I can't be here anymore. I'm so sorry. Yesterday, I was shown that I had to give up many things. I didn't expect this to be one of them. But this morning, I felt a terrible tug on my heart that I have to leave you guys. I reasoned frantically, but I couldn't justify any reason to stay. God just said no. So I'm going to have to leave MR--I don't know how long. Hopefully not forever.
Don't take this as "I don't like MR" or "MR is so bad". There's nothing wrong with MR. I adore it, and I love you guys so much. You're better friends than anybody I've ever known (other than God, of course). This decision is the hardest decision I've ever made. It's terrifying. But what God wants is what He wants, and there's nothing that's happened today, despite all my pleading, that swayed me from this decision.
I'll stay in contact with David, and you can contact me through him. I still have Blitz on Skype, too. So it's not like I'll be cut off from you. I couldn't bear that. But, on this site, this will be goodbye. Please don't try to persuade me otherwise. It'll hurt too much.
I know you expect amazing things for MR. Keep expecting that, with or without me, because MR could never die. When or if I come back, I expect to find you all only better than you were before. Don't let me down. I wish you all of God's grace--far better than the best of luck. I love you.
Don't take this as "I don't like MR" or "MR is so bad". There's nothing wrong with MR. I adore it, and I love you guys so much. You're better friends than anybody I've ever known (other than God, of course). This decision is the hardest decision I've ever made. It's terrifying. But what God wants is what He wants, and there's nothing that's happened today, despite all my pleading, that swayed me from this decision.
I'll stay in contact with David, and you can contact me through him. I still have Blitz on Skype, too. So it's not like I'll be cut off from you. I couldn't bear that. But, on this site, this will be goodbye. Please don't try to persuade me otherwise. It'll hurt too much.
I know you expect amazing things for MR. Keep expecting that, with or without me, because MR could never die. When or if I come back, I expect to find you all only better than you were before. Don't let me down. I wish you all of God's grace--far better than the best of luck. I love you.