Watching the explosion silently Seishu feels the part of him, the little part sobbing in the corner of his soul, tear it's way out like a wild beast. His eyes never leave his counterpart as his rage finally breaks over the white haired male, his face an expressionless mask. He can not hear even his own thoughts as he let the pain inside him grow, his soul bared to the male before him as it all pours fourth in a torrent. When at last it fades he looks to where the other guardian had vanished from view and blinks slowly. With unhurried movements he pushes the covers aside and turns, legs falling off the edge of the bed.
Without a touch of his own energy he forces his body to his feet, the pain screaming for a relief he can not give it. He has to do this, all on his own. He has to. There is no question of this. His feet hardly make a sound as he shuffles slowly across the room, the small figure of his counterpart curled up beside the door coming slowly into view. Is legs scream, his wounds feel as if they want to tear him open, but still he shuffles the last few feet forward until at last he falls quietly to his knees behind the tense red head. Without hesitation his arms wrap around the figure, his wrists crossing one another as his hands grip the other guardian's legs gently. Seishu brings his head down to rest on Enasi right shoulder, a faint sigh leaving his lips.
After a moment of silence however one of his hands slides up and carefully pulls up Enasi's head so Seishu can look him in the eyes. His expression is blank and without a word he leans in. His grip is firm, not letting Enasi pull away should he try, and his eyes flutter close as he presses a kiss to his counterpart's lips. Unlike the one from the dream, this one if firm, but tender, filled with passion without being demanding. It lasts only a few seconds but when he pulls back, his eyes are once more filled with tears. “You do care too much.” His words are simple, spoken without any feeling to them, but his eyes blaze with the fire of love now his to bare. No longer is he separate from that thing inside. No longer can he see himself separate.
This however only makes the pain worse and as he looks away from Enasi he whispers softly. “You are you, and I am me, and neither of us can be anything more or less than that. I am a guardian of a world who's very ground is deadly if you don't know what you're doing, so I don't have the luxury of being kind to my minions by withholding my worries. You are the guardian of a world where ever piece of it is designed to make the loves of those who live in it healthy, and happy, so you can keep you worries to yourself and no harm will come from it.” He twitches slightly, his fingers moving back down to hold Enasi's leg once more.
“Well, no harm except to we guardians. I have to destroy my minion's innocence and naivety before they are even old enough to take their first steps outside my palace, and you have to constantly be on edge worrying about every little thing because your underlings just don't have to know any better. We are alone in these things, and have to remain alone.” His head falls to rest in the crook of Enasi's neck, his strength all but spent now that he's said what need be said.
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As Starla lay there, trying to wrap her head around everything, something strikes her. She doesn't move at first, unsure if she should take the thought seriously. Then she sits up. “He said we can't give each other the answers. He also says that siblings share things. He never said anything about the both of us working up to the answer. The general said something like that too. We don't need the answer right now, we just need to get our foots in the door. The rest don't know what theirs is, so I don't see him making us the only ones that have to know before he'll accept us. He just wants us to get our foot in the door.” Snapping her fingers she jumps up and runs off to find Finn to share her revelation.
Without a touch of his own energy he forces his body to his feet, the pain screaming for a relief he can not give it. He has to do this, all on his own. He has to. There is no question of this. His feet hardly make a sound as he shuffles slowly across the room, the small figure of his counterpart curled up beside the door coming slowly into view. Is legs scream, his wounds feel as if they want to tear him open, but still he shuffles the last few feet forward until at last he falls quietly to his knees behind the tense red head. Without hesitation his arms wrap around the figure, his wrists crossing one another as his hands grip the other guardian's legs gently. Seishu brings his head down to rest on Enasi right shoulder, a faint sigh leaving his lips.
After a moment of silence however one of his hands slides up and carefully pulls up Enasi's head so Seishu can look him in the eyes. His expression is blank and without a word he leans in. His grip is firm, not letting Enasi pull away should he try, and his eyes flutter close as he presses a kiss to his counterpart's lips. Unlike the one from the dream, this one if firm, but tender, filled with passion without being demanding. It lasts only a few seconds but when he pulls back, his eyes are once more filled with tears. “You do care too much.” His words are simple, spoken without any feeling to them, but his eyes blaze with the fire of love now his to bare. No longer is he separate from that thing inside. No longer can he see himself separate.
This however only makes the pain worse and as he looks away from Enasi he whispers softly. “You are you, and I am me, and neither of us can be anything more or less than that. I am a guardian of a world who's very ground is deadly if you don't know what you're doing, so I don't have the luxury of being kind to my minions by withholding my worries. You are the guardian of a world where ever piece of it is designed to make the loves of those who live in it healthy, and happy, so you can keep you worries to yourself and no harm will come from it.” He twitches slightly, his fingers moving back down to hold Enasi's leg once more.
“Well, no harm except to we guardians. I have to destroy my minion's innocence and naivety before they are even old enough to take their first steps outside my palace, and you have to constantly be on edge worrying about every little thing because your underlings just don't have to know any better. We are alone in these things, and have to remain alone.” His head falls to rest in the crook of Enasi's neck, his strength all but spent now that he's said what need be said.
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As Starla lay there, trying to wrap her head around everything, something strikes her. She doesn't move at first, unsure if she should take the thought seriously. Then she sits up. “He said we can't give each other the answers. He also says that siblings share things. He never said anything about the both of us working up to the answer. The general said something like that too. We don't need the answer right now, we just need to get our foots in the door. The rest don't know what theirs is, so I don't see him making us the only ones that have to know before he'll accept us. He just wants us to get our foot in the door.” Snapping her fingers she jumps up and runs off to find Finn to share her revelation.