I did it once before like 5 years ago, and was scared back into it by my parents' reactions (namely they sent me to 'convert your gays back straight' religious therapy). But 5 years later, a lot more mature and stable, I did it again. So uh.
Yeah.
I'm shaking like fucking nuts.
I mean I only came out to my mom instead of her AND dad at the same time this time (dad being the one that scares me more)
And I did it in a kinda wussy way. I took anti-anxiety medicine, took a shower, tried to talk to her, couldn't get words out, apologized for saying cryptic half things, went to my room and then just texted her everything all at once in a huge text. There was much hugging and crying afterwards and she says that she doesn't know what will happen but she'll always love me no matter what.
Which was kinda on par of what I was expecting from mom.
My mom is great. It's my dad that has me scared shitless now. I'm kinda hoping he has a long day at work and or doesn't come home for any reason at all right now.
SO THAT'S MY DAY
(for those not in the know, I'm biologically male, do not identify male, so my coming out of the closet is coming out as a MtF transgender / also a lesbian if you think too hard on it as I'm not into dudes. Weeeee~ I'm still shaking I really hope I don't throw up.)
Yeah.
I'm shaking like fucking nuts.
I mean I only came out to my mom instead of her AND dad at the same time this time (dad being the one that scares me more)
And I did it in a kinda wussy way. I took anti-anxiety medicine, took a shower, tried to talk to her, couldn't get words out, apologized for saying cryptic half things, went to my room and then just texted her everything all at once in a huge text. There was much hugging and crying afterwards and she says that she doesn't know what will happen but she'll always love me no matter what.
Which was kinda on par of what I was expecting from mom.
My mom is great. It's my dad that has me scared shitless now. I'm kinda hoping he has a long day at work and or doesn't come home for any reason at all right now.
SO THAT'S MY DAY
(for those not in the know, I'm biologically male, do not identify male, so my coming out of the closet is coming out as a MtF transgender / also a lesbian if you think too hard on it as I'm not into dudes. Weeeee~ I'm still shaking I really hope I don't throw up.)