Willis sat down in his arm chair and contemplated his thoughts and his life. This was a situation he had not encountered, and he had been in many situations. "What is the matter with me? What do I do? Am I ready to be a father? What will high society think of me? Will I have to move? Who do I take with me? Should I disappear? Should I hang myself? Is this a sign of my time over? Should I apologise? For what? To who?" Willis got up went into the bathroom and swallowed a sleeping pill, he was asleep in seconds.