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Shinji:
Oh, fuck you. you're just doing this to save your own sorry ass from my former friends. and to be quite frank, you hardly know SHIT about me, or the shit that I went through. so please, kindly throw another insult back my way so I can serve it back with an extra helping of "fuck off".
...you know what,
yea, at the start of this I
was fulfilling my word and doing my job because I bet my own life on it. I honestly felt that if you were suffering to the point that living was worse then death, and you wanted to off yourself, I would have let you if it wasn't for that promise. Because I can understand that life isn't all flowers and daisies, that to keep someone alive to just save your own heart from loss is a shitty thing to do, especially if they've been through hell.
But at this point, by
damn I am not going to let someone I actually somewhat know off themselves because they keep holding a pity party over the past. I am not about to let some aquaintence I care about dig themselves deeper because of stubborn thinking. And I am
not going to give you your pity party or let you think that you'll solve your problems by lashing out and doing the same shit until you vaporize into your own misery.
I don't know you well enough to call you a friend, but I am
not so heartless to ignore what little connections I have with people, be them family, strangers, or my
friends. And you're right, I don't know what shit you went through. And you don't know what shit I've been through. So stop stabbing your own damn will to live and direct that frustration and hurt into a mord productive direction, you dense fuck. Your life isn't over, and your "former friends" have yet to leave you even after the bullshit you've thrown at them.
So if it makes you feel better, cuss me, punch me, consider me your most annoying and twisted enemy, but don't you dare think I'm going to give up or do this halfway, however much you might hate me for it.
