger in inviting him over. He wasn't in the mood to cause trouble though.

"Yeah I won't," Loki sighed "Not in the mood for that." Because he was known to lie a lot. He wasn't even sure if she would believe that. The god looked at the taser and just raised an eyebrow.
"Ok..........," he didn't seem that threatened by it though.
Loki ended up following her. He was quiet for awhile and just let the remaining tears slip down his face. He was very conflicted on what to do with his life any more. He carried on looking around.