"There are many moments that I would change but I am going to share one of my smaller moments." Michael said smiling. He looked down and continued speaking. "Back when I got done with all my marine training and I had came home on leave. My girlfriend at the time was the girl I crushed on all through out high school." He sighed and continued. "So It was around New Years and my girl friend through me a surprise party since my birthday was the 29th. The day i was coming home. So all our friends were waiting for me to get there. Well my luck being as great as it is, my plane got delayed due to the crappy weather. I was flying in from California so a 5 hour flight turned into a 5 hour wait and then a 5 hour flight. By the time I got to new york I was exhausted. It was another hour drive to my girlfriends, but a 45 minute drive to my house. So I called her and told her I was going home and I was too tired. Needless to say she was upset that I wouldn't even go see her. Well the next morning she broke up with me because she didn't want to have to deal with the distance. When I got out of the marine corps, we ran into each other and the feelings came back. We talked for a while and ended up kissing. We made plans to go on a date. During the same week the girl I was with a few months back had ran into me too. My feelings for this girl were still fresh and I confused puppy love for real love and went on a date with her instead. The girl that I loved since high school ended up meeting someone else and now she is married to him. So what I would change is ditching her. I wish I could go back and tell her how much I love her and how empty I am without her.... I guess I explained more than I had too, but I wanted to give a background on our relationship. Hell I wish me and her were even still friends. Now she doesn't even talk to me because I am an idiot."